短暂的生命。。安息吧，我亲爱的学生。。

今天，照常的，去教书，来到幼儿园，老师告诉我一个坏消息。。我们其中一个学生死了。。我很惊讶，一时不能回过神来。。死了，一个十一岁的学生死了！真真确确地发生在我眼前！虽然我没有教过他，但是在我印象中，我好像有见过他。。院长告诉我，他长得很帅，很多女生很喜欢他，再加上他是班长，就读培二小学。。我问我的学生，他们认识他吗？答：是。。学生反问我：“老师，你有哭吗？”答：“老师又不认识他，怎么哭啊？”回到家，翻开报纸，读着报纸上叙述这件事情，读着读着。。我哭了。。我为这个学生感到很可惜，很遗憾。。就这样走了。。妈妈告诉我，死者的家人一定哭死了，养活十一年的孩子，被一场大火取走了生命。。
生命真的很短暂，虽然这个道理我很久以前就领悟了，但是，如果你不珍惜你活着的每一天，那么你和死有什么两样？所以，我很讨厌那些为了引起别人的注意，可以割手腕，声称自己很压力，然后把它post在FB或自己的blog里！我最瞧不起这些人了！以前，在高中的时候，就有这样的女生！真是妈的！受不了啦！
很久没有动笔写论文了，属于我自己的论文。。

10个为什么
为什么我们变得那么陌生
为什么你可以对我置之不理
为什么你忍心删除我们所有的回忆
为什么你要逃避眼前的事实
为什么你要孤独一个人
为什么你要假装快乐但其实你在痛苦着
为什么你的一切还在我脑海中形影不离
为什么要忘记你却很难
为什么对别人你能伸出友谊在手却对我漠不关心
为什么相爱的两个人不能在一起
100个为什么也解释不了我对你还存有着思念。。

PS：听着唐禹哲<放过你自己吧>。。晚安！国庆日快乐！

Bored Saturday..

Out to have a cup of coffee since I'm stress here..

Caramel Fraccupino at Starbucks..RM12.10 per cup..worth it..

another slice of cheese cake,cost RM9.90..not worth it,I rather go SR..

PS:I don't expect you to be perfect,but please don't be childish!

The Vampire Diaries..

I did a crazy things today!I went to MPH..thought of just goin and have a look on some storybook..and I found this!and I bought it!First time in my life,I bought a whole series of fiction book..and is in ENGLISH!never happen in my life before as you know I prefer reading in Chinese than English..so,again,swipe my card and get scolded by my mom when I reach home..T_T

whole series is here!and it's only cost RM79.90!

AND free one limited T-shirt!

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The cashier told me that it's suppose to buy two book of The Vampire Diaries and get one free shirt..but since I bought four,so FREE lor..they only got 10pieces of that shirt,5 black and 5 white..the shirt is cool!!Look at the shirt..
BOYS ARE WHATEVER,VAMPIRE ARE FOREVER!!

PS:can't get off this Damon Salvatore out of my mind!damn!XD

My next TARGET!!

You know..when you study Economic,there is a phrase stated that 'Human would never satisfy for what they have'!and it's true!As this phrase is now apply on me!So,Demands is always more than Supplies!XD
I wanted to change my handphone long long ago,I really don't like SE!I don't know why last time I choose this model and it's really sucks!as what my friend say,SE is specially design for those “SOFT"type people!I can't agree more with her!as you know,my handphone now sometimes like to play JAM-ing game with me!The screen will shut down automatically..In order to change a new phone,I have to seacrh for another to replace it!and I finally found it!is.........

BLACKBERRY CURVE 8900

I should have listen to my brother advise long ago..He allow me to change a new handphone(the current one is he buy for me) and he advise me to buy Blackberry..That time I don't really like blackberry and I know is expensive..So,I keep on force him to help me search for the touchscreen phone.He want me to think twice..So,now,without any thoughts,I COMFIRM BUYING THIS!but,I need money!!this phone cost RM1000~RM1100..I need my father pay for me half of the price..I know he will agree..so,what I need to do is WAIT!
Secondly,I need a camera badly!!I not a cam-whoring person but I like to take picture..and this I have target one..is...

Nikon coolpix S210

the reason I choose this camera because it is cheap!!!!compare to other nikon coolpix,I rather buying this..and is NIKON!most of the dslr is NIKON brand..so,I thought maybe buying Nikon one,the picture quality will be better..So,need money too..RM500!
Thirdly,I need a external hard disk..If I don't buy now,sooner or later my laptop will be playing LACK game with me as it's fully occupy by the DRAMA..maybe 640GB will be enough for me..teehee..So,this thing cost RM250..
Fourth,I need to change my laptop!I really can't stand for Acer laptop!Trust me,no matter what Acer model,they always and they will lack!maybe LACKING is one of their function..I want to buy VAIO,brother want to give me his friend's HP but i don't want..He is the one who told me HP brand not good and yet he want to give me!=.=!So,another RM4000!

Total I need

RM5100!!!

what I need to do now is SAVING!haiz..and this is the worst thing that will never happen in my life..when I know my card got money,I will swipe it without any second thought!screw me!!so,is impossible for me to save RM5100!
Nevermindlor,I buy camera 1st,then follow by handphone,then only external hard disk..
Ok,done with my demands..
You know,I always love to stalk and see handsome guy!and this time,I found one!He is not only handsome,sexy voice,perfect male figure and most important~ he had a pair of pretty eyes that enough to kill people!!who else if not him..

Ian Somerhalder

*Look at his eyes!*

Look familiar?yup..He is the one who play the role as Damon Salvatore in Vampire Diaries..
I guess you people did know about Vampire Diaries as you already know Twilight.. Robert Pattinson is ugly!Sorry to say that,no offend!I mean seriously,how come Ian is much more gorgeous that this Robert who play the role Edward which make his popularity increased and not Damon?why?haiz..this is call FATE!
aww....can't wait for The Vampire Diaries season 2 coming soon on September..!have to wait somemore...

PS:hope to see you in my dream,Ian Somerhalder!nights..muakks..