女人女人。。

为什么女人可以那么地虚伪，那么地人面兽心，那么地毒蝎心肠？我真是不解。。偏偏这些人却是别人眼中的大好人，心地善良。我呸！！这些人还真是会看人啊。。我自己遇过这些人，被他们陷害无数，可是，就不明白为什么她们在我身上施的手段，竟然可以公开地告诉别人：“我讨厌那些耍手段的人，为了男人，可以背叛自己的好友！”真是笑死人了，这不是在说他们自己吗？

我还真是同情她们啊。。可以那么虚伪，那么无知地背着良心说话。。说真的，我很恨她，恨她夺走属于我的东西，一切给她毁了。。可是，最后，我原谅了她，我还感谢她让我认清这个人的真面目！我很同情这些女人，知道为什么吗？因为她们为了得到别人的青睐，不惜编谎言，耍手段来得取这一切，就算最后她们赢了，却失去了自尊，失去了朋友。。如果你有留意的话，她们的身边没有一个值得为她们赴汤蹈火的好朋友，一班真心的朋友。。我很幸运，就算我是受害者，但是因为她们，我更珍惜我的朋友，而我也换来一班用心去交的朋友。。可怜的女人，什么时候才会自我反省呢？放假咯！！假期比我想象的还要无聊，每天睡觉，吃，追戏剧，我都不知道还能做什么。。闲叻！！明天要去面试咯，希望我拿到这份工，因为可以看帅哥，又可以接触外地的人。。哈哈。。XD

Busy busy busy~!!!!

ok...omg!!!i wonder how long i didn't open my lappy to online d..this month can say to be a very very busy month...
1st of Dec:
maths paper 2...ok..i can do it...
2nd of Dec:
econs paper 2...hmm..oklar..just that no time to do..
3rd of Dec:
business paper 2..one word..DIE!!!I don't know i can pass this paper or not..no confidence at all during this paper...went to Jusco to repair my lappy.T_T
4th of Dec:
merdeka~~merdeka~~merdeka~~~for me,i'm half merdeka d..my father and my 2nd brother come back today..whole day busy shopping..shop for accessories..hang out with friends too..
5th of Dec:
Eldest bro's wedding!!!!!wake up at 4.45am...depart from house around 6am..arrive at my bro new house which located at Taman Merdeka...gosh!!so far!!!then..wah...seriously speaking..my bro is damn handsome..especially when he wear white tuxedo...lol!!early in the morning,preparing all the things needed for the wedding..cooked tang yuan,preparing food..i like a servant at there!!luckily,i get an"OPEN DOOR RED PACKET" which is RM100..haha..and then get another RM 40..hehe...
At night,dinner at Emperior Hotel...ok..thanks to tong who accompany me..i was drunk i think..after YAM SENG with those humans...almost accident while on the back to home...





ok..i'm lazy to write..too tired d...annyong~
ps:1st:more picture is on my facebook..
2nd:soon..i will be going Singapore for holiday!!!yeah~~!!XD

This year bday present is awesome!!!~~

Last year,i received a laptop from my father as a birthday gift..this year...i receive something that out of my expectation from my beloved father and 2nd brother..guess what i had receive from them>>

jiang jiang jiang jiang~~~~

a new handphone from my 2nd brother!!!as I had mentioned earlier in my post,he was randomly buying that for me...haiz..I should not bought this handphone earlier..because now I had spot a new one..Nokia 5530 Expressmusic..is touchscreen!!nevermind..


Next,will be a present from father to his daughter..

a CAR!!!!I know it's sounds crazy...father phoned me last month and told me about this thing..i was so shocked..the reason he bought for me is a bit creepy..he said since both of my brothers have their own car,i should have one too..lol!he wanted to buy a second hand kancil car for me..end up..I get a new VIVA!!one thing i don't like about this car is it cannot speed!!damn!!recently,i drove my brother's car..it's 1.6 CC..now..i have to drive 660CC..wth?>!!ah...don't care lar..doesn't mean that I will drive VIVA for my entire life..hehe..cheh~~lan ci sial..

Thirdly,a precious present from my bff,she sew this for me..i wonder she use one week or one month to finish it..lol!!here is it..i heard that this cloth is vy expensive,and ooi lik wen,i noe da price..lalala~~i will put this pillow in my car...in case i felt sleepy while waiting for traffic light to turn green..



Fourth,dolphin!!!argh!!when i saw this,i scream like hell...because,you may not know that i love dolphin so muchhhhhh.......thanx,Bel~~now,i got three dolphin d...XD

Fifth,a flip flop from my cousin..she is only 10years old,and she used her money to buy this..i'm kinda touch...T_T

(how good if this thing is dolphin~~I not a big fans of hello kitty..but since is my cousin bought it,then it doesnt matter...)

thanks to my friends who wished me..kamsahamnida..hehe..XD

PS:-I wonder what will my father buy me next year..i think i want a camera..hehe..
-I will drive my new car to school next week on graduation day...yeah!!
*tired of walking whole day..off to sleep..I WILL NOT ONLINE ANYMORE UNTIL MY STPM FINISH..T_T..damn!!i cannot download my korean and hk drama d..especially my current favourite drama- You're beautiful..grrhhhh ..*

Next....will be posting my birthday present for this year..XD

Emo period..

Recently,I have alot of thoughts..i don't know why..maybe because of stpm coming soon or things happen around me,make me feel so frustrated..certain people don't realise that they can be very annoying sometime..they live as though there are no one else in this world..they are selfish actually..they don't care other people's feeling..they just want to get what they want,and then that's all...stupid people!!some people is too rely on others..these are the people who make me really piss off sometime..use the excuse as they are still young..wtf!don't they learn it from their past or through their experience along their growing stage?
haiz..i'm speechless..

I love music...Don't you?

This week,I'm gonna introduce some nice Korean song...haha..XD

1st:Time to love by T-ara and Supernova

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2nd:LA chA TA by f(x)

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3rd:Ring Ding Dong by shiNee

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4th:Just One Day by ss501

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5th:B2ST album


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6th:Sin and Punishment by SG Wannabe

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PS:enjoy the music..~~annyong...^^

江山易改，本性难移

我总算明白这句谚语的含义了。。其实，一个人无论如何想尽办法要改他的坏习惯，就算他真的改了，但是，还是改变不了他内心真正的自己。。我身边有些朋友也一样，她改了，可是，又打回原形。。而且，还是变本加厉。。我不知道，她有没有想过别人的感受。。就好比我好朋友说，她永远只会站在自己的立场想，从来没有想过，自己的一举一动是否会伤害人？是否会中伤人？偶尔，还不讲理呢。。最终，她改变了原来的她，但是她改变不了原始的自己。。

How to pass your free time??

What will you do if you feel bored inside your classroom?what are your other classmates do while they are free?well..this is what they did when they are free...XD

my beloved monitor is discussing something with her friends about where to eat....sing k later perhaps??

look at her!she is so concentrate about the quiz inside that magazine..

what about our genius?well..she might be studying..but...when i walk to her place,she ya..haha..dunno what she doing..

tired+bored+cant find anything to do=sleeping>.<

hehe..Ann Gie so hardworking!dont look at her as though like she very concentrate on her homework,she is not!!she always pasang telinga when i gossip-ing with Belinda..BTW,she is one of my stalker!!XP

this girl..i named her as ZAI NV(people who face the computer 24 hour watching anime,manga etc..)now..she is looking at those who self-camwhoring and send their picture to publish in magazine..she enjoyed laughing at these retarded..

these three humans,is either they will eat while they doing their own work,or they will eat while they gossiping...

*gossip time*
(they usually talk about girl's stuff)

*singing*



Last But Not Least.....look at our boy..
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sleeping beauty-Eugene...XD

PS:sleep is the best to pass your leisure time..dont you think so??

心情不好！T_T

今天，心情很不好。。一，是因为成绩考得不理想，在班忍不住落泪。。我已经尽力了。。拿到成绩的那一刻，真的是快崩溃了。。二，原来，我相信的人-A，他骗了我。。今天，我才看到他的真面目。。他真的是虚假到一个程度。。
我懂了，我想，我会尽量地和他保持距离。。B告诉我，其实，从头到尾，A的真面目已经若隐若现了。。只是我不知道，笨笨地相信他。。
haiz...我真的那么笨吗？笨到连身边的人都占我便宜。。haiz..为什么这个世界上有这么多虚情假意的人呢？无聊透了。。。
最近爱上一首老歌。。

红豆

還沒好好的感受　雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖　會更明白　甚麼是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手　走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以後　學會珍惜　天長和地久

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆　熬成纏綿的傷口
然後一起分享　會更明白　相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受　醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右　你才追求　孤獨的自由

有時候　有時候　我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開　都有時候　沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我　有時候　寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透　也許你會陪我　看細水長流

Movies..>.<~~i love movie...

This month,I watched >>

I watched this with px and yt yesterday..i know is too late to watch it,but what to do..no time..

this movie is awesome!!at the end,seven of us cry...some of them even denied and said his nose is sensitive..what a stupid excuse he told us..

best movie of the year,don't you think so??i love the part when she hold the gun and pointed to her sister..Max..

three prisoner in MNG store?I assumed...

PS:thanks to my bff and i'm sorry that i had been so sensitive....sorry,my dear..

一封没有名字的信

给你的信：

七年了。。我们的友情已经七年了。。好不容易才能维持到现在。。你知道吗？不管别人怎么说你，怎么不相信你，可是，我永远都会站在你这一边。。知道我为什么对你很失望吗？因为，我讨厌承诺。。讨厌你告诉我，你会早点回来，但是，另一方面，我却像傻瓜一样，等待着。。你告诉我，你很忙，你很累，你很压力，这些我都知道。。我真的知道。。因为我也是如此。。
星期二，我传简讯给你，你没有回我。。我知道，你刚考完试，你很累，我相信，至少，等你醒来，你会回复我。。
星期三晚上，我等不及了，因为我很压力，读不进脑。。打通电话给你。。你告诉我，你和朋友在逛街。。你说抱歉，但是，我一点也没有感受到你的悔意。。那一通电话。。我们聊了五分钟。。最短的时间。。
星期四，我考完了！终于！我很开心，周遭的人都知道，因为我最好的朋友要回来了。。就是明天。。
星期五，我等着你的电话。。突然看到你上网。。我很惊讶。。我问你，但是，你反而回答我别的。。我知道了。。在你眼里，你回不回来，通知不通知我，都无所谓了。。终于，我哭了。。哭了一个晚上，这是第二次，我为你而哭。。
你让我觉得，我自己很不重要。。很不被重视。。我没有办法不认为，你和你同学在一起，比较快乐。。我每一次告诉自己，我不能改变，我不能变成另外一个人。。我不要你说我变了，因为，我还是我。。我不是一个好朋友，因为我不懂得怎样去关心别人。。我们的距离越来越远了。。我已经试着去补救了。。我们还能像从前那样吗？对不起，我伤害了你。。

PS：我们明天还会见面吗？

Questions And Answers..>,<

001. Real Name : Eng May Fong

002. Nickname(s) : ping pong,osama(primary nickname)
003. Age : 18(still young)hehe..
004. Zodiac Sign : Scorpio
005. Male or Female : Female>.<
006. Elementary : SJK(C)Pay FongII
007. Middle School: SMK IJC
008. High School : SMK IJC
009. College School : SM Tinggi Melaka(no idea where to put it=.=)
010. Hair colour : Black(soon to be light brown)
011. Long or Short : short
012. Loud or Quiet : i will be very noisy if my gang around..Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans : Sweats..
014. Phone or Camera : Phone
015. Health Freak :Not at all
016. Drink or Smoke : Drink(hate smoker)
017. Do you have a crush on someone : hmm..currently..NO
018. Eat or Drink : both...
019. Piercings :both ears(total 4 piercings)
020. Tattoos :No
021. Social or Anti-Social:Social
022. First Piercing : when i was 6years old..
023. First Relationship : primary..standard 6..
024. First Best Friend :Chan Yun Chee(primary)
025. First Award : Best Actress(lol!!this is teacher personally gave me de)
026. First Kiss : when i was a primary student(that time was so innocent.hehe)
027. First Pet : Fish..i love fish..
028. First Big Vacation : Singapore lor..
029. First Love at first sight: yar..MR.L
030. First Big Birthday : yes!!haha...i love that moment!!XD

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating :no..i had a very bad diarrhoea
050. Drink : Barley
051. Excitement Level : low..(will you be happy if you have headache,gastric,diarrhoea at the same time??)
052. I'm about to :kill the chef who cooked the food at Black And White Cafe!!
053. Listening to : Suddenly Missing You
054. Plan for today : Sleep for whole day...
055. Waiting for : strike lottery
056. Energy Level : negative value
057. Thinking of someone: no..
058. Want kids? :of course..
059. Want to get married?: sure..want married to Korean Guy..(excited!!)
060. Careers in mind? : want to do a small family business..

Which is better in the boy/girl you like:

068. Lips or Eyes? : eyes

069. Romantic or Funny? : funny..it would be better if his sense of humour is high!haha..
070. Shorter or Taller? : taller..
071. Protective or Caring? : Protective
072. Romantic or Spontaneous? : Spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice stomach..i want both..T_T
074. Sensitive or Loud? : Loud..i hate sensitive guy!
075. Hook-up or Relationship? : Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? : Trouble-maker

Have you ever:

080. Lost glasses or contacts :Yes
081. Ran away from home : No.I'm a good girl.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: No..i got my two brothers to protect me..
083. Killed somebody : No..
084. Broken someone's heart : Ya..
085. Been arrested : No.
087. Cried when someone died : Yes.alot of time d..

Do you believe in:

089. Yourself : Yes.Sometimes no.
090. Miracles :not really..
091. Love at first sight: yes.definitely..muahaha..XP
092. Heaven : Yes
093. Santa Claus : No.

094. Tooth Fairy : No.
095. Kiss in the first date:Oh Yes..hehe..

Truthfully:

097. Is there someone you would want to be with right now? : No..i dont want the one i love saw me when i was in bad condition like now!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? : Yupe..
099. Do you believe in God? : Yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:
who ever want do..then do lar..if dont..den also do lar..

Finally!!!!

FINALLY!!haha..i'm out today with yt and pui after a long period stay at home study...
went to Black And White Cafe and had our dinner there...people went there to eat..i went there to hurt myself!!T_T....my leg get injured because of this stupid cutlery...well...the food there..not really nice especially the baked rice..it tasted weird =.=!!

this is the bake rice..look nice but then is just a normal fry rice with some cheese and chicken on top of it...

look...the drinks seem so nice..especially the red one..is blackcurrent ice..but then..is a tasteless soda drink..mine is coffee ice..woah!really 100% coffee!!



this is it!!!stupid cutleries!!so heavy..accidentally drop it and terkena my leg...then
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my leg!!T_T

Bored!!!T_T

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!this one week holiday really torture me alot..alot..alot........
Holiday,people went for vacation,went for shopping,anywhere as long as not stay at home and STUDY!!which idiot will do that...ya,STPM student will..and those PMR and SPM student....
Monday to Friday....my life is
STUDY STUDY STUDY AND STUDY!!!!!
even Saturday and Sunday,wanna hang out also must think properly..the road
JAM!!

haiz....life sux!!!

SOS~~~~~~~~

PS:ooi and chin yean,please faster come back...i miss you two~~i want go watch movie~~~

Tong Birthday celebration..XD

Last Saturday was tong's 19th birthday...hehe..old d lor...so we celebrate for her on sunday because some of us not free on Saturday...haha...so,we went to eat satay celup at ong kim wee..and then we went to DP field to light up the HAPPY BIRTHDAY candle...

look at our birthday girl..she seems so happy...yeah!XD

nice right?this candle bought by yi ting and pui for tong as her birthday present since she like it sooo much..

woman in black and white...

my 1st picture with elicia...yeah!!

who is this two humans??

chui yee look nice in this picture~~

this two fella look like couple...one look shy,one look so..happy?

who is this big mouth?Ans:silk yuan...haha..look at the way he eat..and he is the winner of the night..overall he ate 21 or 22 stick....

@>@

look at how the elicia make the place so dirty..Please forgive her,she was so hungry that time..

Secret Recipe MP..

this two picture was taken to test my new handphone camera function..GOOD!

Movie?Song?=my favourite..

1st of all....wish my beloved friend,TONG SHEUE LING,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

This month...I got 3 movie that i wanted to watch sooooooooo much.....but then...haiz...trial coming soon....have to focus on it...T_T

1st..The proposal

2nd..G.I.Joe:The rise of cobra



3rd...Final Destination4

the 1st one i think by the time i want to watch which is after trial..is already no longer on the theater..the second might be still have because is new...and the 3rd one!!!argh!!!!!!!i gonna watch it with my gang people and shout like hell in the cinema...to release stress after the trial...lalala~~
so yiting,pui xiang,tong..get ready with the popcorns..we are going to cinema right after our exam end!!

Another nice song..read the lyric carefully..is really meaningful..

如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例 想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越没力越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣 我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你 人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发 蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

PS：ooi ooi,i wait you come back and sing k with me..ok?

My New Handphone>.<

haha..my 2nd bro just came back from KL yesterday..This morning,he ask me..
bro:"mei(mean sister),you want to change handphone ma?"
me:"of course want..but wait till i work first..i want buy a i-phone.."
bro:"then oklar,you go change clothes now and i bring you go and buy.."
me:"*stunned*what??are you serious??"
bro:"yes!!you dont want?then nevermindlor.."
me:"what!wait!of course i want!i go bath first..you wait for me!"
Then,together we headed to the shop located at Jalan Bendahara there..and he let me drive his new MyVi car without the P sign on it..

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At the shop,that fella show me the latest SE model-SEw508 and SET707..
i told him that i want the latest Nokia flip phone but then they dont have..so..boh pian lor..have to choose either W508 or T707..T707 cant make video call..so instead of
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this...T707

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i choose this~~ W508

so..i trade in the old one and bought this new one..and my bro actually pay it by using his credit card...woah!!!shocked sial!!i thought he will use cash...lol!!anyway..i didnt manage to buy the white one due to out of stock!i bought grey one..(damn,i like white leh..)
so.....let me introduce my new handphone!!kakaka~~

Sony Ericsson W508>.<

well..this handphone can change the cover depends on what design u like..
3.2 MP,3G phone,100MB built in memory,1GB memory cardM2(can extend to 4GB)
the main reason i like this phone is because it similar to the Samsung SCH W750~can change the design as you like..

ok..gtg..want go and kaji my new handphone d..bye~!!@>@

PS:thanks to that indian guy who stole my handphone..if not,i wouldnt have my new handphone now!!THANK YOU,ASS HOLE!!