That's a guy name Mr.J

It's funny when the first time I saw you.I don't even know that we are in the same PR class.
One day,I and my friend went to office to settle the ptptn loan things. We're kinda lost there,coincident you were there.So we just approach you.Surprisingly, you were really kind to help us call your friend and ask.After all,I don't really pay any attention towards you.The next day when I entered the class, I saw you were helping the lecturer to set up the projector and laptop. My friend say that you were the emcee during Orientation Day.LOL!can't remember either..It's already March and going to end soon,and I just know your existance.haha...You know when I start to like you?Is the time during my presentation,I accidentally off the projector and I was quite freak out there as I don't know how to on it back.Not like others,just sit down there,you came out and fix it for me without any words..Since then,I started to stalk you as this is one of my favourite hobby..XD
The more I know about you,the more I felt that your life is kinda sad..why?everyday,everytime,anywhere,whatever you do,you always do it all alone.not one is by your side,not even one friend of yours.You're eating alone,stay at computer room alone..I felt sympathy for you..We're same age,how good if you were same year with me.Unfortunately,you're already third year student and graduate soon.This means I will never able to see you anymore.
I will start to miss you when I don't see you in school...Without you,my battery will never fully charge,it will half way hang..T_T
Mr.J,take care and be more socialise,ok?You're broadcast student!
IMY.....

rawrrr~~~~

*short update*
I'm free!!Not officially free but left one assignment to go!!woohoo~~
I'm happy!!Sorry to people out there who worry about me when I'm stress,just to tell you I'm alright now..Don't worry!!XD
After this week,I got a lot of plan to go
1.Next monday go Jogoya with friends~*wee*
2.Go sing K with coursemate
3.BBQ in my condo(still planning)
4.shopping nonstop!!
Next sem is coming soon....XD

PS:listening to Big Bang-Oh Ma Baby

-안녕-

Picture of the Day~!

Picture of the day:

having McD breakfast with coursemate..damn it!alot of people due to the free voucher...grrhh....we are one of them!!XD

PS:alone at room,my beloved roomate go home liao..T_T
listening to 神木与瞳-宽恕

S.T,R.E,S.S

Do you ever have the feeling of shouting out loud when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of crying out loud when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of scolding all the vulgar words when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of letting all your anger on someone when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of jumping off the sea when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of throwing away everything when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of driving your car and go bang something when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of going back to hometown when you are stress?
I HAVE!what can I do?
ANS: I listened to sad song and at the same time cry non-stop.My way of releasing stress...
How about you?


PS: listening to 周杰伦-给我一首歌的时间

幸福事小

Song of the month...

倪安东-幸福事小

吃完 镀了金的牛排 镶了钻的蛋 胃还是那么的孤单
只有 一想到了晚餐 有你的笑下饭 漫长的一天才不难捱

穿着 限量版的衬衫 羡慕声不断 也没让我觉得温暖
如果 不是有你呼吸 在皮肤上不散 怎么抵御世界的冷淡

幸福是一想到你就心安
地要老天要荒的谁还想管
幸福是一起醒来说早安
海枯石烂这种大事 与我无关

听过 圣诗般的称赞 嘘寒或问暖 耳朵也开不出花瓣
直到 你在电话那端 问我几点下班 动听得让心花灿烂

攀过 最纯白的雪山 最澎湃的海 回忆也没有更精彩
直到 你侧脸的曲线 在我手心蜿蜒 才懂得什么事最浪漫

幸福是完成你每一个期盼
登月或摘星留给谁去狂欢
幸福是陪着你回味遗憾
伟大的圆满与我们 真的无关

>LINK<

*touched*

PS:听着周杰伦-借口

Emo-ing..T.T

Dear diary,
I'm very emo now..I want to cry out loud but I can't.I'm too tired of doing that.I don't know who I can talk to now,feel helpless..No one can help me to solve the problem.Everyone has their own burden and they seems like handling it very well..For me,I think that I have too much to handle till I don't know what should I do first.I'm the group leader for two group assignment.I thought that I can handle it well although this G is making me sick,but I was wrong.I don't have any assistant to help me although my members willing to help.I knew that they have alots to do like me,but I just don't want them to help me.Because I don't want to give any burden to them and add more pressure on them,so I rather do it myself than rely on others.I don't really like to rely on others.End up,I slept four hours per day.My battery is going to dry..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need a vacation badly!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye..T.T..back to assignment world.

PS:tml heading to Mid Valley to take pic for my assignment and to Sungai Wang for korean food fair!!hahahaha...at least I get to rest one day..there's enough for me..XD

>Listening to 倪安东-幸福事小<

Not in mood..T_T

Thought of going back to hometown will make my mind more clearer and relax,but it seems like it doesn't work at all.First,few days ago,I was really piss off with this fucking guy,G,and thought that might be I was too emotional,so made a decision,wanna go home and repent.But seems like my hateness toward him doesn't change at all.When I was doing my assignment,it reminds me that I told him to give me the information asap since we gonna pass up it next week yet he still can give me alot of excuse.His face showing I'M NOT GUILTY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE makes me feel more hateful!So,I swear to myself,I will just put his name for once in my group assignment althought he didn't contribute anything,and for the next semester,I WILL NEVER EVER DO THAT AGAIN AND NEVER SAME GROUP WITH HIM ANYMORE!Second,I was worried about my mom.Everytime I go back,she will complaint to me everything that my auntie did.She cannot endure anymore,seeing her suffers like this and I as a daughter can't to anything,make me feel more sad..Before I went back to KL,she keep on gave me money,keep on ask me whether I had enough money to use or not..She scared I starving because I don't have money to eat.I just want her to know don't worry about me,your daughter me is a tough person,won't die so early.God,if YOU were listened to my pray now,PLEASE!Don't let my mom suffer again at this age.She already old and can't handle it.PLEASE!!

Another jerk in my class...

Today another story to tell.Another jerk in my class!Why can't I met some sweet and humorous guy or maybe adorable and gorgeous gay?Instead,I met some hateful and act like a rascal person!I really really beh tahan lor!!!!!!!Let's name him as G.
G is my coursemate.Serious speaking,I don't really like him in especially the way he react.He like to pretend knowing everything,talk craps which is really stupid and lame craps and he is very lazy when come to do assignment!All this I can endure,what make me really pissoff today is he called me at 4am early in the morning just to call me signed for his fucking attendance since he is going to absent the class!And as you know,first thing in my hate list is DON'T DISTURB ME WHILE I WAS SLEEPING NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE!and this G already cross my boundary by doing so,and then he can be so annoying keep on call and call and call until I answer his call only he will stop calling.BUT,I didn't answer his call at all,I was so frustrated at that time then I switch off the phone.Well,you maybe think after that he will just send a message and tell me.NO!!!Ya,he did that!BUT,about 6.45am,he called again,and I don't feel like pick up the call.Guess what happen next?He didn't stop from calling me from 6.45 am to 8.15am!Can you imagine within that period,how many call he already made?Wah!!I really really hate him deep inside my heart lor!Why this guy so fucking PO MA(cantonese word) de?Screw him mann,ass hole people!!Just for his indeed,he can keep on bothering people without any second thought!Chill..chill..chill...phew~
At last,I didn't signed for him because the lecturer don't allow.Even if lecturer didn't notice,I would never sign for him!and for the assignment part,I don't care liao..If he don't do work and keep on give me a stupid excuse,I swear I will complaint to my lecturer!Don't say I never give him any chance!
grrrhhh......after all,why I care?he is not my somebody or anybody!Piss me off,and you'll get to pay for it!Don't play play with me!

PS:Listening to 林俊杰-记得

Just For Fun~

You know what had been bothering me recently?is

MONEY!!
why?
Because I don't have money to repair my car!
How come?
Because my dad haven't send me any money yet!
Why your dad haven't send you?
Well,long story..During CNY,there's suppose to have alot of business,and then here come the flood and everyone cancel the trip to Tioman since they already don't have the mood to enjoy!
Oh,I see..So how now?Your car remain like that lor?
Yes!And it's look ugly everytime I look at it.But it hurts more when I drove it on road.
How much it cost to repair it?
Well,from what I had experienced,hmm..maybe around RM700++..
Oh..How serious is your car?
Well,take a look at the picture and you will know!

*peace*
Just For Fun!Teehee~
(remind you people out there,drive carefully!)

PS:Listening to Far East Movement-Rocketeer~

我有话说。。

有些事，我不说，并不代表我不介意；
有些事，我不看，并不代表我不知道；
有些事，我不听，并不代表我不会管；
很多事情，我没说，我没问，我没看，我没管；
我在等着你给我一个解释，一个能为你自己证明清白的理由。。


PS:听着-BII-转身之后

Status update!

Current mode:STRESS!!too many assignments not yet complete!T_T

My roomate is busy doing her homework and revising her test too...Good Luck ya~!XD

PS:listening to 林俊杰-她说

哭过就好。。

每次发生事情的时候，只能一个人，躲在角落里哭。大声哭，哭到鼻塞，呕吐，眼睛睁不到的时候，我已经很久没有像现在这样地哭了。不是没有朋友哭诉，只是，没有人能了解我经历的事，他们会以为我看的开，对啊！我会在他们面前伪装，这是我的本能。可是当我一个人冷静，思考的时候，我就会放声地哭。哭过就好，我不会再为同样的事情哭第二次了。我很累，我能休息吗？

听着Bii-转身之后

I enter police station today!!!!!!!

You know what!!I VERY FUCKING PISS OFF TODAY!!!I have a long story to tell today...Never in my life,mark my word,NEVER,Never hate one person so deeply before!Today,he break my record!And from now on,I will boycott him from my friend's list!
This guy,let's name him A.
A is my coursemate,and for your information,our whole class dislike him!He talk to me about vagina on the 2nd week we met.He talk to me about breast cancer!Even my closer boy's friend,we didn't talk till that topic.Ok,fine.Group assignment,I was forced to enter his group.My other group members support my idea while we're discussing the assignment,he straight away show me that fucking face because no one support his idea.He bosong lor..Fine!I ignore as I don't want find any trouble.And today,he is the one call us come earlier to class to discuss the assignment.I overslept so I went there is about 15min late.And we met at mamak.I was surprise that I didn't saw him.My friend told me he went back.=.=!You call us come,you didn't discuss anything and you go home!fine..I was already on fire that time..Our class start at 11am,and when me and my friends want to enter class,he stop me and ask me fetch him go PD block(another UTAR buliding nearby) to participate the singing audition!Then I refuse,I told him class is going to start d,then,he beh paiseh lor..keep on beg me for fetching him go..Because of my soft-hearted,I fetch him go lor.And guess what happen the next second?
I GOT INTO CAR ACCIDENT!I BANG PEOPLE'S CAR!
This lady was driving in front me,while on the junction,she was about to turn left d,and I saw she turning,so I look through right side whether got car or not,and I didn't know she still there.Without any notice,BANG!!!
I bang into a HONDA CITY!this lady car only a few scratch,my front bumper fall down.WTH!!
Then together we went to police station since I need the report to claim insurance.Another piss me off place where alot of RACIST police!
Done with report and I'd been fine for RM300!!fucker!!Thanks to the KIND-HEARTED POLICE,he told me I only need to pay RM150.and he took away my report!He was not supposed to take it since I need it to claim insurance.That time I was a bit blur so I didn't notice about it.Then he is toooo KIND and call me come back on Monday to buy the report and pay money!I never know police was so desperate for the RM2!
After this incident,I thought IF I didn't fetch A,then I won't bang into people's car.IF I didn't fetch him,I won't enter the police station.IF I didn't fetch him,I won't pay for RM150 for nothing!and you know,I already spent alot of money for the last two month...Where should I find money since my dad haven't send me pocket money.
And from what I'd experience today,I learnt alot.
1st,In Malaysia's law,as long as your car bang people's car ass,you are wrong!No matter how you explain to the police!
2nd,Malaysia's car really really very very very lousy!!I bang quite harsh and the lady's car nothing.Because is HONDA!mine pulak bumper fall down.WHY?because the car is made of plastic!
3rd,if can,NEVER ENTER POLICE STATION!What my friend say was right!THEY TREAT YOU LIKE PRISONER althought or maybe you just go there pay your saman,yet they still shout at you for nothing!Police station=one bunch of uneducated person!
4th,I will never ever being that kind anymore!not to someone I only know for 1month!
Last,one last word to scold>
CIBAI LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sampat!~

Something I found interesting while driving on the road..

YA!WE KNOW D!NO PARKING!*put so many,aigoo*

5 traffic lights!this is crazyyyy!!!!!

PS:OneRepublic-Secrets

谢谢你！

谢谢你让我知道，原来你活得很好。

看来没有我这个朋友，你依然还是那么地开心。。

那祝你活得比以前更悲伤吧！

Not in mood..

If I would know that this new year would be that meaningless & bored,then I would rather don't want come home.Since in my family,there's no reunion for us,so I don't rush to go home and celebrate.After all this is what reunion for,right.For the past 20years,Dad never come back and celebrate new year because he has to take care of his PRECIOUS business,and now my eldest brother already married,my 2nd brother always go out,left me,mom,uncle,aunt at home.Well,don't feel sad for me since I already get used to it.This holiday is very short,tomorrow have to go back to study life liao..I don't feel any holiday mood either,lots of assignment to complete,less outings since people around me is busy with their famly gathering..and now my relatives all is forcing me to go back tomorrow early in the morning!why they even care?Ya,they did care since this is the chance to get me and my mom quarrel..
Next year,if the holiday end for three days,then I would choose to go Tioman and help my father business.At least I no need face all kinds of thing at here.

Bye Malacca~!

PS:listening to Sam Tsui-Just a dream

Kepada Alaq yg Dihormati...haha...XD

Current mood:SUCKS!

Reason:One of my bff is leaving me and pursue her study in Australia for 5years!tell me lar,how am I going to handle this kind of situation??
Here's the special post I'm gonna dedicated to her..Don't feel touch ya..XD

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Dear my alaq,
You know,I really hate this kind of feeling whenever people around me left me here and go somewhere far away from me where I can't even see them. I decide not to send you off at airport because I know that once I do that,I will tears non-stop.I know you will come back once a year,and that already torturing me.what to do,I'm a person full of emotion,thoughts....suka suka nangis,suka suka ketawa..But apart from it,I'm happy for you.Happy that finally you can go Australia to study,do something that you always want to do,you can find mat salleh there and flirt with them(jkjk)...haha..XD
Anyway,I not going to say those grandma story,how we met lar,this lar...What I want to say is:
1st-must always punctual whenever come to pray ya..
2nd-take care of yourself and don't eat too much..saya punya kawan yg study kat oversea punya AKIHIRNYA jadi gemuk..
3rd-I know you wouldn't do that but still I want to remind you,YOU CAN FLIRT BUT JANGAN BUAT HAL YA,I don't want one day you come back and bring a child with you...hehe..
4th-do always keep in touch with thou you were busy,at least a message will make me happy...

I will always miss you even when I tengah buang air besar..hehe..muakks..


This necklace is the prettiest I had ever seen before,not to praise you,but BETUL!

SAYA SAYANG AWAK SELAMA-LAMANYA,ALAQ ASHIQIN..
muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuakkkkkkkssssssss.....

PS:listening to Avril Lavigne-When you're gone

I was SOO into this guy~!!!!

You know what?I was soooooo obssessed with this guy!!!!His voice is really killing me!!!!
Guess who>>>


Sam Tsui~!!

Biodata:
Samuel Tsui-a Chinese American musician

He is best known for covering and performing songs by popular artists, as well as original medleys and mashups.

Please listen to this song
Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie-Just A Dream by Nelly
Great voice,great looking!!

>LINK<

Gosh,he is older than me by one year!!How good if he was my boyfriend..I will make him talk to me 24hours non-stop with his voice..haha..XD
Handsome+Unique voice=PERFECT

PS:listening to Big Bang-Oh My Baby..
안녕

what a delightful day ..XD

You know!I'm really piss off today!Especially early in the morning..

Today is my first day going university to study..It's suppose to be a very very happy and excited mode..
My campus located at PJ area..there's a lot of branch at there..all is under FCI(Faculty of Creative Industry)..Different branch,different major..
because is student area,so the parking is limited..So,I just parked my car nearby the cold storage there..and thanks to the MBPJ,they didn't even build the parking machine for us driver to insert syiling and get the ticket..Not like Malacca,use coupon=every problem solve!
CONCLUSION,
I'B FINE FOR RM100!!

Screw you,POLICE!!!

Look at the saman paper,it's so long..like writting an essay!Ya,I know I kena saman!
Dear police,you don't need repeated so many time in the paper,half page enough,don't you know how to recycle the paper,ASS HOLE?

argh!!Don't care lar!I'll wait till discount baru go pay..

Song to recommend this week:

G-Dragon & TOP-Knockout


>LINK<

(sad thing,this song is banned due to the lyric..But it's cool you know!enjoy~~)

G-D,G-D babe babe~!♥

PS:listening to G-D & TOP-high high..

我是一个幸运的女人！！

缘分-真的是很奇妙。虽然这句话很普遍，而且听起来很土，但是，不得不说这是真的！
举个例子吧，就那我身边发生的是来说。
1.我二哥和他现在的女朋友
-原以为他们是大学认识的。但原来，他们是小学同学，而且还要是同班同学。就这样，走在一起啦！
2.我在吉隆坡遇见了我大哥的好朋友
-想也知道，吉隆坡这么大的城市，却能让我遇见他。他要了我联络号码，并告诉我，如果有任何事情，我随时都能给他打个电话。哈哈。。我只能说，我人生中有很多贵人，尤其是今年。

说真的，我很庆幸我有一堆数不清的朋友，我有两个笨蛋哥哥，一个很会念我，一个很幼稚。我有一个我重男轻女的爸爸，但事实并没有我想的那样，最终他也出钱让我上大学啦。还有一个怪妈妈，爽爽给我来个唱大戏。就这样，够了。我不要求多。。我只要我自己过着没有眼泪的日子，那么，对我来说，就是完美！

hor...我又要挨饿了！过了新年，才有口袋钱。。

PS:听着玄彬-那男的（都快哭了，这么感人的歌）

她是谁？

今天，我又要说故事啦。但主角不是我，是我一个小学的好朋友。
她告诉我，为什么她身边最最要好的朋友，可以在一瞬间，成为了一个傲慢，自私，不讲理的人，顽固。以前的那个她，去了哪里？她说，她一时之间，不知道如何面对她。不知道下一个她，还会变成什么样子。她说，以前她们求学的时候，那段日子，是她和她最开心的时刻。那时候的她，完全没有像现在这样，一个只顾着自己，不为别人着想的人。这趟旅行回来，真的是让她彻底的，看透了她的个性。她没有哭，她只是对她感到很失望，很无奈而已。
我告诉她，当一个人来到陌生的环境生存的时候，因为是自己一个人奋斗，没有人和她並肩作战，能发生那种事是理所当然的。她又说，她简直变成了另一个人。她用‘稳君子’来形容她，因为她挑拨离间。再加上，现在的她，眼里已经容纳不下任何一个人了。她-只爱自己。
我无语。我告诉她，错不在她身上，她的改变，或许她没有真真的了解过她，时间久了，两个好朋友，在街上遇到彼此，都可能会形成陌生人。
我没多说什么，毕竟她只想找个人，来了解她，开导她。。
我只能说，要在一个你信任的人身上，找到最真实的她，这或许比你接受那虚伪的她，来得困难。

PS：听着魔幻力量-我是谁 我是谁 我是谁

Orientation Day 2011

Finally,here is it!I've been waiting long for this day to come!haha..XD

One day before the orientation day,omg!I had a very very bad nightmare!talk to tong till 3am. While I started to fell asleep,seriously,I'm very fuck up lor!By that time already about 5am,and you know this is the time where the muslims start to pray and sing song...Worst part-the person who sing song,had a bad voice and shout like a crazy mad man!Well,I clarify first,I don't mean to insult their lyrics,in fact,I respect them!Then,when the song finish,here come the train"too too too"sound!(my house behind is train station)..Then,alarm start to ring d..T_T..
Conclusion,I DON'T SLEEP FOR 24 HOUR!FUCK!and this is really torturing..

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Orientation day,
hmm..oklor...as normal,I believe you people had gone through all this..
went back early since is not important after all..took a nap,then my bff-Ooi came and sleepover at my house..thou is really tired,but I'm happy to see her since we did not seen each other for 2months..XD

First,we went to Ikea.As you know,I'm a road idiot!Eventhough I got GPS,yet I still can lost on the road.But this is the 4th day I came,I already know how to go 1U,Ikea,The Curve,and some shoplots near my house!haha..I'm very proud of myself!
Went to IKEA,didn't manage to take pic as we are running out of time.

Then went back home and rest..After that,we went for a night swimming!haha...I ENG MAY FONG FINALLY KNOW HOW TO SWIM!
after swimming,the stomach start to play drum liao..
haha..then,we call for Domino Pizza delivery..





After clean up the mess,what we do next?
SLEEP..>.<

PS:Listening to Hyun Bin-That Man

对您，我不知道我还能怎样了。。

为什么明天我要走了，您都不放过和我吵架的机会？为什么您就不能清醒点，面对现实呢?

好啦！现在任然生病的您，带着那伤痕累累的身躯，一个人骑脚踏车出去办事了，留下我这个不孝女！您是不是要看到我内疚，您才这么做？这是您沟通的方式吗？为什么一定要在我离开您身边的时候，无理取闹，甚至用那种眼神看着我！我真的很讨厌您那眼神。。是您让我讨厌您的！我没错，是您的贪恋害您的！请您不要用这种语气来责备我,因为我没错！
一想到明天一个人要去闯世界了，还有一点舍不得离开，现在，我不用顾虑那么多了。。我不用再担心您是否还在生病，身边有人煮给您吃。我不用担心您煮开水的时候，是否会忘记关掉。我不用担心您一个人在家，是否会安全。

因为我知道，我的担心只是多余的。


PS:听着罗志祥-搞笑

Hello again!

Haha...sorry for the late update..I'm kinda busy,you know?Busy shopping,busy banking,busy sleeping,busy eating and bla bla bla...Ok,before I start to write my post,

HAPY NEW YEAR,EVERYONE!
I know I'm late...
OkI had two good news to annouce!
1st,
I no longer a
MALAYSIAN PROBATIONARY DRIVER d..
I now is a driver with no more P sticker on my car mirror..you know that sticker make my car look ugly?
2nd,
I FINALLY start my study after one year long long waiting~
You can't understand how's the feeling is..
feel great,excited,and no more jealousy watching all my friend at uni..
Although I wasted one year,but I never felt regret about it.
It's my choice after all..
I chose not to follow what local uni offer me,I rather waste one year better than go so far to study something that I don't really love about it..
And now,I getting complaint and regretness from my friend entering local uni..
So,I feel happy and right about my decision!
Anyway,
hope this year will be a great year!I don't want same thing hapen again in 2010 bring to 2011..
What I hope for 2011 not much,only one
DON'T LET ME DIE SO SOON,GOD!
I'M JUST ABOUT TO ENJOY MY LIFE!

Song of the month I recommend

JYJ-Found You(Scandal OST)
Download
>LINK<

PS:listening to BJY-That Man..

My most expensive buffet~!

Dinner at Renaissance Hotel..

My ex-headmistress treat us since we held the concert successfully..
You know how much is it?
RM63.20 NETT per person..=.=!
The most expensive buffet meal in my life..=.=!
Empty the stomach whole day just to eat RM63.20 food..feeling great at the same time,suffering from insomnia..I had drank 5 cups of coffee today!!T_T

-in OVER EXCITED MODE-
TEEHEE~!

PS:listening to Nelly-Just A Dream

Merry Christmas~

Merry Christmas
in advance!!XD

PS:listening to Justin Guarini feat Kelly Clarkson - Timeless

Random~

Current location:KL Petaling Jaya(at my cousin house)

sorry for my ugly look..XD

went to do a hair cut..First time in my life,I STEAM my hair..not bad..

PS:Listening to Frankie J-Don't want to try

SEX

You know when I was outing with my BFF,our topic will never get rid of this word 'SEX'..more or less we will discuss about it..not because we had nothing to gossip but it's just random or maybe because we are YELLOW-MINDED!!hahahaha....
Anyway,we enjoy talking about this..We'll talk about which porn movie is nicer,which country's porn star is hotter,why they want blow-job(in case you don't know,please Google about this word),why this and that..alot..any kind of possible question that you might wondering,we did talk about it too..and you know what?we really hate those people whenever come to this thing,they will reacted:"eww...so disgusting!"People who say that,I personally can conclude that THEY DID WATCH PORN!Don't fool me,I know it since I'd been investigate about Psychology stuff,there's a term VICE-VERSA,means whatever you say NO,actually you DID!So,don't try to deny,idiot!There's nothing to shame about it,ok?IS GENERAL KNOWLEDGE!
As my friend say,those people who claimed themselves didn't watch porn,actually they masturbate at home while watching it...haha...so mean BUT it's true!!
I first watching porn is when I was standard six.My bro simply put it on the table and make me wonder what is the cd about..CURIOSITY KILL PEOPLE!So,on it and I was like I SEE I SEE..haha..nothing interesting about it..
And I can seriously tell you,I don't like to watch porn!because it's bored..their ACTION is always the same!I only like watching handsome guy and pretty girl kiss..hehe..Don't believe?ask my friend around..

HAHAHAHAHA!!!Like this~

(Damon kiss Catherine/Elene in TVD)

I can tell you that guys who have a side sharp cheekbones,he is not only a good kisser and he look gorgeous when he kiss(learn from my BFF)..see it yourself..


It's 2am now..and I want to sleep d..Bye..muakkss..teehee~~

PS:I'd watched porn and so do all of you!So,don't judge me like I'm a pervert ok?I'm just a innocent woman with lot of thoughts..*-*

J-card DAY!!

Today Jusco having big sales!!!!exclusive for J-members only!!woah!!after receiving call from my bff,headed to Jusco immediately..
As you can see,it's so crowded!!

EAI YA~veryone is busy 'rampas' the stock..
And you can see all the branded shop is full of woman!!
50%,70%,80%-woman favorite number!

Around 7 to 8pm,the workers start to shout:"COME!COME!HAPPY HOUR TIME!!LAI YA"

=.=!!

Finally,I get to buy my comforter...woah~
Ori price:RM319
After disc:RM95

Bye..I'm tired..*0*

Malaysian guy VS Asian guy

I was google-ing some male artist profile..and then something came across my mind and say that ENG MAY FONG,YOU SHOULD WRITE THIS IN YOUR BLOG!so,here I am..

WARNING:If you are a sensitive guy,PLEASE don't read about it..I don't want later I received a letter from lawyer..

Title:You know,what's the difference between Malaysian guy and other Asian guy?

ANSWER:They will take good care of their face,health and keep fit even they've already reach the age of 30 and above!
So,this explain why their country got so many sauna centre and gym centre..

Our precious Malaysian guy,once they reach the age of 30,they don't bother anymore whether they still have six pack,bald or little tummy because they've married!So,they just let it be since they know their wife also didn't really care too much.
On the other side,other than Malaysia I can say,most of the Asian guy either you marry or not,they still keep fit,go gym frequently,for those married guy,maybe they will have some fat or tummy on their stomach,BUT,at least not as much as our Malaysian!
Look at the picture below and you can't agree more with what I said.

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SEE~!!OMFG!!

and this
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BALD!

those people above aged between 30-40..and they already like this..I can't imagine when they reach 50..gosh!I mean if you are lazy to go gym,at least go do some exercise that can burn away your 'spare tyre'.Skip the sauna part since our Malaysia weather is already like sauna,this is already bonus for them!Yet,they still don't appreciate..
*faint*those picture just make me lost my appetite!

Now,let's see some what is call REAL MAN!
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Raymond Lam(31 years old,a very famous Hong Kong actor,had a good voice)
FOCUS on his body!do you see any tummy?he might don't have six pack but at least he don't build up his fat at this age!(my fav actor)


Kwon Sang Woo(34years old,a famous korean actor,married and have a son.His best known as Cha Song Joo in drama Stairway to Heaven)
Really beh tahan lor!why Malaysia's guy so lazy de?If they refuse to go gym,keep fit,exercise,can they at least inject Botox?
GOD,PLEASE GUIDE THEM!

Nothing much to say,speechless..

Talk about hot,this man win the first most handsome guy in the world..
Guess who?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..
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is my dear IAN SOMERHALDER!!!!!

and he already 32 years old..see his body!!omg!!*bleeding*

PS:no offend to any Malaysia's guy ya..this is just a lonely woman 'suara hati'.~

SELAMAT TINGGAL~!XD

Listening to 林峰-直到你不找我..

I need a vacation!!

I wanted to go to beach now and relax..

I'm tired....

PS:after 9th Dec,I'm officially FREE!!
-listening to Eason Chen-K 歌之王-

我很火叻！

每一次，这种情节，我以为只有发生在电视剧里。直到昨天，这件事发生在我身上，我才领悟到。
当你在看电视剧的时候，往往有钱人的公子，父母忙于工作，没有时间陪他们，索性地，他们在物质上尽量满足他们的孩子。孩子要什么，就买什么。把孩子丢到托儿所之后，就以为没事了。
但他们不知道，他们的孩子已经开始学会说谎，打架，你能想出来的事，他们都有做到。
昨天，我亲眼目睹这种事情，而且还发生在我身上。。
我是一名安亲班老师，责任就是负责照顾学生和检查他们的功课。有一名学生，T。
从我得知他的性格后，我就知道，这小子没得救了。他简直跟流氓没什么两样。
他很会演戏，很狡猾，很爱哭，而且还是哭在父母亲面前。举个比例，当我开始在那工作的时候，他的脚受伤了，是在学校跌倒，伤口很大。。每一次，我都看到他自己用手指去动他的伤口。
有一次，他要回的时候，他妈妈来接他。很突然，真的很突然的，他大哭起来。一分钟前，我还看到他跟朋友大笑，一分钟后，妈妈一到，他就大哭。妈妈就问他发生什么事。他告诉他妈妈，老师打他。（这儿工作，是允许用藤便的，因为学生实在太难教导了）他妈妈若无其事的，因为他妈妈允许我们用藤便，但他妈妈并不知道，是他儿子自己搞事出来。就这样，我背黑锅咯！这事还好，昨天发生的真是劲爆！
昨天，我看到他和另一个学生打架，我很生气，就拿起藤便，往他们的脚打一下。我出手很轻，重点是，根本没鞭到。。他就哭，而且还大哭！他妈的！真的是很会演戏！我凶他：“在你妈妈来接你之前，你最好给我收声！”他就没哭了。但我心里很清楚，他一定会在他妈妈前面演一场大戏。
不出我所料，他妈妈来接他，他大哭。（这是学生告诉我的，当时我在另一间课室忙着）
妈：为什么哭？告诉我，我不会打你的。
T：老师打我!
妈：什么老师？
T：黄老师
（他一边说，一边遮住眼睛，哭个不停）
之后，他们回去了。我就和我的学生坐下来，说他的坏话。他们告诉我很多很多，更夸张的是，他在学校，用木棍，把一个小女生打到鼻子流血。
就在这时候，我的学生从外头，很紧张地跑过来对我说："老师，T的父母来了！要见你！”
我说来就来呀！谁怕谁呀！
他的妈妈一看到我，眼神很凶，怒视着我。。
妈：你就是我儿子的老师？能解释一下，我儿子发生什么事吗？他说你拿藤便tu他的眼睛？
我：我没有！你儿子和别人打架，我只是拿藤便打他们的脚，不信的话，叫另外一个同学来对质！
另外一个学生来了
妈：你是四年级的？和我儿子同班，你有看到老师拿藤便tu他的眼睛吗？
学生:是，四年级的。老师只是鞭我们的脚，我没有看到老师tu他的眼睛。
他妈妈开始生气了，告诉他儿子：“你快告诉我，老师有没有tu你的眼睛？”
他静静，一直哭。。
妈：“快说！妈现在很火了！”
他说有。。他妈妈再一次地看着我，我说没有。。
突然五个学生，从外面进来说：“早上，我们就看到他的眼睛有问题了。他一直揉眼睛！”
他妈妈无言，就带孩子走了。
而我，已经紧张到，眼泪开始倒转了。。毕竟第一次遇见这种事情。。
院长告诉我，没关系，这已经不是第一次了。有好多次，他一哭，他父母就来质问老师。搞到老师们都觉得很烦。
父母用错方式来教导孩子了。我在想，有一天，会不会这个孩子拿着刀，刺向他父母？
妈的！！用这种方式来套我，也不会想想看对手是谁！

PS:劝你们，不要当老师！因为你在自挖坟墓！

Quotes..

I found some meaningful quote while watching American Series..

"Sometimes you have to allow yourself to be weak in order to grow stronger"
-Gossip Girl-

"We all wear masks,everyone,everyday and sometimes we wear them so much,we forget who we really are"
-Nikita-

"Because what I'm about to say is..probably the most selfish thing I've ever said in my life"
-The Vampire Diaries-
(PS:My poor Damon teared while he said this to Elena!!T_T.love him more~)


Bye..off to shopping..XD

November..

Well,1st day of November!First,recommend you the album of the week..

2AM-Saint O'clock

_Link_

(I can't say that in this album all song is nice,but I can guarantee 75%of this album the song is nice!*recommended song-You wouldn't answer my call*)

Finally,November d!11month!I already endure for 11month!!!You can't imagine within this month,how I go through my life w/o holding any books in my hand!w/o memorizing any facts in my brain!what I do all this time is,WORK non-stop..
One thing true about teenager is,
when we schooling,we prefer working; and when we working,we prefer schooling..
am I right?
And now,I can't wait for my study life at KL next year!
Media media media!!I'm coming!!~
teehee...XD

PS:someone birthday is coming soon..*cough*

-Listening to 2AM album-

生日快乐

生日快乐
我对他说
在心里祝福着
不想当面祝福你
无谓的寄语
只会让我更心痛
去年的今天
你度过了难忘的生日
今年的生日
你快乐吗？
我希望你不快乐
因为这样
我就能说服我自己
你会想起我
为你做的一切
祝福你，
好朋友!

PS:送你一首歌，好朋友-罗志祥（如果你听到的话）

Try it..KINOHIMITSU

Found an interesting product recently..KINOHIMITSU

I bought it two weeks ago..This product was advertised by Gurmit Singh(Phua Chu Kang)..
I wanted to buy it long long ago but it's expensive!One box(2pad) cost RM24.88!
BUT,
I bought it when sales!hehe...XD
Here is it..no instruction needed..You'll know how to use when you bought it..

BEFORE,

WHITE~!

AFTER,

eww...DIRTY GREEN!

CONCLUSION:I assumed that this thing extract out the positive ion in our body..b'cz the product itself contain negative ion..(MAGNET TEORY)
You know what I mean?XD

Nites..

PS:have to sleep early cz tml nid to wake up early and go temple..tml is GUAN YIN MA bday!!XD
listening to Travis McCoy vs Bruno Mars-Billionaire..

Not my day!=.=!

Today is really a tough day..My dad admitted to hospital.Take EL from my working place.headed to Mersing,Johor Bahru..The road is complicated..Luckily for us,I have navigation function in my new hp..If not,we will get lost in the middle of the jungle..Arrived there,saw my dad,I don't know why,I almost cry out when I saw him suffering..First time in my life,I saw that "scare" expression on my dad's face..For me,he is always a strong person,he is tough enough to handle everything..But today..when my bro told me he is scare to live in that lousy hospital because got ghost..I was like..err..why I don't scare at all even I'd been told to stay to accompany my dad...All my mind thinking only one thing-I NEED A SLEEP BADLY!!So,transfer him from Mersing to Pantai Hospital Melaka..woah!great!another 5 hour journey!Fuck!
Along the journey,I was happy about something!Do you have that experience before following an ambulance?When the ambulance on the siren,my bro on the emergency light too,all the fucking car on the road have to"siam jip pi"!!haha..XD..I felt like I'm a PM..huhu~~
I'm glad that my dad is not kena stroke,is he just ate too much the"langsat"together with the seed,so its stuck inside the small intestine,so just operate and clear it off,that's all..Learn a BIO term today!!XD
I can't imagine if I lost my dad just like that,so sudden..I don't know what to do..T_T
Thank GOD again!!!

PS:Listening to Bruno Mars-talking to the moon..

Nites--teehee~

她们俩有过的回忆

今天，我又要来说故事啦~题目：她们俩有过的回忆

从前，有两个非常要好的朋友，来到了一个陌生的地方求学。刚开始的时候，人生地不熟，两人只能依靠彼此，也因为这样，她们变得比从前更要好。
日子久了，其中一个人已经找到她那一班值得去珍惜的朋友。而另外一个，不是没有找到，而是她依然选择这个当初和她一起度过难关的朋友。那个朋友眼中，她认为她依赖着她。她没有否认，因为她确实是一个不会独立的人。
有时候，她会做出一些令人讨厌的动作，她可以蛮不讲理，她可以很霸道。但是这一切，都只为了希望她有了那一班朋友，不要把她给忘了。她不喜欢被冷落的感觉，她更不喜欢一个人孤独着。那一个朋友永远不会知道，孤独的滋味很难受，或许她从来都不会知道，因为她那一班朋友会逗她开心。
她其实很想让她知道，她没有冷落她。她希望她明白，她希望她知道，她真的希望她也和她一样，有一班值得让她去保护的朋友。她希望她看得见，自从她有了她们之后，她变得很有自信。她变得可以抬头挺胸面对世人的眼光（她曾经是个胖妹）。她不再因为别人取笑她而生气，而翻脸，反而，她会笑着对他们说：“又怎样？”
她心淡了。。她不再为她而哭泣，不再帮她自己找借口，不再为她编谎言来掩饰自己的情绪。她累了。。就让她自己永远做坏人吧。。她不会再去解释了，不会再去理会，她只会静静坐着，睁一只眼闭一只眼，一个人独自地哀伤着。。
而她，虽说不去理会，但偶尔，她会想知道，现在的她好吗？
其实，当初的两人，都没有错。只是当误会来临的时候，没有一个人愿意真正的站出来说明一切，只抱着一切都会过去的的心态来面对事实！怨谁呢？这是命中注定的！
故事完毕。。谢谢！

PS:听着曹格&光良-少年（这是她们的歌）。。晚安~！

她有一个不怎么疼她的妈妈

今天我要讲一个真实的故事，题目：她有一个不怎么疼她的妈妈
有时候，她会自己一个人静下来，思考着：我是我妈的孩子吗？
她有两个蛮疼自己的哥哥。这两个哥哥是妈妈的宝，而自己是妈妈的草。。
今天，她哭了。。她已经很久很久很久没有像今天这样，哭得那么凄凉，那么得大声，那么惨！
她很委屈，真的真的很委屈！为这个家庭付出那么多，她不要求回报，她只希望她在这个家有立足之地，她希望她家人不要吵架，她希望她家人永远地开心。她真的只希望这样。这样就好。。
今天，她不想装作什么都不知道了。。她不想了。。
她很庆幸，今天有一个好朋友陪在她身边，陪着她，至少她不会觉得孤单，至少她觉得她掉泪时，有人在她身边递纸巾给她，至少有人知道，这一路来，她所受的委屈，有人了解。。
她的爸爸每个月都会寄给她妈妈五千作为伙食费。。但她妈妈还不知足。。她妈妈是个永远不会满足的人，她妈妈不觉得这五千块很多。。她妈妈明知道女儿打工赚钱是为了明年读大学的时候能用的。。她妈妈明知道是这样，还做无理的要求，要她每个月给妈妈两百块。。
她打工只有七百块，给了妈妈，减掉一些日常需要花的钱，她剩下的钱，根本就不够上大学。可是，她很乖，她没反驳，她只是自己默默的叹气。。
她以前的衣服不能穿了，她妈妈把它送给别人，也没告诉她，她每个月用自己打工赚的钱，去买一两件衣服，她妈妈就骂她乱花钱！她向她妈妈解释，可是她妈妈从来都没把她的话放在眼里。
她没出声，她只是静静地再被骂一次。。
她自问是个孝顺的女儿，她妈妈叫她做什么，她都一一去做。。她妈妈不要她交这个朋友，她听她的，她没在她妈妈面前提起这个朋友，她装作若无其事。。她妈妈腰酸背痛，她买药布给她贴。。她知道她妈妈年少的时候，很辛苦。。所以她偶尔会载她妈妈去走街，请她吃好吃的。。可是她妈妈从来从来没对她说，女儿，你真乖！她也从来没买衣服，鞋子给她女儿。。
她妈妈舍得花钱在别人的孩子，却从来不舍得花钱在她身上。。她没哭，她只是静静地，在夜晚睡觉的时候，一个人偷偷地落泪。。
她买什么，她妈妈就一直责骂她。。
前阵子，她脸上的痘痘，已经好得七七八八了。。为了她妈妈一句话，她舍弃用昂贵的洗脸霜，改换用廉价的。。可是，她的脸很敏感，一个礼拜后，她的脸又生痘痘了，而且很严重。。她妈妈又骂她。。最夸张的是，她妈妈到处去告诉亲戚，说她的女儿自己拿来的。说她的女儿每个晚上熬夜，说她女儿不会解口，一直吃炸的食物。。爸爸也因为妈妈这番话，把她训了一顿。。她没有反驳，她没有哭，她没有去否认。。因为她知道，她那张嘴是斗不过她妈妈的。。只要她自己知道她没有错，就好了，哪怕没有人相信她。。
她曾告诉她妈妈，她要换手机，因为手机坏了。。她妈妈出乎意料没反对，她妈妈只告诉她，向爸爸要钱就行了。。她很开心。。今天，二哥回来了，她要和他去买手机，所以，她告诉她妈妈。。知道她妈妈告诉她，给她什么反应吗？她妈妈凶巴巴，眼神充满敌意地看着她说，买买买，不会省下那些钱啊!一直乱花钱！
她吓呆了，她没说什么。。她无语。。她走上楼，关上房门，开着电脑，自己开始思考着，为什么她妈妈能翻脸翻得那么地潇洒，那么地无理。。二话不说，打通电话，她出门了。。
今天，她终于知道，不管她再怎么努力，再怎么地想讨好她的妈妈，在她妈妈眼中，她只是一个微不足道的人吧了。。

而我所谓的这个她，正对着电脑荧幕，一边打着字，一边的哭。。她（我）已经不知道要怎样了。。她（我）只能盼望明年的时间快到来，那么，她（我）就不用那么地痛苦了。。

谢谢，故事完毕。。

PS:听着林宥嘉-伯乐

Starbucks...

You know,I'm a loyal customer of Starbucks..hehe..

Left:Mocha Frappucino;Right:Caramel Frappucino(my favourite>.<)

BTW,
recommend you one of their desserts..
NICE!!!
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Expresso Tiramisu(RM8.80)
It's worth b'cuz is nice!!!!!맛있다~

Today,I'm very happy..Why?
B'cuz one of my student,his math improved alot..alot...


BEFORE I taught or shouted at him..
The results is sucks!!You can see a simple multiplication,he can did all wrong!!

AFTER I taught him,
he show me he get all STAR for his math..I flip through,almost the whole book is full of STARS!!

CONCLUSION:I told them,maybe I should open a tuition class only for Maths!and this prove that-there's 3/4 of my brain contain NUMBERS!!hehe....

PS:Listening to B2ST new album-Mastermind..XD

2AM-바보처럼

This month strongly recommend you this song..my favorite song all the time for now...

2AM-바보처럼(Like a fool)

바보처럼 왜 몰랐느지
바보처럼 왜 그대를 보낸 건지
바보처럼 더디게 우는 가슴에
이제 이제야 알아요

내 사랑은 오직 그대 뿐인 걸
내 눈이 그댈 찾아도
가슴이 자꾸 조여도
사랑은 아니라 믿었죠
그냥 좀 외로워 기댔다 믿었죠

내 사랑은 오직 그대 뿐인걸
바보같이 굴지 말자
혼자 가슴 앓지 말자
아파서 눈물이 흐르면
야무지지 못한 맘을 꾸짖었죠

그대만이 내 사람인걸
그대만이 내 가슴을 채우는 걸
바보처럼 이제야 아는 나지만
그대 그대를 불러요
그대 없인 살 수 없으니까요

Translations:

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Even if my eyes look for you
Even if my heart pressures me
I didn't believe that it was love
I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Let's not act like idiots
Let's not heart ache alone
When tears fell because of the pain
I'd become upset with my heart for being so weak

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now

Do you know, that you are my love?
Do you know, that you fill my heart?
Like an idiot, I've just found out now
You, I call you

Because without you, I cannot live on

Download：_link_

PS:this song is so nice and heartbreaking..T_T...안녕~

I Love My Job~!!

You know what's good being a teacher?at least better than you work in service industry..
I had worked at hotel as a GSA(guest service assistant) for the past few months..and I realise that within this six months,almost everyday,especially until night time,I scolded alot of bad words!!and all these thanks to the China People who piss me off all the time!!unless I worked night shift,then I don't have to face them!Thank GOD!
I don't scold bad words frequently unless I get mad or angry..you know,I like to say MA DE whenever I'm happy or I'm telling someone's story...can't change..hehe..
and now I'm a teacher!believe or not,One week!I din scold any bad words for one week!!even when my friend calling me while I teaching,I don't scold too..because if you do so,all the students will look at you like one kind and they will start to scream:"Teacher,you scold bad word!!!!!!!no!!!!!!!"..you should see their expression,they are cute rather than over reacted!and thanks to them,I start to study..I mean I didn't touch the book or read any books for the past 6months(minus the manga part)..and if I not study now,I scared my brain will start to rust..and next year duno how to go uni d...so~~teehee...XD
and the best thing to be a teacher is student holiday,you also holiday!!!!and your holiday is with paid one..When public holiday,I get to rest..hehe...
If you worked in hotel,you must go to work too even you're sick or dying soon..
haiz..this is what life for...
at least I feeling great working in kindergarten..and I can pinch those kid's face!because they are toooooooooooooooo cute..
and thanks to this job,I get to spent my leissure time chasing my favourite drama and series,
my Damon Salvatore....hehe......
-Off to read my The Vampire Diaries book-

PS:I off again tomorrow because of the UPSR student!!listening to 王力宏-你不知道的事

他们的故事Part 2

一年后，他们毕业了。。间中，男方偶尔还会约女方出来见面，但是，他们的对话越来越少了。。
终于，他们没有再联络了。。女方很不了解，为什么男方要躲避她？为什么一次又一次地，男方对她视而不见？女方哭了，有好几次，女方都为男方找借口，可能他忙，可能他没有时间约她见面。
女方心里自己很清楚，那只是安慰自己的最好的借口。。男方甚至对所有和他接触的人，一刀两断。。这更让女方感到很迷惑。。
最后，女方放弃了。。放弃所有和男方的回忆。。女方只想把最好的他留在心里。。
现在，想起他的时候，偶尔她会掉眼泪，但是，她清楚知道，他们不会有结果。。就算让他们重逢，女方可能不会再像以前那样。。她能做的就是，和他形成陌生人。。


PS:听着林隆旋feat张芸京-怎么开始忘了

他们的故事

有些话，很难用言语形容。有些话，想告诉对方，但是会因此而怕他被伤害。。
有些话，如果说了出来，就没有什么秘密好隐瞒了。。我有很多话要说，但是我不知道要从何说起。。该以什么作为开头，再以怎样的情绪作为结束。。每一次，打开手机，对着某些人的号码，她都会发呆很久。。很久。。这个号码曾经好几次，出现在她的讯息箱。。这个号码，是他的主人开始拨给她的。。只为了一些琐碎的事情，就这样，他们开始传简讯，开始他们俩的秘密，开始一些他们不能面对面说的话，用这个号码来传达彼此想说的话。每个晚上，他们都会传简讯，一天至少十封。在朋友面前，他们尽量保持朋友的关系，在朋友后面，他们继续暧昧着。。开始的时候，女方只是纯粹把男方当成一位能聊心事的对象，但是，女方却不知道，男方对她的事了如指掌，她的一举一动，男方都知道她想表达什么。。有时候，当男人和女人太靠近的时候，换来的偶尔是别人的眼光，又或者是别人的冷言冷语。。一年后，。。。。

待续。。。。

PS:听着五月天-突然好想你

我又病了！！

我就快给病魔折腾直死了。。已经病了两个礼拜，好了，又再发作！妈的！生病的滋味真的很不好受！全身无力，还得自己驾车去看医生。肚子饿了，吃什么就吐什么。生病了，也没人在身旁照顾，整间家空荡荡的。想找个人诉苦一下我的病情，却没有人得空！真是快疯了！身体又忽冷忽热，要吃甜点，但是舌头没有味道，我根本就不能好好地睡一觉。。
医生说，如果这三天内，我的病情没有好转的话，我就要抽血了！为什么？因为我可能患上骨痛热征！！啊！！！！！是不是平时讲人家的坏话太多，报应啊！！告诉老爸这个消息，他显得很无奈，因为他工作快忙不过来了，没有多余的时间理会我这个病人！!天啊！！！我很想撞墙一了百了！！今年内，一共生病了六次，四次大病，两次小病！妈的！我来月经也没那么准啊！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

短暂的生命。。安息吧，我亲爱的学生。。

今天，照常的，去教书，来到幼儿园，老师告诉我一个坏消息。。我们其中一个学生死了。。我很惊讶，一时不能回过神来。。死了，一个十一岁的学生死了！真真确确地发生在我眼前！虽然我没有教过他，但是在我印象中，我好像有见过他。。院长告诉我，他长得很帅，很多女生很喜欢他，再加上他是班长，就读培二小学。。我问我的学生，他们认识他吗？答：是。。学生反问我：“老师，你有哭吗？”答：“老师又不认识他，怎么哭啊？”回到家，翻开报纸，读着报纸上叙述这件事情，读着读着。。我哭了。。我为这个学生感到很可惜，很遗憾。。就这样走了。。妈妈告诉我，死者的家人一定哭死了，养活十一年的孩子，被一场大火取走了生命。。
生命真的很短暂，虽然这个道理我很久以前就领悟了，但是，如果你不珍惜你活着的每一天，那么你和死有什么两样？所以，我很讨厌那些为了引起别人的注意，可以割手腕，声称自己很压力，然后把它post在FB或自己的blog里！我最瞧不起这些人了！以前，在高中的时候，就有这样的女生！真是妈的！受不了啦！
很久没有动笔写论文了，属于我自己的论文。。

10个为什么
为什么我们变得那么陌生
为什么你可以对我置之不理
为什么你忍心删除我们所有的回忆
为什么你要逃避眼前的事实
为什么你要孤独一个人
为什么你要假装快乐但其实你在痛苦着
为什么你的一切还在我脑海中形影不离
为什么要忘记你却很难
为什么对别人你能伸出友谊在手却对我漠不关心
为什么相爱的两个人不能在一起
100个为什么也解释不了我对你还存有着思念。。

PS：听着唐禹哲<放过你自己吧>。。晚安！国庆日快乐！

Bored Saturday..

Out to have a cup of coffee since I'm stress here..

Caramel Fraccupino at Starbucks..RM12.10 per cup..worth it..

another slice of cheese cake,cost RM9.90..not worth it,I rather go SR..

PS:I don't expect you to be perfect,but please don't be childish!

The Vampire Diaries..

I did a crazy things today!I went to MPH..thought of just goin and have a look on some storybook..and I found this!and I bought it!First time in my life,I bought a whole series of fiction book..and is in ENGLISH!never happen in my life before as you know I prefer reading in Chinese than English..so,again,swipe my card and get scolded by my mom when I reach home..T_T

whole series is here!and it's only cost RM79.90!

AND free one limited T-shirt!

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The cashier told me that it's suppose to buy two book of The Vampire Diaries and get one free shirt..but since I bought four,so FREE lor..they only got 10pieces of that shirt,5 black and 5 white..the shirt is cool!!Look at the shirt..
BOYS ARE WHATEVER,VAMPIRE ARE FOREVER!!

PS:can't get off this Damon Salvatore out of my mind!damn!XD

My next TARGET!!

You know..when you study Economic,there is a phrase stated that 'Human would never satisfy for what they have'!and it's true!As this phrase is now apply on me!So,Demands is always more than Supplies!XD
I wanted to change my handphone long long ago,I really don't like SE!I don't know why last time I choose this model and it's really sucks!as what my friend say,SE is specially design for those “SOFT"type people!I can't agree more with her!as you know,my handphone now sometimes like to play JAM-ing game with me!The screen will shut down automatically..In order to change a new phone,I have to seacrh for another to replace it!and I finally found it!is.........

BLACKBERRY CURVE 8900

I should have listen to my brother advise long ago..He allow me to change a new handphone(the current one is he buy for me) and he advise me to buy Blackberry..That time I don't really like blackberry and I know is expensive..So,I keep on force him to help me search for the touchscreen phone.He want me to think twice..So,now,without any thoughts,I COMFIRM BUYING THIS!but,I need money!!this phone cost RM1000~RM1100..I need my father pay for me half of the price..I know he will agree..so,what I need to do is WAIT!
Secondly,I need a camera badly!!I not a cam-whoring person but I like to take picture..and this I have target one..is...

Nikon coolpix S210

the reason I choose this camera because it is cheap!!!!compare to other nikon coolpix,I rather buying this..and is NIKON!most of the dslr is NIKON brand..so,I thought maybe buying Nikon one,the picture quality will be better..So,need money too..RM500!
Thirdly,I need a external hard disk..If I don't buy now,sooner or later my laptop will be playing LACK game with me as it's fully occupy by the DRAMA..maybe 640GB will be enough for me..teehee..So,this thing cost RM250..
Fourth,I need to change my laptop!I really can't stand for Acer laptop!Trust me,no matter what Acer model,they always and they will lack!maybe LACKING is one of their function..I want to buy VAIO,brother want to give me his friend's HP but i don't want..He is the one who told me HP brand not good and yet he want to give me!=.=!So,another RM4000!

Total I need

RM5100!!!

what I need to do now is SAVING!haiz..and this is the worst thing that will never happen in my life..when I know my card got money,I will swipe it without any second thought!screw me!!so,is impossible for me to save RM5100!
Nevermindlor,I buy camera 1st,then follow by handphone,then only external hard disk..
Ok,done with my demands..
You know,I always love to stalk and see handsome guy!and this time,I found one!He is not only handsome,sexy voice,perfect male figure and most important~ he had a pair of pretty eyes that enough to kill people!!who else if not him..

Ian Somerhalder

*Look at his eyes!*

Look familiar?yup..He is the one who play the role as Damon Salvatore in Vampire Diaries..
I guess you people did know about Vampire Diaries as you already know Twilight.. Robert Pattinson is ugly!Sorry to say that,no offend!I mean seriously,how come Ian is much more gorgeous that this Robert who play the role Edward which make his popularity increased and not Damon?why?haiz..this is call FATE!
aww....can't wait for The Vampire Diaries season 2 coming soon on September..!have to wait somemore...

PS:hope to see you in my dream,Ian Somerhalder!nights..muakks..