happy chinese new year~~!!!

1st day of cny~omg!!!!!!!!!haha......as usual,every year,i wil just stay at home bcs al my cousin is cming...after that..i went to ikan bakar wit ooi ooi dey al.....T_T

alaq went back so fast...and 1st day of cny,i alrd spent about 100++..haiz..

all my beloved cousin....

nice pic...took by my little cousin...

this is all my auntie..from left,4th auntie=a very kind hearted mother,eldest auntie(i dn reli like her),5th auntie=a very understanding mother

my cousin's wife...

one of my fav cousin..she is sweet and cute...

haha...whenever i saw her,i feel like pinch her..she is so damn cute..she used to be a fat girl...now thin d..2nd boA..

aaahhhh.....*faint*she is so damn freaky cute lor...her name so nice....Quincy..

oh my god!!!!!!she put her little finger into her mouth....aaahhhh....

she is looking at me!!!!!!feel like wan have my own baby now..XD

the one on the right is the baby's mother..

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2nd day of cny,i went to dreambox karoake with ooi ooi,yt, and fatin..and that day i had a serious flu..damn it!!bt luckily although my voice changed,bt i stil can sing..haha...

fatin is busy choosing the song..

*LOL*ooi ooi was so into the song....

haha..she was trying to immitate the way her fren sing....bcs the way her fren sing is like he is shitting...

i'm glad that i wear long sleeve shirt tat day..so cold mann inside the room..

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3rd day~i stay at home and do all my homework...

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4th day~we all go chui yee's house and gambling...haha.....

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and today.....aaaahhhhhh...i reali happy lor....bcs i saw him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aahh!!!!!!!!!

and he bcm more handsome d.....

after cny,i reli wan concentrate on my study d...i feel like no time to study al..too many to read through....so,i might be less hang out wit frens d..unless my bff cm back...

~END OF MY NEW YEAR CELEBRATION~

ps:this year angpau money reali alot compare to last year..

LOVE and HATENESS~!

Yesterday i receive a email from my friends which i think that is very meaningful..here is it..

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON
*lol*its reali sweet and nice...
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just a few hours ago..i randomly go view some people's blog..and i saw get one is she mentioned about me...in her blog,she said that she was shocked when she saw the picture where i took photo with another two frens....at first,she wanted to chat with me as normal frens(few years ago,we are enemy)..but after she saw the picture d,she had changed her mind...
well,i guess its time for me to clarify evything...
first of all,i want to tel her that i alrd 4give her for what she had done to me..so do ooi...we alrd 4give her..
second.i took the photo together with them because is the last year i in ijc sch d...since we are not meeting each other,why not we just take picture as a memory?i guess so..
third,to tell you the truth,when the time you accuse me,i reali sad..i cry not because of that matter.is because that i had you as my best fren,and you dont trust me..wat for??i did sad and angry because of you!!but now,i alrd 4give evything...i wan u to noe that...maybe u dn believe that, in this world,everyone had their best fren..so do u,u deserved one too.....
fourth,seriously..u should learnt how to forgive someone for what they had done to you..

in ur life,there are not only hateness....if u can love someone like how u love ur grandparents,why not u try to 4give those people...this is what i learnt whn i in NS...

when ur heart is full of love,then u wil find that this world is meaningful and beautiful...

ps:i post this not because of i want to show off or offended you in directly...because i noe that actually u are a good frens...at least when the time we spent togather,is happy..

chinese new year is just around the corner!!i cant wait!!!but sad case,during cny,i gt lots of homework to do...duno wat those teacher thinking...T_T

cny also wan torture us!!!!*bang the wall*

Happy Chinese New Year!新年快乐！！

背叛~！！

今天，我要说一个故事~~是一个环绕在我身边的人。。一个我很珍惜的朋友。。

今天和昨天，她哭了。。为了一个不值得为她流泪的朋友。。

当她哭的时候，我心很乱。。因为我不知道我要说什么好，顿时间，我脑袋一片空白。。

或许我能体谅那种背叛的心情，但我却不能体谅被最信任的朋友，最要好的朋友出卖的心情。。

我不会知道，因为我有一班永远离不开我的朋友。。我爱她们。。

因为她被忽略了，但是却没有一个人认真地去关心她。。需要她的时候，就利用她，不需要的时候，就把她踢走。。对他们而言，她是什么？？？？她毕竟也是一个人，一个有人疼爱的人。。

等他们发现她不在的时候，他们就说她变了。。可是他们却从来没有想过，其实，她没有变，她还是她。。当每个人诬赖她的时候，却没有人站在她的立场想！！每个只会叫她让步，却没有一个人叫他们退一步！！！为什么他们那么得过分？？她到底做错了什么？？

难道他们还嫌弃她对他们不够好吗？难道要等到她死了，他们才会发现她的存在吗？？

为什么他们那么地自私？那么地野蛮？那么地不讲道理？

这些年来，她是怎样忍受他们的？？

我真得很生气！！！很想骂醒他们。。但是我不能这样做，因为我只是一个外人，没有理由去插手他们的事。。

但在这里，我想告诉她。。

不要为了一个不把你当朋友的人而哭泣，

不要为了一个不值得你称他为朋友的人而烦恼，

不要因为这样，你忽略了身边的人，

不要因为你心软，而去接受一个伤害你很深的人的道歉，因为你不需要受他的恩惠，

不要因为这样，你讨厌他，因为你是一个大方的人，这一种朋友，你不需要原谅他，

不要因为这一些而哭泣。。

因为你还有我们。。

至少你不用担心我们会背叛你，至少我们还懂得什么叫做情义！！

至少我们懂得怎样写‘朋友’这两个字。。

不要忘了，我们还有肩膀给你靠。。

因为这样，你对我们来说，你占了很重要的地位。。

togather forEver+.+

Khidmat Negara!!!! i miss the time when we danced together~!

i miss the time when we shared secrets among each other~



i miss the time u like to nagged ppl~

i miss ur voice and be tough eventhough i nt by ur side ~!

haha..i miss the time when we went to temple..

i miss the time when we marched together,ate together,played together,even sometimes we gossip together~~

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i miss the time v celebrate christmas together~!

i miss the time when i cal u babi n u cal me lembu..together v laugh nonstop~!

i miss the moments we having tuition together~!

i miss the time when v sit bus together and u sleep like a pig in the bus~

i miss the time when u hear i talk crap and lauf nonstop~!

i miss the time when i go ur hs and v ate ikan bakar thr~~

believe it or not~!i reali miss you al....the moments we having together,the memory v shared,the things v did together,the jokes v laughed at together,the time v gossip together,even the time v helped each other....

No matter whr u go,what u do,the frenship wil last forever til the end even when we grow old...

to my NS frens....

i do miss u al although smtimes i din tel u..

bcs is hard for me to say i miss you this three words..

to my best friends....

i miss u all the times....

although smtimes we are busy wit our sch or college stuff,but stil..

i wil spent some times to look back all the memories we had together..

the jokes,the gossip...

love u al forever~~xoxo

I love you~!!

dis the present she gave me~~A-alaq,M-mayfong,O-ooi

this is her-alaq ashiqin..v cal her ani..she is younger than us by one yr..she can understand chi n hokkien n even noe hw to scold bad word..*lol*

my driving license!!!haha~i've used a rubber to cover my pic~~bcs da pic is so...T_T

haha~~~yes!!!!!!finally i get my car license!!!!haha~~i had achieve my 1st wish for this year!!!lalala~~~

well....vy happy today!!as usual,stay back wit tong dey al at sch to study...T_T
i find out da maths is getting harder!!!i spent quite a few minutes to solve a question!!isshh...actuali today nothing hapen...as usual lor...bt..

wat make me happy and touched is one of my vy vy vy best fren~alaq-ani gave me a present today...and that thing is made by her..and she wrote a letter to me..darn her...while i was reading,tears almost drop..at school compound smmr...isshh...here is wat she write:

To:may fong yg dikasihi(=.=!!)

Just to give u smth to remind u of our frenship..

A-stand for me,M-you and O-ooi..haha..

geli yao shi!!!but just wan to remind u tat even though i din cal or msg u always,juz remember tat i always remember you!!saranghae!!

hehe..nah,next time you dun have to say i din rememeber u oh!!if you miss me,jus c dis gift i gave u,i do noe tat our frenship wil always be in my heart no matter where i go later..

emm..oklar,if nt,my words will be more geli..haha..anyway,i always syg u!!

saranghae ani..aishiteru..yer!!

dont tel ooi ah..later she'll kutuk me!!

ok lo..miss you..xoxo!!muakss!!

sahabat yg tercomel-

doctor alaq ashiqin

after reading dis,i almost cry bcs the chance to meet her is vy low!!!..unless she's having holiday or wat..if nt,she oni cm back once a month..

ani,i wan to tel u tat i oso sayang u..u reli babi lar...just noe hw to make me cry...

and ya..she is a medic student nw..

i'm reli happy to hav a fren like u and i nvr regret tat i meet u..love u too~~muakss~~miss u alot~

i love my frens and i care bou u al no matter who u are,girl or boys..bcs..

一生朋友，一生知己！！

Endless Love~~

要开学了~~~为什么？？T__T
这个假期过得很快，但是却过得很充实。。虽然这段期间发生一些不愉快的事，但是也因为这样我变得更成熟了。。
我老妈这几天对我的态度改变了。。有一晚，我还和她聊天到天亮呢。。
也许，某些人要经过一些事情，才懂得去珍惜，懂得去体谅。。
老妈应该是看过电影“钱不够用2”才变的。。
我问yt她们，她说应该是我老妈怕我们这些做子女的，等她老了，我们会把她送去老人院吧。。
我能很肯定地告诉她，就算发生什么事，我也不会做这么伤天害理的事。。。
因为父母养育之恩大过天。。
以前一个人在kl的时候，我还记得老妈不在我身边，我哭得不停。。
人如果相处的时间久了，那么感情也会变得很深。。就算你再这么跟那个人过意不去，但是，一旦你对他有感情了，你会舍不得她的。。
就好像这几天，sw突然说要去UM了，我不知道要给她什么反应。。毕竟这个假期里，因为有她，我们每个都很开心。。如果她真地走了，我应该是会很不开心。。
昨天我和一个朋友聊了一个晚上。。他很伤心，很难哦过。。哭得很厉害。。
我认识他的那一天开始，我从来都没有想过他是一个感情很丰富的人。。他很重感情。。
这是他第一段恋情，他很重视它。。但是他放太多感情了。。
这也是他的初恋。。初恋是很痛苦的。。我想，很少人的初恋会是甜蜜的吧。。
他那种心情我不是不了解，我也何尝不是没有体验过。。
只是有些事情，你要懂得用什么角度去看，用什么心态去了解。。
他放不下，也不想放开她。。因为他很爱她。。
他虽然什么事都告诉我，但是他心里还是很孤独的。。2008年跨年，他一个人在鸡场街独自地度过。。我也不知道要说他什么好。。因为就算我现在说他，他也听不进去。。
他很固执。。我突然想起一句话。。
当你恋爱的时候，是甜蜜的，是幸福的。。
当你失恋的时候，是痛苦的，是悲哀的。。
当你发觉他已不爱你的时候，你应该要放弃了。。
爱情就好像刚泡好的茶温度一样，是热的，是温的，是浓的。。当它被搁在一旁久了，是冷的，是淡的。。。已经没有想当初那样的好喝了。。

Happy New Year!!!!!!!

Happy New Year!!!!haha….is a new year,new life,new stuff and so on..
And u know wat?i’m going to rub off my bad memory tat happened in year2008…and install a new hard drive into in…
hmm…*thinking*..about 2GB,I think tat is enuf for me..1GB for my stuff,another 1GB for my studies….bcs dis year is my stpm d!!!!!!!oh no!!!!!!!!shit…*die off*
well,1st jan 2009….is a wonderful bt sleep day…
we hang out as usual…me,yt,sw,dex,n others v celebrate at jonker street…woah~!good thing we celebrate at there,bcs there are lot of hensem guys!!haha…bt is reali crowded thr.. v cant go stage thr bcs is reali lot of human beings…so we just stand thr nearby the stage..and..while I and yiting was standing together…two guys passby..here is their convo..
Guy1:yo!!!so many ppl…vy smelly, did u smell sm1 is farting??(try to translate in chi,n u wil lol)
Guy2:ya..i smell it too..
U should hear it when dey speak in mandarin…is reali fuuny!!
Back then,around 2++,we went to mamak, and after that we went to pui hs,(tat time dex alrd drunk)..and I hate bulldog!!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!
We reach pui hs around 3++in the morning..and we waited outside her hs,bcs she drunk too and probably she slept d…so,I n yt went down frm da car to hav some fresh air..
Suddenly,we hear the bulldog was barking in the middle of the night..i n yt was shocked and we look at each other..we run back to the car n close the door..bcs pui told us bfr tat although the door is close,bt the dog stil wil jump out from the door…so scary..and the ruben thought we saw ghost!!!!*lol*
So,we al stay over at pui hs..
Ok,then..back to my stuff..i stil hav two more wishes to achieve in yr 2008..
1st-I wan my family to be happy especially my mom n my bro…they two quarrel often..so I hope dis yr wil be some changes too..
2nd-I wan my frens to be happy..recently,dey are stuck in some complicated relationship..so,I hope that it wil be over soon..
That’s all for last year…this year…
1st,I wan get my license done!!!!!!i hate to wait…and its feel suck while u are waiting of someone or smth to be done..
2nd,score a good result in stpm…
3rd,secret..i oni wil tel it to my best frens.
I tink tats al…no much to achieve in 2009…
so,evyone,happy new year!!!a new year,a new life....