我有话说。。

很多事情，我不说，埋在心里，因为我不想伤害任何人，就因为这样，忍着忍着，终于，我不管啦！我今天就要把所有不爽的事情说出来。。

我以为每个人都和我一样，不会计较，随便，不自私，处处会替别人着想。

原来，我错了。还错得糊里糊涂。甚至因为这样，我伤害了我身边的人。

第一，搬来和同学住已经有三个月了，如果不是最近发生事情，我还没被点醒。因为三个没用的人，我伤害了一个我认识了四年，和我共同难关的朋友。这时第一次，我看到她那么地生气，那么地无助，对不起，已经很久没有像现在这样，你那么地大声骂醒我了。

第二，人是自私的。这句话一点都没错。当他们在你身上找到他们需要的好处时，他会讨好你，厚着脸皮也会对着你，围绕你，不停地帮你擦鞋。得到了，翻脸就好像翻书一样，那么快，那么不眨眼睛。

第三，我人生，第一次，从来没有见过那么邋遢，那么没有风度的男生！一个，第一次见面的时候，真的很有礼貌，很风度，相处久了，原来之前所做的东西，都只是为了要让我们觉得他很有风度罢了。第二个，口口生生说自己有洁癖，但其实最邋遢的是他，懒惰，懒到一个程度。最后一个，也就是最没有风度的男生，小我一岁，没礼貌，说话直接，不会让女生的一个男生，也不会主动。难听一点，就是废人一个。

第四，几乎每个同学都很虚伪。为什么？人前明明就很讨厌那个人，每一天，无时无刻都讲那个人的坏话，但却还能装的若无其事地和他笑不停。这就是名副其实的虚人其表。

我真的不知道，要怎样面对这一班人三年。

无谓的关心，只会换来无谓的敌人。。

忍。。

有时候，真的以为自己很坚强，什么事情都往自己的身上啃。明明知道自己一个人无法完成的事情，还是会不劳而辞地答应。都不知道自己其实在拼什么。别人都不会珍惜，不会了解，不会知道，自己的痛苦，只有自己了解。。肩膀的负担越来越来重，承受的压力就越来越大，脾气就越来越坏，讲话就越来越刺。因为这样，别人误解我的人格，我也懒得去解释，懂我的人，会体谅。。

忍，再忍。。。

PS：听着 谢霆锋－因为爱所以爱

Perception about ME!!

Today,I was hmm...Moderate mood..Having sore throat and flu at the same time.Not feeling good at all and my voice change..whatever..
In today Corporate Writing lecture,Ms Chew want us to write a feature writing.Meaning you don't write out a person's personality directly,you describe it.And then we guess..
Three guys in my class,they wrote about me.It makes my day as I can't stop laughing when I read their description.Here is the thing:

PS:Sorry for reading so many grammatical mistake.

First,by Raymond-the one who always quarrel with me in the class
"We can always get shocked and awake without any alarm clock.This is the most BEAUTIFUL sound that we had ever heard.Once again heard her sound is when we delayed out assignment's part.The sound is just like mosquito's concert with the complete set of instrument.Carefully,please buy AIA before enter her car because you might experience flying coaster in the moment."

Second,by Zact-the one who like to make the angry bird sound
"She went to a shop like a hungry tiger,slashing her card like no one will do.Promoter look at her and bow at her.Michael Schumacher nothing for her,even lion are scare of her."

Third, by Deyson-the one who like to joke and laugh
"She does a lot of work during spare time.Kids are playing,making noises and running around.She yelling at the kids.The house is messy,she tidy up everything while classic music is playing.Then she glows a cup of coffee and sitting on an imperted,luxury sofa and reading her favourite magazine.Carefully,she goes to the kid's room and put the blankets on.The cloud is getting darker."


See,how sweet of my three coursemate/housemate!haha..

PS:listening to 倪安东-散场的拥抱

Summary..

Yeah!After three months waiting,finally I bought this heels..cost me RM119.90..Nevermind,worth it!

People out there,my blog is not dead yet.Just that I don't have any time to update.

I'm load with assignment,no time to hangover!T^T

Let me summarize what I've done last month.For the first time in my life,I went to clubbing with my course-mate!And what I afraid the most,it's actually happened!I WAS DRUNK!totally drunk!wtf!you know why?

Mist,a club situated at Bangsar,that day which is on wednesday,they are having their 2nd anniversary celebration,free alcohol(my fav)!!So we reached there about 9.30pm as the promotion started at 9.30pm and ended at 10.30pm!Unfortunately,they bluff us!By the time they opened the entrance,it was already 10.45pm!No free alcohol and you've to pay for it!So,total 16 of us open 3 botols of Black Label.As your info,you can't just drink the alcohol without mixing it with other drinks.So,the bar tender mix it with coke!I was damn thirsty that time,so in shot,I drink 4glass of it.When come to the 5th glass,I know I'm kinda dizzy d.But still,drink non-stop!End up, my two friends carried me out from the bar and drag me into the car.haha..gosh!Anyway,I'm very excited as this is my first experience entering club.

Camwhoring before entered the Mist

PS:listening to J.Lo feat Pitbull-On the floor..

妈的！

如果能重来，那我宁愿自己是一个孤儿，至少我不必要担心什么时候会被骂。
如果能重来，那我宁愿我自己一个人养活自己，也不要靠你那一点施舍。
如果能重来，那我宁愿我有妈妈就好，我的生活不需要有你。
如果这一切能重来，我说真的，就算要我一个人挨饿，我也不会要你的一分钱，我不屑！
你这个顽固又死脑经的老头，几时才要反省？到底家人重要，还是你那所谓的江湖义气重要！不要以为自己是活菩萨,连家人都不管的人，还有资格帮助其他人吗？