That's a guy name Mr.J

It's funny when the first time I saw you.I don't even know that we are in the same PR class.
One day,I and my friend went to office to settle the ptptn loan things. We're kinda lost there,coincident you were there.So we just approach you.Surprisingly, you were really kind to help us call your friend and ask.After all,I don't really pay any attention towards you.The next day when I entered the class, I saw you were helping the lecturer to set up the projector and laptop. My friend say that you were the emcee during Orientation Day.LOL!can't remember either..It's already March and going to end soon,and I just know your existance.haha...You know when I start to like you?Is the time during my presentation,I accidentally off the projector and I was quite freak out there as I don't know how to on it back.Not like others,just sit down there,you came out and fix it for me without any words..Since then,I started to stalk you as this is one of my favourite hobby..XD
The more I know about you,the more I felt that your life is kinda sad..why?everyday,everytime,anywhere,whatever you do,you always do it all alone.not one is by your side,not even one friend of yours.You're eating alone,stay at computer room alone..I felt sympathy for you..We're same age,how good if you were same year with me.Unfortunately,you're already third year student and graduate soon.This means I will never able to see you anymore.
I will start to miss you when I don't see you in school...Without you,my battery will never fully charge,it will half way hang..T_T
Mr.J,take care and be more socialise,ok?You're broadcast student!
IMY.....

rawrrr~~~~

*short update*
I'm free!!Not officially free but left one assignment to go!!woohoo~~
I'm happy!!Sorry to people out there who worry about me when I'm stress,just to tell you I'm alright now..Don't worry!!XD
After this week,I got a lot of plan to go
1.Next monday go Jogoya with friends~*wee*
2.Go sing K with coursemate
3.BBQ in my condo(still planning)
4.shopping nonstop!!
Next sem is coming soon....XD

PS:listening to Big Bang-Oh Ma Baby

-안녕-

Picture of the Day~!

Picture of the day:

having McD breakfast with coursemate..damn it!alot of people due to the free voucher...grrhh....we are one of them!!XD

PS:alone at room,my beloved roomate go home liao..T_T
listening to 神木与瞳-宽恕

S.T,R.E,S.S

Do you ever have the feeling of shouting out loud when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of crying out loud when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of scolding all the vulgar words when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of letting all your anger on someone when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of jumping off the sea when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of throwing away everything when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of driving your car and go bang something when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of going back to hometown when you are stress?
I HAVE!what can I do?
ANS: I listened to sad song and at the same time cry non-stop.My way of releasing stress...
How about you?


PS: listening to 周杰伦-给我一首歌的时间

幸福事小

Song of the month...

倪安东-幸福事小

吃完 镀了金的牛排 镶了钻的蛋 胃还是那么的孤单
只有 一想到了晚餐 有你的笑下饭 漫长的一天才不难捱

穿着 限量版的衬衫 羡慕声不断 也没让我觉得温暖
如果 不是有你呼吸 在皮肤上不散 怎么抵御世界的冷淡

幸福是一想到你就心安
地要老天要荒的谁还想管
幸福是一起醒来说早安
海枯石烂这种大事 与我无关

听过 圣诗般的称赞 嘘寒或问暖 耳朵也开不出花瓣
直到 你在电话那端 问我几点下班 动听得让心花灿烂

攀过 最纯白的雪山 最澎湃的海 回忆也没有更精彩
直到 你侧脸的曲线 在我手心蜿蜒 才懂得什么事最浪漫

幸福是完成你每一个期盼
登月或摘星留给谁去狂欢
幸福是陪着你回味遗憾
伟大的圆满与我们 真的无关

>LINK<

*touched*

PS:听着周杰伦-借口

Emo-ing..T.T

Dear diary,
I'm very emo now..I want to cry out loud but I can't.I'm too tired of doing that.I don't know who I can talk to now,feel helpless..No one can help me to solve the problem.Everyone has their own burden and they seems like handling it very well..For me,I think that I have too much to handle till I don't know what should I do first.I'm the group leader for two group assignment.I thought that I can handle it well although this G is making me sick,but I was wrong.I don't have any assistant to help me although my members willing to help.I knew that they have alots to do like me,but I just don't want them to help me.Because I don't want to give any burden to them and add more pressure on them,so I rather do it myself than rely on others.I don't really like to rely on others.End up,I slept four hours per day.My battery is going to dry..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need a vacation badly!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye..T.T..back to assignment world.

PS:tml heading to Mid Valley to take pic for my assignment and to Sungai Wang for korean food fair!!hahahaha...at least I get to rest one day..there's enough for me..XD

>Listening to 倪安东-幸福事小<

Not in mood..T_T

Thought of going back to hometown will make my mind more clearer and relax,but it seems like it doesn't work at all.First,few days ago,I was really piss off with this fucking guy,G,and thought that might be I was too emotional,so made a decision,wanna go home and repent.But seems like my hateness toward him doesn't change at all.When I was doing my assignment,it reminds me that I told him to give me the information asap since we gonna pass up it next week yet he still can give me alot of excuse.His face showing I'M NOT GUILTY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE makes me feel more hateful!So,I swear to myself,I will just put his name for once in my group assignment althought he didn't contribute anything,and for the next semester,I WILL NEVER EVER DO THAT AGAIN AND NEVER SAME GROUP WITH HIM ANYMORE!Second,I was worried about my mom.Everytime I go back,she will complaint to me everything that my auntie did.She cannot endure anymore,seeing her suffers like this and I as a daughter can't to anything,make me feel more sad..Before I went back to KL,she keep on gave me money,keep on ask me whether I had enough money to use or not..She scared I starving because I don't have money to eat.I just want her to know don't worry about me,your daughter me is a tough person,won't die so early.God,if YOU were listened to my pray now,PLEASE!Don't let my mom suffer again at this age.She already old and can't handle it.PLEASE!!

Another jerk in my class...

Today another story to tell.Another jerk in my class!Why can't I met some sweet and humorous guy or maybe adorable and gorgeous gay?Instead,I met some hateful and act like a rascal person!I really really beh tahan lor!!!!!!!Let's name him as G.
G is my coursemate.Serious speaking,I don't really like him in especially the way he react.He like to pretend knowing everything,talk craps which is really stupid and lame craps and he is very lazy when come to do assignment!All this I can endure,what make me really pissoff today is he called me at 4am early in the morning just to call me signed for his fucking attendance since he is going to absent the class!And as you know,first thing in my hate list is DON'T DISTURB ME WHILE I WAS SLEEPING NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE!and this G already cross my boundary by doing so,and then he can be so annoying keep on call and call and call until I answer his call only he will stop calling.BUT,I didn't answer his call at all,I was so frustrated at that time then I switch off the phone.Well,you maybe think after that he will just send a message and tell me.NO!!!Ya,he did that!BUT,about 6.45am,he called again,and I don't feel like pick up the call.Guess what happen next?He didn't stop from calling me from 6.45 am to 8.15am!Can you imagine within that period,how many call he already made?Wah!!I really really hate him deep inside my heart lor!Why this guy so fucking PO MA(cantonese word) de?Screw him mann,ass hole people!!Just for his indeed,he can keep on bothering people without any second thought!Chill..chill..chill...phew~
At last,I didn't signed for him because the lecturer don't allow.Even if lecturer didn't notice,I would never sign for him!and for the assignment part,I don't care liao..If he don't do work and keep on give me a stupid excuse,I swear I will complaint to my lecturer!Don't say I never give him any chance!
grrrhhh......after all,why I care?he is not my somebody or anybody!Piss me off,and you'll get to pay for it!Don't play play with me!

PS:Listening to 林俊杰-记得

Just For Fun~

You know what had been bothering me recently?is

MONEY!!
why?
Because I don't have money to repair my car!
How come?
Because my dad haven't send me any money yet!
Why your dad haven't send you?
Well,long story..During CNY,there's suppose to have alot of business,and then here come the flood and everyone cancel the trip to Tioman since they already don't have the mood to enjoy!
Oh,I see..So how now?Your car remain like that lor?
Yes!And it's look ugly everytime I look at it.But it hurts more when I drove it on road.
How much it cost to repair it?
Well,from what I had experienced,hmm..maybe around RM700++..
Oh..How serious is your car?
Well,take a look at the picture and you will know!

*peace*
Just For Fun!Teehee~
(remind you people out there,drive carefully!)

PS:Listening to Far East Movement-Rocketeer~

我有话说。。

有些事，我不说，并不代表我不介意；
有些事，我不看，并不代表我不知道；
有些事，我不听，并不代表我不会管；
很多事情，我没说，我没问，我没看，我没管；
我在等着你给我一个解释，一个能为你自己证明清白的理由。。


PS:听着-BII-转身之后

Status update!

Current mode:STRESS!!too many assignments not yet complete!T_T

My roomate is busy doing her homework and revising her test too...Good Luck ya~!XD

PS:listening to 林俊杰-她说

哭过就好。。

每次发生事情的时候，只能一个人，躲在角落里哭。大声哭，哭到鼻塞，呕吐，眼睛睁不到的时候，我已经很久没有像现在这样地哭了。不是没有朋友哭诉，只是，没有人能了解我经历的事，他们会以为我看的开，对啊！我会在他们面前伪装，这是我的本能。可是当我一个人冷静，思考的时候，我就会放声地哭。哭过就好，我不会再为同样的事情哭第二次了。我很累，我能休息吗？

听着Bii-转身之后

I enter police station today!!!!!!!

You know what!!I VERY FUCKING PISS OFF TODAY!!!I have a long story to tell today...Never in my life,mark my word,NEVER,Never hate one person so deeply before!Today,he break my record!And from now on,I will boycott him from my friend's list!
This guy,let's name him A.
A is my coursemate,and for your information,our whole class dislike him!He talk to me about vagina on the 2nd week we met.He talk to me about breast cancer!Even my closer boy's friend,we didn't talk till that topic.Ok,fine.Group assignment,I was forced to enter his group.My other group members support my idea while we're discussing the assignment,he straight away show me that fucking face because no one support his idea.He bosong lor..Fine!I ignore as I don't want find any trouble.And today,he is the one call us come earlier to class to discuss the assignment.I overslept so I went there is about 15min late.And we met at mamak.I was surprise that I didn't saw him.My friend told me he went back.=.=!You call us come,you didn't discuss anything and you go home!fine..I was already on fire that time..Our class start at 11am,and when me and my friends want to enter class,he stop me and ask me fetch him go PD block(another UTAR buliding nearby) to participate the singing audition!Then I refuse,I told him class is going to start d,then,he beh paiseh lor..keep on beg me for fetching him go..Because of my soft-hearted,I fetch him go lor.And guess what happen the next second?
I GOT INTO CAR ACCIDENT!I BANG PEOPLE'S CAR!
This lady was driving in front me,while on the junction,she was about to turn left d,and I saw she turning,so I look through right side whether got car or not,and I didn't know she still there.Without any notice,BANG!!!
I bang into a HONDA CITY!this lady car only a few scratch,my front bumper fall down.WTH!!
Then together we went to police station since I need the report to claim insurance.Another piss me off place where alot of RACIST police!
Done with report and I'd been fine for RM300!!fucker!!Thanks to the KIND-HEARTED POLICE,he told me I only need to pay RM150.and he took away my report!He was not supposed to take it since I need it to claim insurance.That time I was a bit blur so I didn't notice about it.Then he is toooo KIND and call me come back on Monday to buy the report and pay money!I never know police was so desperate for the RM2!
After this incident,I thought IF I didn't fetch A,then I won't bang into people's car.IF I didn't fetch him,I won't enter the police station.IF I didn't fetch him,I won't pay for RM150 for nothing!and you know,I already spent alot of money for the last two month...Where should I find money since my dad haven't send me pocket money.
And from what I'd experience today,I learnt alot.
1st,In Malaysia's law,as long as your car bang people's car ass,you are wrong!No matter how you explain to the police!
2nd,Malaysia's car really really very very very lousy!!I bang quite harsh and the lady's car nothing.Because is HONDA!mine pulak bumper fall down.WHY?because the car is made of plastic!
3rd,if can,NEVER ENTER POLICE STATION!What my friend say was right!THEY TREAT YOU LIKE PRISONER althought or maybe you just go there pay your saman,yet they still shout at you for nothing!Police station=one bunch of uneducated person!
4th,I will never ever being that kind anymore!not to someone I only know for 1month!
Last,one last word to scold>
CIBAI LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sampat!~

Something I found interesting while driving on the road..

YA!WE KNOW D!NO PARKING!*put so many,aigoo*

5 traffic lights!this is crazyyyy!!!!!

PS:OneRepublic-Secrets

谢谢你！

谢谢你让我知道，原来你活得很好。

看来没有我这个朋友，你依然还是那么地开心。。

那祝你活得比以前更悲伤吧！

Not in mood..

If I would know that this new year would be that meaningless & bored,then I would rather don't want come home.Since in my family,there's no reunion for us,so I don't rush to go home and celebrate.After all this is what reunion for,right.For the past 20years,Dad never come back and celebrate new year because he has to take care of his PRECIOUS business,and now my eldest brother already married,my 2nd brother always go out,left me,mom,uncle,aunt at home.Well,don't feel sad for me since I already get used to it.This holiday is very short,tomorrow have to go back to study life liao..I don't feel any holiday mood either,lots of assignment to complete,less outings since people around me is busy with their famly gathering..and now my relatives all is forcing me to go back tomorrow early in the morning!why they even care?Ya,they did care since this is the chance to get me and my mom quarrel..
Next year,if the holiday end for three days,then I would choose to go Tioman and help my father business.At least I no need face all kinds of thing at here.

Bye Malacca~!

PS:listening to Sam Tsui-Just a dream

Kepada Alaq yg Dihormati...haha...XD

Current mood:SUCKS!

Reason:One of my bff is leaving me and pursue her study in Australia for 5years!tell me lar,how am I going to handle this kind of situation??
Here's the special post I'm gonna dedicated to her..Don't feel touch ya..XD

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Dear my alaq,
You know,I really hate this kind of feeling whenever people around me left me here and go somewhere far away from me where I can't even see them. I decide not to send you off at airport because I know that once I do that,I will tears non-stop.I know you will come back once a year,and that already torturing me.what to do,I'm a person full of emotion,thoughts....suka suka nangis,suka suka ketawa..But apart from it,I'm happy for you.Happy that finally you can go Australia to study,do something that you always want to do,you can find mat salleh there and flirt with them(jkjk)...haha..XD
Anyway,I not going to say those grandma story,how we met lar,this lar...What I want to say is:
1st-must always punctual whenever come to pray ya..
2nd-take care of yourself and don't eat too much..saya punya kawan yg study kat oversea punya AKIHIRNYA jadi gemuk..
3rd-I know you wouldn't do that but still I want to remind you,YOU CAN FLIRT BUT JANGAN BUAT HAL YA,I don't want one day you come back and bring a child with you...hehe..
4th-do always keep in touch with thou you were busy,at least a message will make me happy...

I will always miss you even when I tengah buang air besar..hehe..muakks..


This necklace is the prettiest I had ever seen before,not to praise you,but BETUL!

SAYA SAYANG AWAK SELAMA-LAMANYA,ALAQ ASHIQIN..
muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuakkkkkkkssssssss.....

PS:listening to Avril Lavigne-When you're gone

I was SOO into this guy~!!!!

You know what?I was soooooo obssessed with this guy!!!!His voice is really killing me!!!!
Guess who>>>


Sam Tsui~!!

Biodata:
Samuel Tsui-a Chinese American musician

He is best known for covering and performing songs by popular artists, as well as original medleys and mashups.

Please listen to this song
Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie-Just A Dream by Nelly
Great voice,great looking!!

>LINK<

Gosh,he is older than me by one year!!How good if he was my boyfriend..I will make him talk to me 24hours non-stop with his voice..haha..XD
Handsome+Unique voice=PERFECT

PS:listening to Big Bang-Oh My Baby..
안녕

what a delightful day ..XD

You know!I'm really piss off today!Especially early in the morning..

Today is my first day going university to study..It's suppose to be a very very happy and excited mode..
My campus located at PJ area..there's a lot of branch at there..all is under FCI(Faculty of Creative Industry)..Different branch,different major..
because is student area,so the parking is limited..So,I just parked my car nearby the cold storage there..and thanks to the MBPJ,they didn't even build the parking machine for us driver to insert syiling and get the ticket..Not like Malacca,use coupon=every problem solve!
CONCLUSION,
I'B FINE FOR RM100!!

Screw you,POLICE!!!

Look at the saman paper,it's so long..like writting an essay!Ya,I know I kena saman!
Dear police,you don't need repeated so many time in the paper,half page enough,don't you know how to recycle the paper,ASS HOLE?

argh!!Don't care lar!I'll wait till discount baru go pay..

Song to recommend this week:

G-Dragon & TOP-Knockout


>LINK<

(sad thing,this song is banned due to the lyric..But it's cool you know!enjoy~~)

G-D,G-D babe babe~!♥

PS:listening to G-D & TOP-high high..

我是一个幸运的女人！！

缘分-真的是很奇妙。虽然这句话很普遍，而且听起来很土，但是，不得不说这是真的！
举个例子吧，就那我身边发生的是来说。
1.我二哥和他现在的女朋友
-原以为他们是大学认识的。但原来，他们是小学同学，而且还要是同班同学。就这样，走在一起啦！
2.我在吉隆坡遇见了我大哥的好朋友
-想也知道，吉隆坡这么大的城市，却能让我遇见他。他要了我联络号码，并告诉我，如果有任何事情，我随时都能给他打个电话。哈哈。。我只能说，我人生中有很多贵人，尤其是今年。

说真的，我很庆幸我有一堆数不清的朋友，我有两个笨蛋哥哥，一个很会念我，一个很幼稚。我有一个我重男轻女的爸爸，但事实并没有我想的那样，最终他也出钱让我上大学啦。还有一个怪妈妈，爽爽给我来个唱大戏。就这样，够了。我不要求多。。我只要我自己过着没有眼泪的日子，那么，对我来说，就是完美！

hor...我又要挨饿了！过了新年，才有口袋钱。。

PS:听着玄彬-那男的（都快哭了，这么感人的歌）