Everyone has something they are afraid of.Ghost,parents,tiger,lion bla bla bla.For me personally, I think the most scariest thing in the world is human being.You know,it is not scary to tear one person mask,it is more scarier to know the true color of that person behind the mask.I'd been investigating some psychology books,learning how to see someone's personality through the way they act.Well,I just love to study this kind of book.I will said that I'm good in observing people thou,but sometimes I fail.Or I might get mistaken of what I've judge. Jealousy, won't cause any harm but if the desire of getting something is too strong,it hurts too.
I have a friend.Let's name her as C.Her love life is very dramatic yet complicated.Not complicated thou,but she likes to flirt.When I first met her,I never knew her real personality until something happen,I slowly realise that she is not an easy person as what I thought.Honestly speaking, despite all the bad thing I gossip with my friends,I don't really hate her.I even thought of maybe because of her family background that cause her to act that way,or maybe she just feel insecure.In her every relationship,before she broke up with that guy,she will find another guy to replace the current one.She gives a lot of excuse to flirt.The guy is not good,treat her bad,ignore her,arrogant,self-center.She told all this to the targeted guy,in the end,they broke up,and quickly she hook up another new boyfriend. I know her trick to tackle a guy.But what I dislike is,why can't you break up first before you find another one?You said people hurt you,but do you know the feeling of betray by someone you love?You plays people feeling!I hate seeing someone go around and mess with other's feeling.I chose to ignore this matter after knowing the truth.Because if I were to care much,our friendship gone.She shouldn't told me her things to me and I shouldn't care to listen.After all,I'm the one who get judged and labeled as the BAD person.
Sometimes,knowing so much things is bad.
Story end.
The moral of the story is Don't just because you unsure your feeling and go mess around with others.
PS:listening to Taylor Swift-We'll never ever get together
December 16, 2012
December 14, 2012
Long updateee....^^
I'm getting lazy in updating my blog.Reason being because I got Instagram!You know what,every morning I woke up and every night before I sleep,the first thing I will see my Instagram then Twitter then Facebook. Facebook no longer is my priority in my list.Will consider to shut down my facebook account if only I'm allow to do so.
Before I start complaining, expressing my feeling, I guess this post will be the longest one.So, is ok if you guys choose to leave my blog now.
Ok!It's December!Finally came to the end of 2012, the end of the world. Everyone start to talk about it, how they going to die, what should they do bla bla bla.Personally, I would say "Ala!Nonsense lar!Please lar!Come On!" But,I didn't do that. You know when everyone posted the news on the world will be dark for three days with bunch of theories, evidence, all the scientist talk about it, it's difficult for you not to trust it!When my mum told me on 23rd we go Singapore,my cousin beside me said:"Hey,it's world end!Cannot go!!" I was like,stunned for a minute and told mum change the date to other day beside 21-23.Nahh...I'm not superstitious, I just obey what the scientist told us which is stay at home and watch TV.
Fine!Let's not discuss about this topic!Just for your info,I had gone through a hectic war last week.You know,never once in my life,never ever,I met an ego woman!I had met a lot of ego man,but do you heard of ego woman?Yeah!Congrats me because I just met this ego woman last week!
On 8 Dec, it's Thirst 2012 aka a rave party held at Sepang International Circuit and I was working as one of the ticketing crew. My roomate working as well with her bunch of coursemate. So,here's the thing. There's two cars following my car to Sepang. I'd told them to standby my house by 12pm sharp!So,everyone was punctual except for this bitch!As you know,I really hate waiting people and this bitch late for 20minutes!I called Tong to contact her and report her current location to me.But,she keep on say "On the way" without telling Tong her current situation.It's ok.After she reached,she sit my car.Everyone is waiting for her.When she enter my car,she don't even bother to apologize but show me that kind of 5 cent face!Hello!Who should be on fire now!You are late and yet dare to show me your angry face!The first sentence come out from her mouth is "NOT MY FAULT!IS MY SISTER FAULT!" wtffffff!!!I'm not asking why you are late,but aren't you suppose to apologize first?No manners at all!!Then,when back home that time,another pattern!Her parents called her and ask why she late.She answer back without considering I'm there,she said:"I'm not driving leh.I sitting people's car.She is waiting for friend.I can't do anything!"wtfffffff!!!!!Ok!I get what you mean,bitch!I will TRY to rush home asap!Damn her!After this,no more concert job for her d!With such attitude, I really feel like throwing my pad with full of blood at her face(my aunty visit on that day)!!AND,while working,she is being rude to the elderly.I don't mean to be harsh,but this woman got no parents to teach!In chinese, no jia jiao(家教)!gahhhh....whatever is it,now over d.The next time I see this bitch,I will pretend not knowing her.She dare to post at Twitter and scold people after this incident.May GOD bless you,bitch!
This semester,I don't like.Because it is short sem,everything was so rush.And conflicts happen when we do assignment.Haiz..I'm sick of it d.Already two year do group assignment and now come out this problem.Up to you people lar..
Recently,I'm getting closer with my juniors.Honestly speaking,hanging out with them is fun.Because they don't gossip about others much.Even they have,they only talk about those people that I myself also dislike he/she character.Maybe there's too much internal conflict happen in my class, too much gossip till I start to feel sick and tired of it,with the juniors I find myself very happy hanging out with them.I personally already the joker, there's a another guy who like to joke and laugh as loud as me!WOW!This is cool!
There's a fun yet true thing I wanna share you guys. As you getting old,seriously,every conflicts,every quarrel,it seems like nothing for you because you will slowly realise that you spend too much time on caring those small matter,eventually you will get tired.Is better everyday you mix with a bunch of happy go lucky people rather than stay with a bunch of bitter guard face people.People will not stop talking bad behind you.So,why bother?I know the moment I mix with juniors,hang out with them,there's a rumor going around but I choose to ignore it.What should I bother while I happily enjoy my life?Who cares!
To C,I think both of us had some misunderstanding,however,I chose not to confront you. As what I always say,people who know you,no need to explain;people who don't know you, what's the point of explaining?!
So,that's the end of my story!Thanks for spending time reading my story!
Oh Ya!My holiday start now till next year!HooRAyyyyyy!!!!!!!
Till then,........
Heart you guys~!
PS:listening to My Love-Monday Kiz
