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February 28, 2009

love?friends?

My two beloved~best friends go back to kl d...their semester break is finish..haiz..i gonna miss two of them..when they are around,i cant even spent some time for them or hang out with them..feel guilty mann..because i was too busy with my homework,tuition etc..
sometimes even when i'm not in good mood,is difficult for me for not telling out to my closer friends..but when i meet my best friends,i will take down my mask and cry in front of them..i also duno why...maybe in front of them,i will be the ORIGINAL me....i wont get angry or mad at them when they scolded me..because i noe that there is the only advise they gave to me and i willing to hear and changed..so,to me,they are more like my family than friends...
My close friends~yt,tong,pui,sw.. i like them too..i think i'm glad to have them because when they know my family problem,they will do anything to comfort me,help me..even i din say out,but seriously,i feel touched for everything they done for me..they will bring food for me,treat me a meal,and fetch me back..esp tong..i really happy and like u..(don't misunderstand,i'm not a lesbian)
So,no matter how also,even ooi and cy at kl,but i still have you all..so i think i still can endure..
and another person i want thanks to is my listener..haha..he will listen to all my crap and give advise?perhaps?
so thanks to all of u...kamsahamnida~~
haiz..recently so many thing happened..people around me stuck in a complicated relationship..love,friends,family....aiyo..human human..so many things to concern and care..

p/s:exam coming soon~T_T

February 18, 2009

坏人

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
一首简单的歌,却可以描述一个人的心情,一个失恋的人的心情。。
最近虽然心情很复杂,但是,已经慢慢地平复了。。因为我有一班的朋友,一般所谓的家人帮我渡过难关。。谢谢你们!hwaiting!!!

February 3, 2009

有多少爱可以重来


常常责怪自己 当初不应该

常常后悔没有把你留下来

为什么明明相爱 到最后还是要分开

是否我们总是徘徊在心门之外


谁知道又和你相遇在人海

命运如此安排 总叫人无奈

这些年过得不好不坏 只是好像少了一个人存在

而我渐渐明白 你仍然是我不变的关怀


有多少爱可以重来 有多少人愿意等待

当懂会珍惜以后回来 却不知那份爱 会不会还在

有多少爱可以重来 有多少人值得等待

但爱情已经桑田沧海 是否还有勇气去爱


我觉得这首歌应该适合形容我现在的心情。。过去的,我应该放手让他走。。因为再怎么执著也好,不是你的,再怎么舍不得,始终,他还是会离开你的身边。。

得不到他的爱,你就应该懂得怎样保护自己。。把你的爱埋藏在心里,可能我们会难过,但是,或许这样,我们才能幸福快乐。。

给我的好朋友,这首歌,也是给你的。。不要心软,决定了放开他,就不要再考虑能回到从前的画面。。