L for like,A for admire..so which one?

I think....I already falling in love with someone that I not suppose to...from admire to love..My friend told me that I'm just admire him,not love him..I think maybe..not love but like..How?

human human..

well...I got lots of thing to say..but I just don't know where to start and where should i end it..

WARNING!!

please don't read my post if you were a racist person..

I admit that sometime I had prejudices towards some dark skin people(you know who i mean)..no offend yeah..not because I'm chinese or what,I seriously don't like the way they acting,the way they handle matter,what make me most piss off is the way they dressing!!if you don't believe,one day,you go to Melaka Sentral,sit down there and watch the people there..they can wear a black shirt,blue skirt and green pants and walk around!wth!!come on lar,don't tell me this is fashion,I would rather naked than wearing like that..Is like a Christmas tree,don't you think so?although I don't like their wearing but it doesn't mean that I hate all the dark skin people!I don't have that kind of narrow thinking!MARK MY WORD!Recently,I told my friend that I admire one of the dark skin staff in our hotel..I admire him because he is a responsible person,I admire him because he is cool..I rephrase again,is ADMIRE,not LIKE!two different word..and they were giving me this kind of expression:"what??eh..you don't play play leh..you siao d meh?he is a *****,if you marry him,you have to wear ******,and you cant eat ****!!"wtf!!I was like..excuse me,I admire him not like him or love him yeah...can't we just be friend?I really don't understand what are they thinking..I told them,if i really like him and want marry to him,I myself will consider it too..because..if i do so...I cant eat my favourite BA GUA and BA HU d....so...people out there,can you all stop having that kind of mind not?haiz..I'm speechless..and yeah..one of my best friend,she is a dark skin people!and if I were to like a dark skin people,I don't mind what people think of me..as long as I'm happy..XD

PS:NO OFFEND TO ANYONE ELSE NEITHER WHITE SKIN NOR BLACK SKIN..YOU KNOW,I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!XD

回忆。。

你要走了，怎么办？我会流泪吗？还是我会把那份思念你的心永远埋在心里？这段时间，我告诉我自己，其实我不想你，我不喜欢你，我不想见你，我不想和你上网聊天。。可是，原来我错了。。
我想念你，我想见你，我喜欢你，我想永远和你有聊不完的话题。。
我很怀念我们在一起读书的回忆，你一副书呆子的样子，爱和我斗嘴，桌子下藏着我们俩的回忆，我最喜欢当别人误会我的时候，你永远都会站在我这边，我再也找不到像你这种不用我说，也能猜透我心思的男生。我喜欢你为了守护我的秘密，宁愿给人家挨打，挨骂，也不愿透露任何关于我的事情。。为什么你那么傻？那时候，是你让我相信，除了我最亲的朋友之外，不会再有背叛我的人了。。就因为这样，我开始相信，其实，男生也可以是个很好的听众。。你喜欢我吗？你是不是也有和我一样的感觉，因为你的好友告诉我，其实你也一样。。我能这样安慰自己吗？太迟了。。你要离开我了，这世界没有不散的筵席，只是已经出席的人还会回来吗？
你走了，我才发现，我有多么地喜欢你。。可是，你一次又一次地令我失望。。
这一走，也意味着，我会放弃你。。
别了，我爱的人。。