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March 31, 2012

我想,我已经很久没有写部落格的习惯了。有很多事情,当我无法告诉别人的时候,真的很想在这发泄一下,但是,却又很懒惰去写。最近,发生了很多事,真的很多。。于是,我用了最蠢的方式,逃离了这些事情。上完课,我只告诉两个人,之后,我就逃回马六甲了。我知道,逃避不能解决问题,但至少,在这一刻,我只想回家。回家的路上,我哭了。一边抽泣着,一边驾着车。已经很久没有这么大声地哭了。整个星期下来,我没有一天是睡好的,每天带着压力,害怕的心情睡觉。醒来的时候,又害怕,不知什么时候,会被别人捅一刀,又或者会与谁人吵一架,真的很烦!以为和我最亲的朋友,会谅解,到后来,又吵架。真的很累要去解释。我只想告诉你,我累了。不想和你继续吵下去,每次吵架,你永远都认为自己是对的,又不要改掉你那公主病,这样下去,做朋友也没意思。每次都是我,低声下气跟你说对不起,却从来没听你说抱歉。我的忍耐也有限度的。连最基本的信任,你都没有,那何必迁就彼此来维持这段友谊呢?算了。。
还有你们这一班小人,别以为我不知道你在我背后做了什么,别以为我看起来那么好欺负,不出声,不代表我不会做任何报复,我只是等着最好的时机,一次过,还给你们。。
等着瞧吧!

February 25, 2012

There's a thing call MARRIAGE..

You know there's a strange thing where people has the same age with you is getting married!And this thing happened almost everyday.Everyday,I heard my friend say: " Hey, you know who who is getting married?"First came across my mind is: Did she pregnant?But I never thought that actually all of us are getting older.Not to mention that I'm actually 22 years old!Fuck yeah!
Some of my friends married at the age of 20 and now have two or three kids and they live happily after!puiks~HAPPILY EVER AFTER?I doubt that!I don't believe there's a thing in this world call FOREVER!
You won't be forever young,you won't be forever smart,you won't be forever a kid to your parents.Nothing in this world is last forever!So,if you were in a relationship,never told your partner,I LOVE YOU forever,is just a bullshit.If love is forever,why there's exist a word call AFFAIR?and why there are third party in a married life?
I like being single SOMETIMES. I don't have to worry about money,friends,time etc..
My male friends always come and told me their problem with their girlfriend.Yet I had to tell them don't worry,it's gonna be fine.
Fine?I don't think so.Some already dating for 5 years,maybe they don't realize,actually their relationship is getting meaningless.No more surprise,no more common topic,no one willing do move the first step and no more sweetness when they first met.All they have is RESPONSIBILITY.
That's why I always told my friend that I will have second or third marriage in my life.Not because I don't love him but because I knew that one day we are more suitable to become friends rather than husband and wife.He might be sick of my attitude and I might be hate him for being too nice to me.
You have to let go in order to grab a new one which are not really nice to you but he loves you.
So just go on and enjoy your love triangle~

PS:listening to Adele-Someone like you

January 6, 2012

Random..

Various song to recommend this week:

1st: Vanness Wu ft Ryan Tedder-Is this All
Download: >Link<

2nd: 梁文音 孩子
Download: >Link<

My all time favourite(damn love the lyrics)
谢佳见-谢谢寂寞
Download:>Link<

♪♪♪最后还是要谢谢你寂寞 混乱的思绪终于能放空♪♪♪



PS:listening to Se7en-와줘
PPS:I'm going to rot sooner or later staying at home do nothing!

January 5, 2012

Happy 2012!

It's 2012!
Live you life,enjoy the precious moment with your friends and family!
Live no regret as this might be the end of the world!
Stay tuned for the upcoming post!
Chaos! <3


December 26, 2011

我不管了!

主动久了,你就会累。累了,你就会对你四周围的人和事物感到很反感。到你真的反感到一种地步,你就会开始把自己藏起来。你不想人家找到你,但你又渴望别人知道你的藏处。人就是那么地犯贱。
你们这些人,我不管了。

“Don't trust too much,don't hope too much and don't love too much.Because that TOO MUCH can hurt you so much!”



一点都没错!那个太多让我变得很堕落!


陪我的叫寂寞,陪你的叫什么?




PS:听着谢佳见-谢谢寂寞

December 22, 2011

Guys with a sexy voice

Know why women are so in love with Bruno Mars?He is not handsome,he is not fair,he has a darker skin yet everyone love him!It's easy,because he had the voice that not every men had it.Heavy+sad!Give him a  bad lyrics and poor melody,he can manage to sing it well too~!


Heart melted when I listened to this~!T_T
(I would marry the guy if he sing this song in front of me!XD)


Anyway,I'm obsess with this guy recently-Tanner Patrick
Another youtube artist with a nice voice and good looking face!!
Another Sam Tsui!

 

Guys,
 It doesn't matter if you are ugly,at least you have a good personality.
If you don't have a good personality,it's ok because you have a good voice.
If you don't have both,I suggest you better go for surgery.
There's no point you live in this world with an ugly face,bad attitude and a horrible voice!
XD

Au revoir <3

PS:listening to Bruno Mars-It will rain!

December 5, 2011

最熟悉的陌生人


夜深了 又失眠了
一个人对着电脑 写下这一刻的心情
昨晚又梦见了你 醒了 我哭了
心在痛着 想着以前我们一起的回忆 想着你和我拥有一样的秘密
我知道 现在你过的很好 有一班值得你去守护的人 那么 以前的我们 去了哪里
以前那个单纯的你 去了哪里 为什么要躲着我 我们的友谊算什么 而我 又算什么
在你面前 我坚强不起来 在我面前 你伪装得很好
或许你依然记得我的笑容 因为你再也看不到我的眼泪了
你赢了 我输了 我们变成陌生人了

December 1, 2011

There's a bitch name Y

I got lot of things wanna say,wanna complain,wanna update in my blog,but I have no time.
I'm too busy with assignments,relationship,conflicts..
Recently,there's a conflict happened between me and that a bitch named Y.
I should listened to my BFF earlier on not to stay with your course mate or else you are digging your own grave!Perhaps,I already buried myself inside the grave.
At first,this Y was kind,show her generous to us,show how polite she is,even now she still wearing that mask.
My hatred towards her is not begin just with a small matter,but I had tolerate her for several times.I'm not saying that I'm perfect or I'm a kind woman who can forgive anyone!Her attitude make me sick!
She acts as though like she is a princess!She acts like she know everything(Helo!You're not Wikipedia mann!)She acts like she very good in everything(You are not a computer either!)
All she know is how to ACT!
All these things I don't care,what make me dislike her is her PRINCESS attitude!
In conclusion,she never satisfied with what a friend do thing for her!She demands more!Whatever good need she do,she wants pay back!She want people to know how kind she is.All the credits she take.
Well,I don't hate her,instead I thank her for teaching me a lesson.A person like her is not in my friend list..

PS:listening to Justin Bieber-Mistletoe

November 28, 2011

Short updates....

A lot of things happened around me recently.Sad,happy,angry,frustrated...But mostly is all happy moment...
Let me summarize in short:
1st,getting tired being a good people,especially towards the one who live under the same roof with you.
2nd,getting more frustrated towards the fake people!The more they fake their lies,their smile,the more you get sick of it and turns out you become one of them.And this is my current status in KL.
3rd,get a chance to work at two concert recently,thanks to my bff.Earn less,but I learn a new experience!
4th,my 21st birthday celebration passed with a blast.Have tasted a ice-cream mask!WTF!present is getting less as I getting old..T^T
5th,9people same birthday in a month!Celebrate more than 3times!I'm officially broke!
6th,feel good to get drunk!When you drunk,you don't remember what you've done.
7th,short sem-TIRED!damn all the lectures and assignments!

That's all I guess..Will update soon if I'm free to do so.

PS:need to go clubbing next week to relax myself!YEAH!!XD
PPS:I finally meet my imaginary husband-Nichkhun and my imaginary mother in law-His family!lalala~

Listening to Bruno Mars-It will rain..bye~!

October 30, 2011

Holiday is over,New Sem started!

Sorry for not updating my blog recently,had been busy for some stuff.You know,a famous person like me always full booked and dated with her schedule!Anyway,my three weeks sem break is over and new sem just started last week.Since is a short sem,my timetable pack like hell,fuck up with the school system,like to change student's timetable without telling them!Surprise!Was piss off with the officer yet I can't do anything to them!Can't sue them!Damn!And now I got Saturday class,AWESOMENESS!
Thou,I still enjoy life!During my sem break,
I watched Lives of Omission,I know I'm late BUT this drama is awesome!The two main actor is damn macho!


Then,I played with my Mac,learn a lot of new function from it!XD

Ok,that's the end of my holidays!T_T
Here come the new sem,first of all-FOOD!
Went to Poco which situated at Sunway Giza,a shop owned by a couple,it's all about japanese food,but,there's a another Poco located at Bangsar(Google yourself).
 
 



 Handmade Tofu Cake-Bestseller!
 Comment:So call the bestseller but taste like hell!They combined the cheese with the tofu,the taste is weird!Even my friend who like to eat tofu,they don't really prefer it!In conclusion,not all the bestseller food taste nice,it depends on individual..

 Omelete with curry
Comment:Hmm..just a normal fry nice with the curry paste from mamak stall..


 Beef Katsu curry rice
Comment: I don't eat beef,according to my friend,the taste is ok.

 Hamburger
Comment:I ordered the wrong one,thought is chicken,but is beef actually.The beef taste not bad.

Overall,the food is just ok,but is not worth for the price!

Tonight was suppose to go Chillis',since it's Saturday,a long queue,so we decided to go Kim Gary Hong Kong Restaurant at Midvalley!Wow,the food is awesome and 100 times better than Wong Kok!


 Since this is FOC,so the taste also.....Sucks!


Hot and spicy noodles with pork chop in "Typhoon Shelter" style
Comment:Erm,taste weird,if you are a garlic lover,you might be like it.

 A-mix set meal(Ham,pork,chicken with garlic paste)
Comment: You can choose the paste according to your taste-black pepper,garlic,tomato,it's nice!


 E-mix set meal with black pepper


Hong Kong style baked rice with cheese pork chop
Comment:Awesome!Nice!It's not too cheesy,best combination with the pork chop!


That's all from now,chaos~!
Happy Halloween Day everyone!

PS:listening to Selena Gomez-Love you like a love song


September 29, 2011

W.O.M.E.N

WARNING:WOMEN BEWARE,IT'S A SENSITIVE ISSUE ABOUT YOU!DON'T READ IT UNLESS YOU'RE OPEN MINDED PERSON!


Women are mean through their reaction,their speaking.
People always say:"宁得罪小人,莫得罪女人!”
It's true!You rather offend anyone but not women!They are one kind of animal when they feel unsecured,they will attack!In other word,they are good in payback.
I would say that most of the woman are selfish,arrogant,fierce,bitchy,fake,emotional,calculative,bla bla bla etc.
Left those small percentage of women are kind,helpful..
Well,I'm in between..
Know why would I say that?It's because that nowadays I have been seeing,hearing the story of women around me.
First, the pretty women sure marry to a not so good looking aka ugly men.
Reason:It's either this guy is so damn rich and having 4-5 Lamborghini at his garage or there's a real love exist between them.(Well,the probability is 30% out of 100% perhaps?)
Second,when come to guy,any kind of guy,as long as a person with a two balls down and one penis,you will surely get attention from the girls!You will soon realized the girl has change to another person with a more aggressive attitude.Pretend to be weak,give the "5 cent face", try to get the sympathy from the guy!(Nah,I used to do that too,BUT,to my father and brother!XD)
Third,to those so call POPULAR women,they will ignored their girlfriends and stick to those POPULAR men as well,but when they in trouble,they will come to you!They don't often mix with the chi-ed,middle class or low class people.They think they are too way high class thou~!
What I'm trying to say is 
If you want to be original,then be prepare to be copied!
To women:Be a girl with a mind,a bitch with an attitude,a lady with class!

To guy:Don't expect every girl are the same,every girl is limited edition!


PS:listening to Avril Lavigne-Complicated


September 27, 2011

A boring holiday

So,my sem break just started!I only have one big plan during this three weeks holiday:


Yes!Everyone think is impossible for me to do it, my mom don't support me either.
Nevermind,I know I can do it IF I want to..


Bought three books yesterday and planned to finish it within a week..


Haiz..my holiday is kinda bored.

PS:Listening to Christina Perri-Jar of Heart

September 19, 2011

New Korean Drama....

This month,a nice korean drama to introduce-Spy Myung Wol
Starring:Eric(SHinWa leader),Han Ye Seul


I'll give a 7 out of 10 rating as the ending part is not really make sense.
Eric is getting more macho after released from the army!hahaha!All time favourite!

My favourite part~damn touching!!

Just finished watching TVD Season 3!Damn!My Ian Somerhalder is getting hotter and hotter!!*nose bleed*

PS:listening to Monday Kiz-Goodbye my Princess.

September 7, 2011

Difference between educated people and uneducated people

I was supposed to write about pride on this post.Then after come back from outside, I decided to write about this incident.Make me pissoff with nowadays M*lays..

No offence to any M*lays out there..Don't read it if you feel insult!

Here's the first story:
Last week,I was driving around my house area in PJ,was on the way to school.While driving,on the other hand I'm texting with my friend.As far as I concern,I didn't go over people's lane.I just stay and drive smoothly on my lane as there's a heavy traffic jam.Then suddenly a motorcyclist stop by my car and knock my window.He's giving me signal of " NO HANDPHONE" while driving.
Pardon me,ass hole!I'm driving on my lane and it's my freedom of what I'm doing in my car.You are no one to scold me.Even if I got caught by police or accident,it's my business!I have money to bribe the police and insurance to pay for my medical bill!In fact,you're the one who suppose to be blamed.You are fetching your kids to school,don't you know that your illegal turning will cause her/him to death?Selfish people like you is the main reason of increasing percentage in accident.

Second story which is happened not long ago.I was fetching my friend go to school.When reach the junction,it's actually a one way road.Here's come the car which is just turn in to the road.I almost reach the main road and the driver were about to turn in.So,who is the one suppose to reverse her car and make the other go through first?And then,there's come another motorcyclist who is also fetching his daughter back from school. He is very near to the car in front of him,when the car emergency stop,the motorcyclist almost clash into the car.Then he started to piss off and show me the signal "REVERSE LAR!" But I refused to do so.Then the motorcyclist so angry and stop by my car and scold there.I totally ignore him and drive away.

What I'm trying to say is don't you m*lays feel shameful shouting in the middle of the road where everyone on the road is looking at you and laugh at you?Do you have pride or not?Shame on you people!

This is the different between uneducated m*lays and educated m*lays.An educated one sometimes don't even bother about it,but uneducated one,they can scold tones of vulgar word in front of the public.Thanks to the people like you,Malaysia will never improved!
Congrats,you have made your people look CHEAP and LOW CLASS!

PS:listening to Simple Plan-Your love is a lie

September 5, 2011

也许。。


 
 
 “也许是你的好,让我一时晕船了,不小心划过那条不该侵犯的安全线。”
-醉后决定爱上你金典台词-

突然想起这句话,对啊!
也许是你的好,让我变成了另外一个人。
也许是你的好,让我误解了我们友情之外的关系。
也许是你的好,让我习惯性地依赖你。
很多时候的也许,慢慢地变成了回忆。
我,想你了。

我们的缘分只能擦肩而过。。

PS:听着温岚-傻瓜


September 4, 2011

I'm not in study mood..T___T

I'm suppose to finish study at least two chapter of Psychology notes by today.Yet I only finished one chapter and took me more than four hours to study.Why?Because I'm lazy...
Mood:Off
Feel:Off
Off to watch movie

PS:listening to 苏永康-那谁。。

August 28, 2011

There's an ass hole name Z..

There's a guy out there start with a capital Z who he think he know me very well and try to correct my behavior!what the fuck he think he is..
Let me tell you this Mr.Z who think he is very perfect in everything he do.He is very ego and he very proud of it.He is such a whore and pervert,watch porn in front of girl and never shamed for it!He is dumb ass photographer where he keep on use this excuse as his inspiration to watch porn.He like to see girl's tits. Everyday,every single moment,he sit down in front of his computer and browsing through those so call ARTISTIC photo!
I'm not really dislike him until he talk bad about me in front of my bff!Fucker!
He only know me less than a year,we are course mate and he can tell everyone how I react!Ass hole!If you were that understand me, you should be a psychologist rather than an ass hole pervert photographer!
Let me tell you something,Mr Z.Do you know that the entire of our housemate aka course mate hate you so much because you are a moron?
1st,you are a rubbish.Opps..too harsh..You say you are a responsible person,you hate dirty,so you will do anything to make sure is clean.Wtf?Who is the one who always bath at midnight?Who is the one keep his underwear from the last semester and wash it on the next semester?Can you imagine how many bacterial had been collected in that pant?ewww..
2nd,when come to assignment,you are really a fucking bitch!Why?you always submit to your group leader one day before the due date.You never be a leader before and you wont understand how much the burden.All you know is to talk ass there!and the work you done, is all copy and paste.what's the point of group assignment?
3rd, you are a petty guy!My friend who first time met you,she can already tell your attitude!Whenever we have our dinner or lunch,you will only order food.You seldom order drinks.Why?because you'll take other drink without any hesitation!Shame on you seriously!Not say you are poor or what,you are just an ass hole who like to take advantage on people!
Gosh..Seriously,I feel sorry for you.You have a ugly face plus your ugly attitude..Awwh..
Anyway,you are just a pathetic beggar who always beg people for something..*pats*

I'm just a women who don't like to fight.And I got my limit.For now,I endure all the sarcasm from you.One day,you will pay back for this.And hell ya,you know right?I'm good in payback!

PS:missing home so much!listening to Avril Lavigne-what the hell

August 25, 2011

女人的心,很难了。。

女人,好像天气预测,心情好的时候,来个猛烈的阳光:心情不好的时候,来个长命雨。
别人说,宁得罪小人,莫得罪女人。
女人,有时候很变态,她生气的时候,三字经都会倒念出来。她开心的时候,她会念圣字经给你听。
女人真的很可怕,善变,傲慢,任性,野蛮
可以的话,我下辈子要投胎做男人了。

PS:听着 Justin Bieber-That should be me

August 11, 2011

眼泪


如果我知道,认识你带给我那么多的眼泪,那我宁愿与你成为陌生人。
这样,我会比较好过点。。

PS:听着陈奕迅-淘汰

July 27, 2011

我有话说。。

很多事情,我不说,埋在心里,因为我不想伤害任何人,就因为这样,忍着忍着,终于,我不管啦!我今天就要把所有不爽的事情说出来。。
我以为每个人都和我一样,不会计较,随便,不自私,处处会替别人着想。
原来,我错了。还错得糊里糊涂。甚至因为这样,我伤害了我身边的人。
第一,搬来和同学住已经有三个月了,如果不是最近发生事情,我还没被点醒。因为三个没用的人,我伤害了一个我认识了四年,和我共同难关的朋友。这时第一次,我看到她那么地生气,那么地无助,对不起,已经很久没有像现在这样,你那么地大声骂醒我了。
第二,人是自私的。这句话一点都没错。当他们在你身上找到他们需要的好处时,他会讨好你,厚着脸皮也会对着你,围绕你,不停地帮你擦鞋。得到了,翻脸就好像翻书一样,那么快,那么不眨眼睛。
第三,我人生,第一次,从来没有见过那么邋遢,那么没有风度的男生!一个,第一次见面的时候,真的很有礼貌,很风度,相处久了,原来之前所做的东西,都只是为了要让我们觉得他很有风度罢了。第二个,口口生生说自己有洁癖,但其实最邋遢的是他,懒惰,懒到一个程度。最后一个,也就是最没有风度的男生,小我一岁,没礼貌,说话直接,不会让女生的一个男生,也不会主动。难听一点,就是废人一个。
第四,几乎每个同学都很虚伪。为什么?人前明明就很讨厌那个人,每一天,无时无刻都讲那个人的坏话,但却还能装的若无其事地和他笑不停。这就是名副其实的虚人其表。
我真的不知道,要怎样面对这一班人三年。

无谓的关心,只会换来无谓的敌人。。