坏人，你好!

最近，学乖了,学会了,学懂了,学假笑了，学聪明了,学不哭了，学坚强了，学成熟了,学想开了,学接受了,学放开了。
原来学会很多东西,真的会让自己好过点。
经历那么多事情,我想,除了我自己,没有人会了解那种被人伤了又伤的心。
恭喜我,谢谢我的心,还在。。
我的身躯,你辛苦了。放心，我不会再让你受委屈了。
是时候，报复了。。
好人,再见了。
坏人，你好!请多指教!

PissssssssOfffff!!

Recently,some of my friends come and consult me about their love life.They ask whether they should broke up with their boyfriend or not and bla bla bla..Ok!Here's the thing.From the story they told me,is obviously that guy don't love you anymore.He just played with your feeling.And you people still want to stick with him.Let's say that guy cheated, if you ask me what should you do,obviously I will tell you to break up with him.At last,you didn't take my advice and get back to him.For God's sake!Then stop posting those sad quote on Twitter or Facebook!It's annoying!

And to outsiders, Don't say I'm cruel to advice people break off,this is reality!And I'm just telling the fact and analyze out the whole situation.Hello there!Don't pretend to be angel and comfort people to get back to her boyfriend,you are adding more salt on her wound!So,stop saying I'm bad!I'm just doing the right thing for the sake of my friend not to get hurt!

Lesson Learnt!

I'd never really learnt my lesson from the things that happened around me until I fall down, I get backstabbed, I get hurt, I cried, then I know I really in pain. It's been a year since I studied in UTAR, peoples, things that happened here is really not as easy as I thought at the first place. For all what I've done in the past, I should learn to be smart and alert. Till something happened recently make me totally wake up from the dream and pull me back in reality.Ya,something that I'd never thought it would happened on him neither me as as friend of him. A guy who really close to me cheated on his girlfriend. He told me that he got nothing to do with that bitch, is that bitch flirt over him. I chose to believe him. After all, is just another lie, another story that created by him to make me believe he is a loyal guy. This time, a million thanks to him that I'd learnt my lesson!Thanks to him, don't trust much on the person that you knew for one year!One year means nothing!Unless you get through all the hard time with him or her.Secondly, learn not to care much on things surrounding you even is your close friend. They are not you, they don't care or understand the way you feel. For them, is just a matter of stuff they played when they get bored.
Friend Forever this two word only exist when you with your BFFs.Because BFFs is the one that take years to build up and not easily to break.


PS:listening to Greyson Chance-Waiting outside the lines

教训，来的太迟了。。

一个星期过了，那对情侣,那件事情，就这样过了。好像刚刚下了一场过云雨似的。男劈腿，女的选择原谅她。原因是因为她太过爱他，甚至爱胜过自己的家人，没有他,不能活下去。我只能说,女孩,别傻了。这个世界没有永恒的爱,就算让你遇到了，那也会是短暂的。他劈腿一次,就有第二次，第三次,你明知道,但你却选择沉默。值得吗?我不想劝你了。。
而我，原来都在逃避着这事情。我才发觉我失去了一个朋友。虽然说不在意,但毕竟是一年的朋友。
我想,已经很难再让我去相信任何人了，尤其是男生。你们的谎言太真实了，我不知道如何要应付。请原谅我的自私,我不想再受伤了。

诚实做自己有时候很难。。

我总会这样告诉我朋友：“你想太多啦！” “你很喜欢胡思乱想” “别想那么多啦！” 但不知从何开始，原来我也一样，喜欢胡思乱想。当一个人的时候，就会想起以前的自己，做过了什么疯狂的事情，说了什么狠毒的话，讲过谁人的是非，骂了很粗的粗口。
以前，很讨厌自己一个人，默默地，哭着，笑著，烦着，哀着。现在，已经不会再那么想了。因为当你一个人的时候，真的很自在，很开心。虽然偶尔会寂寞，但总比每天戴着面具来得好。

一个人，不用强颜欢笑，不用理会别人，置身于外，不用说话，不用烦着，不用看别人脸色。我想，我越来越喜欢这感觉了。

有时候，当我把心里的话告诉别人时，真的很希望有人会了解，为什么我会这样，为什么我心情会不好，不乞求别的，只希望偶尔有人站在我的立场想，有人和我一起奋斗，让这场战变得更有意思。别人只会意味着地怪你，说你的不是，杯葛你，怨你，但从不试着去了解你。

PS:给担心我朋友的你们，放心，我没有emo,只是想说出心底话。

“诚实做自己有时候很难”－魔幻力量《我是谁》

我再也不会是我自己了。。

我想,我再也找不到上课的乐趣了·这个地方,我不爱·这边的人,我不喜欢·我已经快乐不起来了·面对着每个人,还要強颜欢笑。真心的朋友,只有心里最清楚。心里受的伤,只有自己最清楚。谢谢你,S先生,如果没有发生这件事,我也不会学会,原来放下,我也可以那么开心。原来当你被伤得没自觉的时候,一切人和事物，对你来说,已经不重要了。哭过就好了，下此,我不会为了同样的事情,同一个人,而哭了。我不会再回去当时的那个我了，因为我没有在住那里了。以后，不要怪我无情。请你记得,是你,让我变成了另外一个人。我的改变，只为了保护自己不再被伤害。

学不会

以前，有委屈的时候，我都会选择写在部落格，或者写在日记上。但我很久没这么做了。反之，我把想说的话告诉身边最亲的人，但却换来他们的欺骗。现在的我，已经麻木了，被骗得糊涂了。为什么连最亲的朋友，都要骗？如果我的故事换来你的谎言，那么我能用我的信任换来我们的友情吗?已经在这个地方一年多了，本以为自己很会看透人，原来我还有很多地方需要学习。现在的我，已经分不清谁是好，谁是坏。因为大家都戴着同一面具。
朋友，这一块，我想，我需要放开了。不要那么在意，那么我也不会那么受伤。

小人们，你赢了！我输了！请不要再在我的伤口上撒盐了。。我伤不起。。

 

“总是学不会 再聪明一点” -林俊杰《学不会》-

我想，我已经很久没有写部落格的习惯了。有很多事情，当我无法告诉别人的时候，真的很想在这发泄一下，但是，却又很懒惰去写。最近，发生了很多事，真的很多。。于是，我用了最蠢的方式，逃离了这些事情。上完课，我只告诉两个人，之后，我就逃回马六甲了。我知道，逃避不能解决问题，但至少，在这一刻，我只想回家。回家的路上，我哭了。一边抽泣着，一边驾着车。已经很久没有这么大声地哭了。整个星期下来，我没有一天是睡好的，每天带着压力，害怕的心情睡觉。醒来的时候，又害怕，不知什么时候，会被别人捅一刀，又或者会与谁人吵一架，真的很烦！以为和我最亲的朋友，会谅解，到后来，又吵架。真的很累要去解释。我只想告诉你，我累了。不想和你继续吵下去，每次吵架，你永远都认为自己是对的，又不要改掉你那公主病，这样下去，做朋友也没意思。每次都是我，低声下气跟你说对不起，却从来没听你说抱歉。我的忍耐也有限度的。连最基本的信任，你都没有，那何必迁就彼此来维持这段友谊呢？算了。。
还有你们这一班小人，别以为我不知道你在我背后做了什么，别以为我看起来那么好欺负，不出声，不代表我不会做任何报复，我只是等着最好的时机，一次过，还给你们。。
等着瞧吧！

There's a thing call MARRIAGE..

You know there's a strange thing where people has the same age with you is getting married!And this thing happened almost everyday.Everyday,I heard my friend say: " Hey, you know who who is getting married?"First came across my mind is: Did she pregnant?But I never thought that actually all of us are getting older.Not to mention that I'm actually 22 years old!Fuck yeah!

Some of my friends married at the age of 20 and now have two or three kids and they live happily after!puiks~HAPPILY EVER AFTER?I doubt that!I don't believe there's a thing in this world call FOREVER!

You won't be forever young,you won't be forever smart,you won't be forever a kid to your parents.Nothing in this world is last forever!So,if you were in a relationship,never told your partner,I LOVE YOU forever,is just a bullshit.If love is forever,why there's exist a word call AFFAIR?and why there are third party in a married life?

I like being single SOMETIMES. I don't have to worry about money,friends,time etc..

My male friends always come and told me their problem with their girlfriend.Yet I had to tell them don't worry,it's gonna be fine.

Fine?I don't think so.Some already dating for 5 years,maybe they don't realize,actually their relationship is getting meaningless.No more surprise,no more common topic,no one willing do move the first step and no more sweetness when they first met.All they have is RESPONSIBILITY.

That's why I always told my friend that I will have second or third marriage in my life.Not because I don't love him but because I knew that one day we are more suitable to become friends rather than husband and wife.He might be sick of my attitude and I might be hate him for being too nice to me.

You have to let go in order to grab a new one which are not really nice to you but he loves you.

So just go on and enjoy your love triangle~

PS:listening to Adele-Someone like you

Random..

Various song to recommend this week:

1st: Vanness Wu ft Ryan Tedder-Is this All

Download: >Link<

2nd: 梁文音 孩子

Download: >Link<

My all time favourite（damn love the lyrics)

谢佳见－谢谢寂寞

Download:>Link<

♪♪♪最后还是要谢谢你寂寞 混乱的思绪终于能放空♪♪♪

PS:listening to Se7en-와줘

PPS:I'm going to rot sooner or later staying at home do nothing!

Happy 2012!

It's 2012!

Live you life,enjoy the precious moment with your friends and family!

Live no regret as this might be the end of the world!

Stay tuned for the upcoming post!

Chaos! <3

我不管了！

主动久了，你就会累。累了，你就会对你四周围的人和事物感到很反感。到你真的反感到一种地步，你就会开始把自己藏起来。你不想人家找到你，但你又渴望别人知道你的藏处。人就是那么地犯贱。

你们这些人，我不管了。

“Don't trust too much,don't hope too much and don't love too much.Because that TOO MUCH can hurt you so much!”

一点都没错！那个太多让我变得很堕落！

陪我的叫寂寞，陪你的叫什么？

PS:听着谢佳见－谢谢寂寞

Guys with a sexy voice

Know why women are so in love with Bruno Mars?He is not handsome,he is not fair,he has a darker skin yet everyone love him!It's easy,because he had the voice that not every men had it.Heavy+sad!Give him a  bad lyrics and poor melody,he can manage to sing it well too~!

Heart melted when I listened to this~!T_T

(I would marry the guy if he sing this song in front of me!XD)

Anyway,I'm obsess with this guy recently-Tanner Patrick

Another youtube artist with a nice voice and good looking face!!

Another Sam Tsui!

 

Guys,

 It doesn't matter if you are ugly,at least you have a good personality.

If you don't have a good personality,it's ok because you have a good voice.

If you don't have both,I suggest you better go for surgery.

There's no point you live in this world with an ugly face,bad attitude and a horrible voice!

XD

Au revoir <3

PS:listening to Bruno Mars-It will rain!

最熟悉的陌生人

夜深了 又失眠了

一个人对着电脑 写下这一刻的心情

昨晚又梦见了你 醒了 我哭了

心在痛着 想着以前我们一起的回忆 想着你和我拥有一样的秘密

我知道 现在你过的很好 有一班值得你去守护的人 那么 以前的我们 去了哪里

以前那个单纯的你 去了哪里 为什么要躲着我 我们的友谊算什么 而我 又算什么

在你面前 我坚强不起来 在我面前 你伪装得很好

或许你依然记得我的笑容 因为你再也看不到我的眼泪了

你赢了 我输了 我们变成陌生人了

There's a bitch name Y

I got lot of things wanna say,wanna complain,wanna update in my blog,but I have no time.
I'm too busy with assignments,relationship,conflicts..
Recently,there's a conflict happened between me and that a bitch named Y.
I should listened to my BFF earlier on not to stay with your course mate or else you are digging your own grave!Perhaps,I already buried myself inside the grave.
At first,this Y was kind,show her generous to us,show how polite she is,even now she still wearing that mask.
My hatred towards her is not begin just with a small matter,but I had tolerate her for several times.I'm not saying that I'm perfect or I'm a kind woman who can forgive anyone!Her attitude make me sick!
She acts as though like she is a princess!She acts like she know everything(Helo!You're not Wikipedia mann!)She acts like she very good in everything(You are not a computer either!)
All she know is how to ACT!
All these things I don't care,what make me dislike her is her PRINCESS attitude!
In conclusion,she never satisfied with what a friend do thing for her!She demands more!Whatever good need she do,she wants pay back!She want people to know how kind she is.All the credits she take.
Well,I don't hate her,instead I thank her for teaching me a lesson.A person like her is not in my friend list..

PS:listening to Justin Bieber-Mistletoe

Short updates....

A lot of things happened around me recently.Sad,happy,angry,frustrated...But mostly is all happy moment...
Let me summarize in short:
1st,getting tired being a good people,especially towards the one who live under the same roof with you.
2nd,getting more frustrated towards the fake people!The more they fake their lies,their smile,the more you get sick of it and turns out you become one of them.And this is my current status in KL.
3rd,get a chance to work at two concert recently,thanks to my bff.Earn less,but I learn a new experience!
4th,my 21st birthday celebration passed with a blast.Have tasted a ice-cream mask!WTF!present is getting less as I getting old..T^T
5th,9people same birthday in a month!Celebrate more than 3times!I'm officially broke!
6th,feel good to get drunk!When you drunk,you don't remember what you've done.
7th,short sem-TIRED!damn all the lectures and assignments!

That's all I guess..Will update soon if I'm free to do so.

PS:need to go clubbing next week to relax myself!YEAH!!XD
PPS:I finally meet my imaginary husband-Nichkhun and my imaginary mother in law-His family!lalala~

Listening to Bruno Mars-It will rain..bye~!

Holiday is over,New Sem started!

Sorry for not updating my blog recently,had been busy for some stuff.You know,a famous person like me always full booked and dated with her schedule!Anyway,my three weeks sem break is over and new sem just started last week.Since is a short sem,my timetable pack like hell,fuck up with the school system,like to change student's timetable without telling them!Surprise!Was piss off with the officer yet I can't do anything to them!Can't sue them!Damn!And now I got Saturday class,AWESOMENESS!
Thou,I still enjoy life!During my sem break,
I watched Lives of Omission,I know I'm late BUT this drama is awesome!The two main actor is damn macho!


Then,I played with my Mac,learn a lot of new function from it!XD

Ok,that's the end of my holidays!T_T
Here come the new sem,first of all-FOOD!
Went to Poco which situated at Sunway Giza,a shop owned by a couple,it's all about japanese food,but,there's a another Poco located at Bangsar(Google yourself).

 

 

 Handmade Tofu Cake-Bestseller！

 Comment:So call the bestseller but taste like hell!They combined the cheese with the tofu,the taste is weird!Even my friend who like to eat tofu,they don't really prefer it!In conclusion,not all the bestseller food taste nice,it depends on individual..

 Omelete with curry

Comment:Hmm..just a normal fry nice with the curry paste from mamak stall..

 Beef Katsu curry rice

Comment: I don't eat beef,according to my friend,the taste is ok.

 Hamburger

Comment:I ordered the wrong one,thought is chicken,but is beef actually.The beef taste not bad.

Overall,the food is just ok,but is not worth for the price!

Tonight was suppose to go Chillis',since it's Saturday,a long queue,so we decided to go Kim Gary Hong Kong Restaurant at Midvalley!Wow,the food is awesome and 100 times better than Wong Kok!

 Since this is FOC,so the taste also.....Sucks!

 

Hot and spicy noodles with pork chop in "Typhoon Shelter" style

Comment:Erm,taste weird,if you are a garlic lover,you might be like it.

 A-mix set meal(Ham,pork,chicken with garlic paste)

Comment: You can choose the paste according to your taste-black pepper,garlic,tomato,it's nice!

 E-mix set meal with black pepper

Hong Kong style baked rice with cheese pork chop

Comment:Awesome!Nice!It's not too cheesy,best combination with the pork chop!

That's all from now,chaos~!

Happy Halloween Day everyone!

PS:listening to Selena Gomez-Love you like a love song

W.O.M.E.N

WARNING:WOMEN BEWARE,IT'S A SENSITIVE ISSUE ABOUT YOU!DON'T READ IT UNLESS YOU'RE OPEN MINDED PERSON!

Women are mean through their reaction,their speaking.

People always say:"宁得罪小人，莫得罪女人！”

It's true!You rather offend anyone but not women!They are one kind of animal when they feel unsecured,they will attack!In other word,they are good in payback.

I would say that most of the woman are selfish,arrogant,fierce,bitchy,fake,emotional,calculative,bla bla bla etc.

Left those small percentage of women are kind,helpful..

Well,I'm in between..

Know why would I say that?It's because that nowadays I have been seeing,hearing the story of women around me.

First, the pretty women sure marry to a not so good looking aka ugly men.

Reason:It's either this guy is so damn rich and having 4-5 Lamborghini at his garage or there's a real love exist between them.(Well,the probability is 30% out of 100% perhaps?)

Second,when come to guy,any kind of guy,as long as a person with a two balls down and one penis,you will surely get attention from the girls!You will soon realized the girl has change to another person with a more aggressive attitude.Pretend to be weak,give the "5 cent face", try to get the sympathy from the guy!(Nah,I used to do that too,BUT,to my father and brother!XD)

Third,to those so call POPULAR women,they will ignored their girlfriends and stick to those POPULAR men as well,but when they in trouble,they will come to you!They don't often mix with the chi-ed,middle class or low class people.They think they are too way high class thou~!

What I'm trying to say is 

If you want to be original,then be prepare to be copied!

To women:Be a girl with a mind,a bitch with an attitude,a lady with class!

To guy:Don't expect every girl are the same,every girl is limited edition!

PS:listening to Avril Lavigne-Complicated

A boring holiday

So,my sem break just started!I only have one big plan during this three weeks holiday:

Yes!Everyone think is impossible for me to do it, my mom don't support me either.

Nevermind,I know I can do it IF I want to..

Bought three books yesterday and planned to finish it within a week..

 

Haiz..my holiday is kinda bored.

PS：Listening to Christina Perri-Jar of Heart

New Korean Drama....

This month,a nice korean drama to introduce-Spy Myung Wol

Starring:Eric(SHinWa leader),Han Ye Seul

I'll give a 7 out of 10 rating as the ending part is not really make sense.

Eric is getting more macho after released from the army!hahaha!All time favourite!

My favourite part~damn touching!!

Just finished watching TVD Season 3!Damn!My Ian Somerhalder is getting hotter and hotter!!*nose bleed*

PS:listening to Monday Kiz-Goodbye my Princess.