PS:listening to Henry-Trap
July 11, 2013
First Time Organiser...
PS:listening to Henry-Trap
July 8, 2013
突然累了。。

人老了,很多事情都不在我们意料范围之内。我也一样,曾经以为坏人是指做了伤天害理的事情,长大后,坏人其实也是指着那些暗地里在你背后搬弄是非的人。
人老了,渐渐地,从前不知道的事情,自己经历之后,才发现这个世界,没有我想的那么单纯。
有时候,我会怀念,以前懵懂的我,从不会为生活烦恼的我,从不会为了得到别人的青睐的我,逐渐地。。以前的那个我,不在了。因为我们都长大了,时间不会停留在过去。每一次,我都会说,人不能永远留在过去,一定要往未来前进。可是等我老的时候,就算一秒也好,我很想回到那个过去。无忧无虑,疯疯癫癫,快乐地过一天,那种感觉,真好!
现在,未来,还有漫长的路需要走,但是我开始累了,不想继续走了,身体累了,身心也疲劳了,有没有那么一点推动力让我继续前进?
我。。想家了。。。
June 17, 2013
Letter to a bitch named Y..
You know what?I wouldn't that angry or fire till I heard something from someone that you were actually complain about me.We two been living under the same roof for the past two years.I know sometimes I can be very annoyed especially with my loudspeaker voice.You wrote on your twitter,you told your boyfriend,I know and I tried not to be loud as possible.I'm sorry for making you feel annoy.But after these two years,I thought you already get used to it and now you complaint again?Oh GOD!Too bad you complaint to the wrong person and that person came told me the truth.When the person tried to defend me by saying there's another guy who liked to shout as well,you answered back and said HIS'S SHOUT IS FOR FUN,MY SHOUT IS ANNOYING.Seriously?Are you that dry or what?Friends who know me know my voice volume is louder than normal people including you!Just because he is a guy with a penis and you said he shout is fun?And when the person answered you back and you chose to ignore just because she side me.You really an asshole bitch wei!Can't take people comment then don't try to start off the topic,you will be the one who get the shit at last!
Second thing,I don't step on your tails and so do you.Don't make me let you get the payback in the end.I know what you've did behind your boyfriend.Step on me,screw you,bitch!
A little reminder for you,play your role well as a girlfriend and stop flirting other guy in front of us.You don't want people label you as "WHORE" right?So don't do it and mind your own business!
June 9, 2013
Sigh
Second rule,white lies.Sometimes,you don't have to be honest.Tell some white lies that might help you to get rewards from others.No one love to hear the TRUTH.Lies can be a compliment too.I get scolded on second day because I'm too honest with the boss.At the end of the day,she throw me a lot of assignment to do.Proposal to be exact.Aiks..>.<
Another 10 weeks to go...Holyy!!!
June 5, 2013
给你
致你,
别再对我好了,不然我会忍不住又再一次地喜欢你。你问我,为什么向我告白那么多次,我却不答应。我不答,因为我不知道你哪句是真心话,哪句是开玩笑的。那天,我们聊了很多,你说了很多你家人的事,你让我看到不同的你,成熟的你,谈起家人,你让我觉得,幸福原来很简单。我告诉你,我没有像你那么幸运,没有一个亲戚值得让我尊敬。你不语。
你告诉我,你现在只想完成读书,毕业后,找份工,再继续追求我。我不语,因为我不想谈恋爱,工作赚大钱,是我的目标,我告诉你,我要做女强人。
你让我最感动的事,是我告诉你,我饿了,你二话不说,到厨房煮了一碗面给我。那时候,我真的不知道要如何形容我的感动。
可是,怎么办?我不可能爱上你。因为。。你太好了,我配不上你。我只爱自己。。对不起。
May 5, 2013
Love is in the air~~
I'm kind of person that don't believe in love.I don't believe long distance relationship.I don't believe years of relationship and still counting on.I don't believe when two person in love,their love will last long even thou they'd been together for years.I don't believe that two person will loved each other till one of them had gone to heaven.I don't believe two person in love and can't live without one another.And by love,I mean girl and boy that type of relationship.But somehow,I do believe one day I will meet my Mr.Right,we might love at first sight,or our love grow from friends to lovers, or he might one of my stalker(just kidding),somehow,somewhere,sometime,I will meet him.God knows when.
One day,when I'm in love,I will make sure the love that I give to that particular person,he will receive it without any pay back.Because I believe,there's always one person have to sacrifice in order to make a relationship last forever.
And when we grow old,either me or he will leave the world.I hope I'm the one who leave first,because I don't want to suffer the pain of missing him and the memory that we once had together,become a memory that I owed by myself,alone.
PS:the above post is randomly written by the author with full of love.Simply ignore her as something went wrong in her brain.
PPS:listening to Jason Mraz ft Colbie Caillat-Lucky
一个人的世界
一个人,没有什么不好。但一个人久了,就会想热闹。
两个人,还好。但两个人久了,就会厌倦。
三个人,刚好。但三个人久了,就会离彼此更远。
很多人,太好。但太多人在一起久了,就会想自由。
所以,还是一个人好,至少一个人不用去顾及另一个人的感受,至少受过的伤,自己承担,喜怒哀乐,自己负责。
至少这一切的一切,一个人不必向任何人交代。
一个人,偶尔很好。。
May 1, 2013
虚伪的世界
虚伪的世界里,有应有尽有的人,善良的外表,天真的性格,无知的头脑。。当你进一步踏入他们的世界的时候,善良的外表,有着邪恶的心,天真的性格有着聪明的思考,无知的头脑,有着坏的心机。这些人,我见识过,你不得不佩服他们!
有些人,每次在你面前提起另一个人,他可以说的天高地厚,你说什么,他都支持你,然你也以为他是和你同一阵线的,这种人,是最恐怖的。因为,在另一头,他却对那个人献殷勤。
有些人,明明懂,明明知道这个世界没有单纯的人,却好像装作一副我不晓得的脸。当你劝告他的时候,口头上说懂,私地下却还知错犯错。这种人,有时候你真的很想一把掌给他去死。
这些人,我真的受够了!真的!
下次,我再也不会做劝告者了。没人想听,没人需要,因为他们比我还在行。我这个小人物,微不足道。
你们赢了,我输了。输给你们的虚伪,输给你们的天真,输给你们的谎言。
原来,一个人的时候,想找个知心的朋友,发泄一下,聊着天,是多么困难的事。
每个人都有烦恼,但不是每个人会撇着他们的烦恼,聆听他人的心声。
晚安。。
妈,我想念您了。。
April 24, 2013
考试期间
曾经,有个朋友告诉我,考试时候,对四周的事,特别敏感。一些你从来不会想要拿来吵架的事,无缘无故,你会想起它,然后,莫名其妙地生气,之后,发个简讯去骂他。我正处于这个现状!那个朋友之后骂醒我,说改次,考试的时候,千万不要理你身边的人,因为不知哪个人会成为你的出气桶。这次考试,我很安分。谁也不理,管他妈的不爽,我都一概不理。没人给我骂,只好对着电脑,乱发癫!
待续。。
April 18, 2013
梦
March 3, 2013
A little updates here....
Well,now is week 8,a week whereby I need to rush my assignment due date,mid term,presentation,not to forget I have interview to attend since I'm going for industrial training for next sem!Hoorayyyyy!!!I'd been waiting for this you know!I'm excited to meet new people out there,get to work in new environment,events,concerts..gahhh!!I'm just so excited but I hate interview!Especially job interview!I don't know what question they will ask me and when I'm panic,I tend to give nonsense answer!Whatever is it,just be prepared!Since I had read so many books for the past few years,it should be alright for me to handle this situation..
Ever since my dad complaining about my temper,I decided to change it.Seriously!Thou you guys will doubt it,I'm changing slowly.Not because my dad want me to,but I just want to do so.I realised is a MUST to have a good temper when you start to step out of the society and deal with people.And now,in order to survive in cruel world,there's one principle that I keep reminding myself-Have a good manner!No matter what you do,if you respect people,eventually people will respect you back and look up on you.Manner is important!
And as you know there's a conflict happened among course mates,turn out I don't care anymore.When my friend keep telling me how she's being ignored by another person,although I cared that person as well,I just told my friend don't bother anymore. I told her let her be,if she want stay with us,she will,if don't,then let her be,no point keep forcing her to stay with us.I really reach the level whereby I don't care anymore!C'mon,is 2013!I don't live in past anymore,I just want everything to be peace in this year.!
And yeah,Chester See and Jason Chen is in Malaysia and I'm stuck in Malacca!Regret for not going to see them!T__T
Before I left,there is a song that caught my attention recently.I keep on reply in my playlist.
>>Bruno Mars-When I was your man
Listen to it.!This song is just damn heartbroken and make me tears..T^T
Chaos~
PS:listening to Bruno Mars-When I was your man
January 28, 2013
GDA & We Love Asia Concert~
Before I start,give me a shout out>>>>YEAHHHHHHHH!!!I'm now Year 3 Sem 1 student aka final year in my uni life.Time flies.Really fast.I can barely remember what was happened during my Year 1 uni life.Fun?Excited?Crazy?Or maybe all above.So first week of Year 3 student life is kinda fun.By fun I mean I get to see my coursemates,jokes around,gossip around and I got a job again!This time,it is none other than working at The 27th Golden Disk Award Samsung Galaxy!Are you fucking kidding me?I get to pay to see so many group of Korean Artist!Well,I would not said this event is huge as MAMA(Mnet Music Award).Since my friend only need two crew,so it must be me and my beloved friend.Others,nahhh....!Too bad~
So,let's the picture do the talking!^^
Well,let me summarized this two day event:
1st:All korean group especially those new group and some other korean group CAN'T SING!!They are all lips sync!!!Those who can really sing are YG Family,Ailee,B2ST..(Not sure about SuJu and SHINee as we left earlier before they performed)
2nd:Those girl group-OMFG!I don't know which word to best describe their flawless skin and their super duper horrible long and pretty leg!(Hyuna is darn pretty and cute!!)
3rd:The crowd is not big as the ticket is damn expensive!
PS:Our paid was cut due to our irresponsible attitude(I apologized for that due to our desperate-ness to see GD!) and I think I will never work for the company that hired me for this event as they don't provide food at all for us and expect us to work for 8 hours!WTF!
PPS:When there's good thing arrived,there's always bad thing follow behind!
After GDA,it's party time!This time,I don't get any job offer for We Love Asia Concert held at Sepang on 19th & 20th..My first time attending rave party and it is not fun at all.Or maybe a little bit fun at first and as you dance and dance and getting tired,there are no alcohol for you to drink knowing that they sell one can of alcohol for RM15!I rather lick my sweat!=.=!However,get to see RedFoo of LMFAO..Nice!*thumbs up*
Till then....
안녕~
January 23, 2013
一件事情
因为一件事情,让我看清了你的真面目。
因为一件事情,让我知道男人原来也可以很小气,很计较。
因为一件事情,让我了解到你的人格。
因为一件事情,让我知道你跟他是一样的,凭一点铁定对方的性格。
因为一件事情,让我领悟到其实我已经没有那么在意朋友了,你要误会,你要小气,我都不管,因为对我而言,你没有利于我,我不需要介意那么多。
发生这件事情后,才发现原来我那么大方,你那么心胸狭窄,真是悲哀啊!
长大吧,你不是小孩了。。
January 12, 2013
我有话说。。
看开点,我总是对自己这样说;
少理点,我总是对自己这样说;
放开点,我总是对自己这样说;
想开点,我总是对自己这样说;
少管点,我总是对自己这样说;
我知道了,时间原来能让我们分得更远。。
希望你幸福。。
PS:listening to Big Bang-Day by Day
January 9, 2013
....
Her answer remained in my mind till now.
"Does BFF exist nowadays?"
PS:listening 21Guns-Greenday
January 2, 2013
Memories in 2012 and a new year started..>>


My 2013 Resolutions as shown below:
>>No more living in the past,grew up and be independent!
December 16, 2012
Random story..
I have a friend.Let's name her as C.Her love life is very dramatic yet complicated.Not complicated thou,but she likes to flirt.When I first met her,I never knew her real personality until something happen,I slowly realise that she is not an easy person as what I thought.Honestly speaking, despite all the bad thing I gossip with my friends,I don't really hate her.I even thought of maybe because of her family background that cause her to act that way,or maybe she just feel insecure.In her every relationship,before she broke up with that guy,she will find another guy to replace the current one.She gives a lot of excuse to flirt.The guy is not good,treat her bad,ignore her,arrogant,self-center.She told all this to the targeted guy,in the end,they broke up,and quickly she hook up another new boyfriend. I know her trick to tackle a guy.But what I dislike is,why can't you break up first before you find another one?You said people hurt you,but do you know the feeling of betray by someone you love?You plays people feeling!I hate seeing someone go around and mess with other's feeling.I chose to ignore this matter after knowing the truth.Because if I were to care much,our friendship gone.She shouldn't told me her things to me and I shouldn't care to listen.After all,I'm the one who get judged and labeled as the BAD person.
Sometimes,knowing so much things is bad.
Story end.
The moral of the story is Don't just because you unsure your feeling and go mess around with others.
PS:listening to Taylor Swift-We'll never ever get together
December 14, 2012
Long updateee....^^
November 17, 2012
Big Bang Alive Tour 2012
Basically the concert start at 8pm,but we reached there around 1 something..hardcore fans?Nahhh...I'm not like those fans who waited and camped two days before the concert..what for?After all,we just rushed in and find a good place to stand.Nobody cares whether you camp there or not~Remember,we paid the same amount as you people~Don't understand why those fans insisted to let them in..swt..
First time in my life,waited to enter the stadium is really killing me!Imagine you'd been waited for 6 hours and the weather keep on change like nobody business.Awhile shinny,awhile dark..WTF!=.=
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| poster outside the stadium~!!<3 .="." font="font">3> |
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| God!!He impressed me with his beatbox skill!!Never fell in love with him before but he is really awesome on that night itself!One word to describe him-GORGEOUS!! |
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| Taeyang~!!Still cute thou~!!^^ |
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| T__T Why Malaysia don't have this type of guy? Even there is,they are gay!!!T^T Till then, continue back to my assignment! PS:listening to That XX-G Dragon |
October 25, 2012
那些長大中才慢慢學會了的事
2、不要把錢看得太重,錢可以使感情變質,錢可以使友情變質,錢可以使親情變質,那麼,可以使錢變質的又是什麼?
3、時間可以改變一切,那什麼能改變時間?
4、幸福就像手中的沙子一樣,握得越緊流失的越多,我們要學會適當的放手,只有這樣我們才能留住更多的幸福。
5、上天根據不同性格的人,給予不同的考驗,無論誰都沒有資格來評價一個人的經歷。
6、把所有的不快給昨天,把所有的希望那個給明天,把所有的努力給今天。
7、好的文章不是用手寫出來的,而是用心,只有經歷了,真正體會到了才能寫出它的真實情感,華麗而不虛偽,短暫而不殘缺,這就是用心寫出來的文章。
8、人生路並不難走,難的是決擇,一旦選擇了就沒有退步的機會,要堅強勇敢地走下去。
9、不要總抱怨自己對他人付出很多,而別人對你又不好什麼的,你要知道當你為別人付出的時候,別人也在為你付出著,只是你沒看到罷了。
10、不要看不起任何人,某方面不如你不代表都不如你,還有。現在不如你也不代表永遠不如你,說不定以後比你都強。
11、不要拿任何人的感情當遊戲,那樣只能說明你是個敗類,是個不配擁有愛情的人。
12、人生中有太多的過客,不管你有多麼的不捨,過客始終都是過客,總有一天會離開的,你要學會放手,別等到變成一種傷害再去後悔。記住:是你的跑不了,不是你的再怎麼挽留也沒用。
13、別總是拿自己的不幸來博取他人的同情,時間久了會讓人反感的,會讓別人感到你很齷齪,不如做出點什麼讓別人尤其是傷害你的人來崇拜你。
14、心情不好了,你可以哭泣,不過哭過之後記得擦乾眼淚繼續朝著你的目標走。
15、別人對你的幫助要學會說謝謝,別人對你的付出要學會回報,不要把別人對你的好當做是一種理所應當的,沒人欠你的。
16、遇到問題別總是說別人的不是,要先從自己身上找原因。記住,萬事沒有絕對。
17、人無完人,學會接納別人的缺點。
18、不要因利益和別人做朋友,那樣我只能說你很沒本事、沒志氣,這樣的友誼也不會太久。要么真心,要么就做陌生人。
19、不要去報復任何人,那樣只會兩敗俱傷,盡量用法律手段來解決。
20、時間會毫不留情的把一切毫無痕蹟的帶走,留給我們的只是回憶!誰也沒有能力留住自己想要的,趕走不喜歡的。我們只有學會珍惜、滿足和麵對。
21、人總在不知不覺中傷害著別人,同時也在不知不覺中被別人傷害著。
22、心情再壞也別忘記對他人微笑,還是那句話,沒人欠你的。
23、用行動向所有人證明自己(行動勝過言語)雖然要付出很多卻是最令人信服的。
24、凡事都有兩面,有好也有壞,有喜也有悲,是好是壞,是悲是喜這就要看你站在什麼樣的角度來看待這件事了!
25、“目標永不放棄權”誰都有權利去追尋自己的目標,不要在乎別人的眼光,未來是自己的!
26、人生在世最大的勇氣不是不怕死亡,而是堅強的活著,勇敢的面對生活帶給的壓力和考驗!
27、 誰都沒有能力去改寫歷史,我們要做的就是把握現在,展望未來,接受生活帶給你的種種考驗。
28、人生的每個抉擇都像是一個賭局,輸贏都是自己的。不同的是賭注的大小,選擇了就沒有反悔的機會。
29、敗給誰都不能敗給自己,如果敗給了自己,那麼,你的人生也就徹徹底底的敗了。
30、我們要學會適當的採納別人的意見。
31、人需要經常自我反省,善於學習,如果僅僅是在自己的固定方式下一意孤行,其實是挺悲哀的。
32、遇到事,如果你從樂觀的方面去想,你就會有一種積極的心態,結果通常也會是好的;如果從悲觀的方面去想,你的心態就會變得很消極,結果通常也是糟糕的!

























