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April 28, 2011

U-kiss-0330

Song of the month
Strongly recommend this song!!
U-kiss-0330


Download:
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Lyrics+Melody=AWESOME!!


U-kiss-0330
(Eli) Yo listen up, this is my tragic story, just to break into my heart (check it)

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Hoon) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(AJ) The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn't do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back.
I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you.
My tears are falling again.
Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ?

(Soohyun) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Soohyun) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kiseop) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli) I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight ? Why were we like that ?
Did you lose the sight ? We used to be in love.
Why am I stuck in this moment ? The one I need is you, silly.

(Dongho) You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying to the heavens with your hands clasped
I think of you getting up. Let's forget and erase all our bad memories.
(I'm sorry) How would you ? I cannot say anything besides 'I'm sorry'.

(Kevin) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli, AJ, Dongho) You and I, don't cut our cord.
Don't deny our r²π
Come to me, everything is fine now.
We will start everything over, over again.

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

PS:credit to my beloved roomate who introduced this song to me..love ya~!XD
listening to Big Bang-Tonight

April 24, 2011

Unexplainable feeling..

You told me not to worry about money as you'll help me to settle it.
You told me you'll let me continue my study no matter how.
You told me that I'm your only daughter and you'll take whatever to fulfill my dreams.
You give me your word and you want I trust you.
I did whatever you told me and believe in you.
I never ask anything from you since I was a child.
I never beg you for anything that I always wanted.
All I want from you is only one thing.
I would never ever ask you again till the day I die.
It's hurt when you complaint to brother which I thought you'll never do that.
Perhaps I was wrong..

PS:listening to Simple Plan-Shut up

April 22, 2011

怀念旧曲。。

最近,不知道为什么,一直一直在听着老歌。。总觉得还是以前的调调好听,现在的也不赖啦!只是找不到我一直要的感觉。No feel,you know?好像听着MLTR-take me to your heart..听着听着,心里会不知不觉,莫名其妙地悲哀。它的旋律真的有够让我听几次都不会觉得烦。这首歌唱出老娘的心酸。再来就是周杰伦的歌,听回他以前的创作;安静,开不了口,外婆,发如雪等,感触良多。。
今天,一整天都在听张惠妹-如果你也听说。。在看她的演唱,眼泪不知不觉流下来了。。太感动了!
有些话,我很想对他说,但是我一言难尽。又不知道怎么开口,只好听着歌来麻醉自己咯!

所以,我想借此透过歌词,来告诉他一些永远都说不出的话。我的心情,你了解吗?

“好多好多的话想对你说,悬着一颗心没着落,要怎么负荷,舍不得,又无可奈何。。”

“Don't need too much talking,without saying anything.All I need is someone, who makes me wanna sing.."

“让我永远牵着你,把手给我。”

"思念太猖狂,一个冷不防,一想起你,忙碌的生活变得空荡荡。。”


PS:听着张惠妹-如果你也听说

April 19, 2011

Be tough...

Do you know you are making me insane!That feeling is so strong till I can't even breathe!I don't know and I can't explain why am I acting like this?Every word you say,your emotion had influenced me..I know you are sad,want to cry but I can't comfort you and right there for you.I wish that I can hug you and tell you don't worry,everything will be fine.
Damn it!I want to take my head and bang the wall.....gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Be tough,be strong,ok?Cry out loud as you like..love ya~




PS:listening to Simple Plan-When I'm gone

April 18, 2011

A moment that I will always remember!!XD

12:21 18April2011 Sunday
Our conversation start!XD

I'm fcking hapy rite now!!

Love ya,dear~!

PS:listening to MLTR-take me to your heart

April 16, 2011

Mr.J,我想你了


我又在想你了。。从昨天到现在,满脑子都是在想着你。。
知道你在工作,想知道你累吗?还能适应吗?是不是又一个人的?
其实,我很想和你一起工作的,但是我得回马六甲,所以没办法。。
你真的是让我为你疯狂啊!下个星期,最后一次,我见你了。。
我们下个学期,还会一起上课吗?一起笑,看着你,我的心也不知不觉地会傻笑。。
想念你的感觉真的很不好受,尤其是当你不知道有一个人在思念着你。。
Mr.J,我想你了。。


PS:听着田馥甄-你太猖狂

March 31, 2011

That's a guy name Mr.J

It's funny when the first time I saw you.I don't even know that we are in the same PR class.
One day,I and my friend went to office to settle the ptptn loan things. We're kinda lost there,coincident you were there.So we just approach you.Surprisingly, you were really kind to help us call your friend and ask.After all,I don't really pay any attention towards you.The next day when I entered the class, I saw you were helping the lecturer to set up the projector and laptop. My friend say that you were the emcee during Orientation Day.LOL!can't remember either..It's already March and going to end soon,and I just know your existance.haha...You know when I start to like you?Is the time during my presentation,I accidentally off the projector and I was quite freak out there as I don't know how to on it back.Not like others,just sit down there,you came out and fix it for me without any words..Since then,I started to stalk you as this is one of my favourite hobby..XD
The more I know about you,the more I felt that your life is kinda sad..why?everyday,everytime,anywhere,whatever you do,you always do it all alone.not one is by your side,not even one friend of yours.You're eating alone,stay at computer room alone..I felt sympathy for you..We're same age,how good if you were same year with me.Unfortunately,you're already third year student and graduate soon.This means I will never able to see you anymore.
I will start to miss you when I don't see you in school...Without you,my battery will never fully charge,it will half way hang..T_T
Mr.J,take care and be more socialise,ok?You're broadcast student!
IMY.....

March 23, 2011

rawrrr~~~~

*short update*
I'm free!!Not officially free but left one assignment to go!!woohoo~~
I'm happy!!Sorry to people out there who worry about me when I'm stress,just to tell you I'm alright now..Don't worry!!XD
After this week,I got a lot of plan to go
1.Next monday go Jogoya with friends~*wee*
2.Go sing K with coursemate
3.BBQ in my condo(still planning)
4.shopping nonstop!!
Next sem is coming soon....XD

PS:listening to Big Bang-Oh Ma Baby

-안녕-

March 19, 2011

Picture of the Day~!

Picture of the day:

having McD breakfast with coursemate..damn it!alot of people due to the free voucher...grrhh....we are one of them!!XD

PS:alone at room,my beloved roomate go home liao..T_T
listening to 神木与瞳-宽恕

March 18, 2011

S.T,R.E,S.S

Do you ever have the feeling of shouting out loud when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of crying out loud when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of scolding all the vulgar words when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of letting all your anger on someone when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of jumping off the sea when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of throwing away everything when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of driving your car and go bang something when you are stress?
Do you ever have the feeling of going back to hometown when you are stress?
I HAVE!what can I do?
ANS: I listened to sad song and at the same time cry non-stop.My way of releasing stress...
How about you?


PS: listening to 周杰伦-给我一首歌的时间

March 15, 2011

幸福事小

Song of the month...

倪安东-幸福事小

吃完 镀了金的牛排 镶了钻的蛋 胃还是那么的孤单
只有 一想到了晚餐 有你的笑下饭 漫长的一天才不难捱

穿着 限量版的衬衫 羡慕声不断 也没让我觉得温暖
如果 不是有你呼吸 在皮肤上不散 怎么抵御世界的冷淡

幸福是一想到你就心安
地要老天要荒的谁还想管
幸福是一起醒来说早安
海枯石烂这种大事 与我无关

听过 圣诗般的称赞 嘘寒或问暖 耳朵也开不出花瓣
直到 你在电话那端 问我几点下班 动听得让心花灿烂

攀过 最纯白的雪山 最澎湃的海 回忆也没有更精彩
直到 你侧脸的曲线 在我手心蜿蜒 才懂得什么事最浪漫

幸福是完成你每一个期盼
登月或摘星留给谁去狂欢
幸福是陪着你回味遗憾
伟大的圆满与我们 真的无关

>LINK<

*touched*

PS:听着周杰伦-借口

March 11, 2011

Emo-ing..T.T

Dear diary,
I'm very emo now..I want to cry out loud but I can't.I'm too tired of doing that.I don't know who I can talk to now,feel helpless..No one can help me to solve the problem.Everyone has their own burden and they seems like handling it very well..For me,I think that I have too much to handle till I don't know what should I do first.I'm the group leader for two group assignment.I thought that I can handle it well although this G is making me sick,but I was wrong.I don't have any assistant to help me although my members willing to help.I knew that they have alots to do like me,but I just don't want them to help me.Because I don't want to give any burden to them and add more pressure on them,so I rather do it myself than rely on others.I don't really like to rely on others.End up,I slept four hours per day.My battery is going to dry..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need a vacation badly!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye..T.T..back to assignment world.

PS:tml heading to Mid Valley to take pic for my assignment and to Sungai Wang for korean food fair!!hahahaha...at least I get to rest one day..there's enough for me..XD

>Listening to 倪安东-幸福事小<

March 6, 2011

Not in mood..T_T

Thought of going back to hometown will make my mind more clearer and relax,but it seems like it doesn't work at all.First,few days ago,I was really piss off with this fucking guy,G,and thought that might be I was too emotional,so made a decision,wanna go home and repent.But seems like my hateness toward him doesn't change at all.When I was doing my assignment,it reminds me that I told him to give me the information asap since we gonna pass up it next week yet he still can give me alot of excuse.His face showing I'M NOT GUILTY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE makes me feel more hateful!So,I swear to myself,I will just put his name for once in my group assignment althought he didn't contribute anything,and for the next semester,I WILL NEVER EVER DO THAT AGAIN AND NEVER SAME GROUP WITH HIM ANYMORE!Second,I was worried about my mom.Everytime I go back,she will complaint to me everything that my auntie did.She cannot endure anymore,seeing her suffers like this and I as a daughter can't to anything,make me feel more sad..Before I went back to KL,she keep on gave me money,keep on ask me whether I had enough money to use or not..She scared I starving because I don't have money to eat.I just want her to know don't worry about me,your daughter me is a tough person,won't die so early.God,if YOU were listened to my pray now,PLEASE!Don't let my mom suffer again at this age.She already old and can't handle it.PLEASE!!

March 1, 2011

Another jerk in my class...

Today another story to tell.Another jerk in my class!Why can't I met some sweet and humorous guy or maybe adorable and gorgeous gay?Instead,I met some hateful and act like a rascal person!I really really beh tahan lor!!!!!!!Let's name him as G.
G is my coursemate.Serious speaking,I don't really like him in especially the way he react.He like to pretend knowing everything,talk craps which is really stupid and lame craps and he is very lazy when come to do assignment!All this I can endure,what make me really pissoff today is he called me at 4am early in the morning just to call me signed for his fucking attendance since he is going to absent the class!And as you know,first thing in my hate list is DON'T DISTURB ME WHILE I WAS SLEEPING NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE!and this G already cross my boundary by doing so,and then he can be so annoying keep on call and call and call until I answer his call only he will stop calling.BUT,I didn't answer his call at all,I was so frustrated at that time then I switch off the phone.Well,you maybe think after that he will just send a message and tell me.NO!!!Ya,he did that!BUT,about 6.45am,he called again,and I don't feel like pick up the call.Guess what happen next?He didn't stop from calling me from 6.45 am to 8.15am!Can you imagine within that period,how many call he already made?Wah!!I really really hate him deep inside my heart lor!Why this guy so fucking PO MA(cantonese word) de?Screw him mann,ass hole people!!Just for his indeed,he can keep on bothering people without any second thought!Chill..chill..chill...phew~
At last,I didn't signed for him because the lecturer don't allow.Even if lecturer didn't notice,I would never sign for him!and for the assignment part,I don't care liao..If he don't do work and keep on give me a stupid excuse,I swear I will complaint to my lecturer!Don't say I never give him any chance!
grrrhhh......after all,why I care?he is not my somebody or anybody!Piss me off,and you'll get to pay for it!Don't play play with me!

PS:Listening to 林俊杰-记得

February 26, 2011

Just For Fun~

You know what had been bothering me recently?is
MONEY!!
why?
Because I don't have money to repair my car!
How come?
Because my dad haven't send me any money yet!
Why your dad haven't send you?
Well,long story..During CNY,there's suppose to have alot of business,and then here come the flood and everyone cancel the trip to Tioman since they already don't have the mood to enjoy!
Oh,I see..So how now?Your car remain like that lor?
Yes!And it's look ugly everytime I look at it.But it hurts more when I drove it on road.
How much it cost to repair it?
Well,from what I had experienced,hmm..maybe around RM700++..
Oh..How serious is your car?
Well,take a look at the picture and you will know!

*peace*
Just For Fun!Teehee~
(remind you people out there,drive carefully!)


PS:Listening to Far East Movement-Rocketeer~

February 22, 2011

我有话说。。

有些事,我不说,并不代表我不介意;
有些事,我不看,并不代表我不知道;
有些事,我不听,并不代表我不会管;
很多事情,我没说,我没问,我没看,我没管;
我在等着你给我一个解释,一个能为你自己证明清白的理由。。


PS:听着-BII-转身之后

February 16, 2011

Status update!

Current mode:STRESS!!too many assignments not yet complete!T_T



My roomate is busy doing her homework and revising her test too...Good Luck ya~!XD

PS:listening to 林俊杰-她说

February 12, 2011

哭过就好。。


每次发生事情的时候,只能一个人,躲在角落里哭。大声哭,哭到鼻塞,呕吐,眼睛睁不到的时候,我已经很久没有像现在这样地哭了。不是没有朋友哭诉,只是,没有人能了解我经历的事,他们会以为我看的开,对啊!我会在他们面前伪装,这是我的本能。可是当我一个人冷静,思考的时候,我就会放声地哭。哭过就好,我不会再为同样的事情哭第二次了。我很累,我能休息吗?

听着Bii-转身之后

February 11, 2011

I enter police station today!!!!!!!

You know what!!I VERY FUCKING PISS OFF TODAY!!!I have a long story to tell today...Never in my life,mark my word,NEVER,Never hate one person so deeply before!Today,he break my record!And from now on,I will boycott him from my friend's list!
This guy,let's name him A.
A is my coursemate,and for your information,our whole class dislike him!He talk to me about vagina on the 2nd week we met.He talk to me about breast cancer!Even my closer boy's friend,we didn't talk till that topic.Ok,fine.Group assignment,I was forced to enter his group.My other group members support my idea while we're discussing the assignment,he straight away show me that fucking face because no one support his idea.He bosong lor..Fine!I ignore as I don't want find any trouble.And today,he is the one call us come earlier to class to discuss the assignment.I overslept so I went there is about 15min late.And we met at mamak.I was surprise that I didn't saw him.My friend told me he went back.=.=!You call us come,you didn't discuss anything and you go home!fine..I was already on fire that time..Our class start at 11am,and when me and my friends want to enter class,he stop me and ask me fetch him go PD block(another UTAR buliding nearby) to participate the singing audition!Then I refuse,I told him class is going to start d,then,he beh paiseh lor..keep on beg me for fetching him go..Because of my soft-hearted,I fetch him go lor.And guess what happen the next second?
I GOT INTO CAR ACCIDENT!I BANG PEOPLE'S CAR!
This lady was driving in front me,while on the junction,she was about to turn left d,and I saw she turning,so I look through right side whether got car or not,and I didn't know she still there.Without any notice,BANG!!!
I bang into a HONDA CITY!this lady car only a few scratch,my front bumper fall down.WTH!!
Then together we went to police station since I need the report to claim insurance.Another piss me off place where alot of RACIST police!
Done with report and I'd been fine for RM300!!fucker!!Thanks to the KIND-HEARTED POLICE,he told me I only need to pay RM150.and he took away my report!He was not supposed to take it since I need it to claim insurance.That time I was a bit blur so I didn't notice about it.Then he is toooo KIND and call me come back on Monday to buy the report and pay money!I never know police was so desperate for the RM2!
After this incident,I thought IF I didn't fetch A,then I won't bang into people's car.IF I didn't fetch him,I won't enter the police station.IF I didn't fetch him,I won't pay for RM150 for nothing!and you know,I already spent alot of money for the last two month...Where should I find money since my dad haven't send me pocket money.
And from what I'd experience today,I learnt alot.
1st,In Malaysia's law,as long as your car bang people's car ass,you are wrong!No matter how you explain to the police!
2nd,Malaysia's car really really very very very lousy!!I bang quite harsh and the lady's car nothing.Because is HONDA!mine pulak bumper fall down.WHY?because the car is made of plastic!
3rd,if can,NEVER ENTER POLICE STATION!What my friend say was right!THEY TREAT YOU LIKE PRISONER althought or maybe you just go there pay your saman,yet they still shout at you for nothing!Police station=one bunch of uneducated person!
4th,I will never ever being that kind anymore!not to someone I only know for 1month!

Last,one last word to scold>
CIBAI LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

February 8, 2011

Sampat!~

Something I found interesting while driving on the road..


YA!WE KNOW D!NO PARKING!*put so many,aigoo*



5 traffic lights!this is crazyyyy!!!!!

PS:OneRepublic-Secrets