November..

Well,1st day of November!First,recommend you the album of the week..

2AM-Saint O'clock

_Link_

(I can't say that in this album all song is nice,but I can guarantee 75%of this album the song is nice!*recommended song-You wouldn't answer my call*)

Finally,November d!11month!I already endure for 11month!!!You can't imagine within this month,how I go through my life w/o holding any books in my hand!w/o memorizing any facts in my brain!what I do all this time is,WORK non-stop..
One thing true about teenager is,
when we schooling,we prefer working; and when we working,we prefer schooling..
am I right?
And now,I can't wait for my study life at KL next year!
Media media media!!I'm coming!!~
teehee...XD

PS:someone birthday is coming soon..*cough*

-Listening to 2AM album-

生日快乐

生日快乐
我对他说
在心里祝福着
不想当面祝福你
无谓的寄语
只会让我更心痛
去年的今天
你度过了难忘的生日
今年的生日
你快乐吗？
我希望你不快乐
因为这样
我就能说服我自己
你会想起我
为你做的一切
祝福你，
好朋友!

PS:送你一首歌，好朋友-罗志祥（如果你听到的话）

Try it..KINOHIMITSU

Found an interesting product recently..KINOHIMITSU

I bought it two weeks ago..This product was advertised by Gurmit Singh(Phua Chu Kang)..
I wanted to buy it long long ago but it's expensive!One box(2pad) cost RM24.88!
BUT,
I bought it when sales!hehe...XD
Here is it..no instruction needed..You'll know how to use when you bought it..

BEFORE,

WHITE~!

AFTER,

eww...DIRTY GREEN!

CONCLUSION:I assumed that this thing extract out the positive ion in our body..b'cz the product itself contain negative ion..(MAGNET TEORY)
You know what I mean?XD

Nites..

PS:have to sleep early cz tml nid to wake up early and go temple..tml is GUAN YIN MA bday!!XD
listening to Travis McCoy vs Bruno Mars-Billionaire..

Not my day!=.=!

Today is really a tough day..My dad admitted to hospital.Take EL from my working place.headed to Mersing,Johor Bahru..The road is complicated..Luckily for us,I have navigation function in my new hp..If not,we will get lost in the middle of the jungle..Arrived there,saw my dad,I don't know why,I almost cry out when I saw him suffering..First time in my life,I saw that "scare" expression on my dad's face..For me,he is always a strong person,he is tough enough to handle everything..But today..when my bro told me he is scare to live in that lousy hospital because got ghost..I was like..err..why I don't scare at all even I'd been told to stay to accompany my dad...All my mind thinking only one thing-I NEED A SLEEP BADLY!!So,transfer him from Mersing to Pantai Hospital Melaka..woah!great!another 5 hour journey!Fuck!
Along the journey,I was happy about something!Do you have that experience before following an ambulance?When the ambulance on the siren,my bro on the emergency light too,all the fucking car on the road have to"siam jip pi"!!haha..XD..I felt like I'm a PM..huhu~~
I'm glad that my dad is not kena stroke,is he just ate too much the"langsat"together with the seed,so its stuck inside the small intestine,so just operate and clear it off,that's all..Learn a BIO term today!!XD
I can't imagine if I lost my dad just like that,so sudden..I don't know what to do..T_T
Thank GOD again!!!

PS:Listening to Bruno Mars-talking to the moon..

Nites--teehee~

她们俩有过的回忆

今天，我又要来说故事啦~题目：她们俩有过的回忆

从前，有两个非常要好的朋友，来到了一个陌生的地方求学。刚开始的时候，人生地不熟，两人只能依靠彼此，也因为这样，她们变得比从前更要好。
日子久了，其中一个人已经找到她那一班值得去珍惜的朋友。而另外一个，不是没有找到，而是她依然选择这个当初和她一起度过难关的朋友。那个朋友眼中，她认为她依赖着她。她没有否认，因为她确实是一个不会独立的人。
有时候，她会做出一些令人讨厌的动作，她可以蛮不讲理，她可以很霸道。但是这一切，都只为了希望她有了那一班朋友，不要把她给忘了。她不喜欢被冷落的感觉，她更不喜欢一个人孤独着。那一个朋友永远不会知道，孤独的滋味很难受，或许她从来都不会知道，因为她那一班朋友会逗她开心。
她其实很想让她知道，她没有冷落她。她希望她明白，她希望她知道，她真的希望她也和她一样，有一班值得让她去保护的朋友。她希望她看得见，自从她有了她们之后，她变得很有自信。她变得可以抬头挺胸面对世人的眼光（她曾经是个胖妹）。她不再因为别人取笑她而生气，而翻脸，反而，她会笑着对他们说：“又怎样？”
她心淡了。。她不再为她而哭泣，不再帮她自己找借口，不再为她编谎言来掩饰自己的情绪。她累了。。就让她自己永远做坏人吧。。她不会再去解释了，不会再去理会，她只会静静坐着，睁一只眼闭一只眼，一个人独自地哀伤着。。
而她，虽说不去理会，但偶尔，她会想知道，现在的她好吗？
其实，当初的两人，都没有错。只是当误会来临的时候，没有一个人愿意真正的站出来说明一切，只抱着一切都会过去的的心态来面对事实！怨谁呢？这是命中注定的！
故事完毕。。谢谢！

PS:听着曹格&光良-少年（这是她们的歌）。。晚安~！

她有一个不怎么疼她的妈妈

今天我要讲一个真实的故事，题目：她有一个不怎么疼她的妈妈
有时候，她会自己一个人静下来，思考着：我是我妈的孩子吗？
她有两个蛮疼自己的哥哥。这两个哥哥是妈妈的宝，而自己是妈妈的草。。
今天，她哭了。。她已经很久很久很久没有像今天这样，哭得那么凄凉，那么得大声，那么惨！
她很委屈，真的真的很委屈！为这个家庭付出那么多，她不要求回报，她只希望她在这个家有立足之地，她希望她家人不要吵架，她希望她家人永远地开心。她真的只希望这样。这样就好。。
今天，她不想装作什么都不知道了。。她不想了。。
她很庆幸，今天有一个好朋友陪在她身边，陪着她，至少她不会觉得孤单，至少她觉得她掉泪时，有人在她身边递纸巾给她，至少有人知道，这一路来，她所受的委屈，有人了解。。
她的爸爸每个月都会寄给她妈妈五千作为伙食费。。但她妈妈还不知足。。她妈妈是个永远不会满足的人，她妈妈不觉得这五千块很多。。她妈妈明知道女儿打工赚钱是为了明年读大学的时候能用的。。她妈妈明知道是这样，还做无理的要求，要她每个月给妈妈两百块。。
她打工只有七百块，给了妈妈，减掉一些日常需要花的钱，她剩下的钱，根本就不够上大学。可是，她很乖，她没反驳，她只是自己默默的叹气。。
她以前的衣服不能穿了，她妈妈把它送给别人，也没告诉她，她每个月用自己打工赚的钱，去买一两件衣服，她妈妈就骂她乱花钱！她向她妈妈解释，可是她妈妈从来都没把她的话放在眼里。
她没出声，她只是静静地再被骂一次。。
她自问是个孝顺的女儿，她妈妈叫她做什么，她都一一去做。。她妈妈不要她交这个朋友，她听她的，她没在她妈妈面前提起这个朋友，她装作若无其事。。她妈妈腰酸背痛，她买药布给她贴。。她知道她妈妈年少的时候，很辛苦。。所以她偶尔会载她妈妈去走街，请她吃好吃的。。可是她妈妈从来从来没对她说，女儿，你真乖！她也从来没买衣服，鞋子给她女儿。。
她妈妈舍得花钱在别人的孩子，却从来不舍得花钱在她身上。。她没哭，她只是静静地，在夜晚睡觉的时候，一个人偷偷地落泪。。
她买什么，她妈妈就一直责骂她。。
前阵子，她脸上的痘痘，已经好得七七八八了。。为了她妈妈一句话，她舍弃用昂贵的洗脸霜，改换用廉价的。。可是，她的脸很敏感，一个礼拜后，她的脸又生痘痘了，而且很严重。。她妈妈又骂她。。最夸张的是，她妈妈到处去告诉亲戚，说她的女儿自己拿来的。说她的女儿每个晚上熬夜，说她女儿不会解口，一直吃炸的食物。。爸爸也因为妈妈这番话，把她训了一顿。。她没有反驳，她没有哭，她没有去否认。。因为她知道，她那张嘴是斗不过她妈妈的。。只要她自己知道她没有错，就好了，哪怕没有人相信她。。
她曾告诉她妈妈，她要换手机，因为手机坏了。。她妈妈出乎意料没反对，她妈妈只告诉她，向爸爸要钱就行了。。她很开心。。今天，二哥回来了，她要和他去买手机，所以，她告诉她妈妈。。知道她妈妈告诉她，给她什么反应吗？她妈妈凶巴巴，眼神充满敌意地看着她说，买买买，不会省下那些钱啊!一直乱花钱！
她吓呆了，她没说什么。。她无语。。她走上楼，关上房门，开着电脑，自己开始思考着，为什么她妈妈能翻脸翻得那么地潇洒，那么地无理。。二话不说，打通电话，她出门了。。
今天，她终于知道，不管她再怎么努力，再怎么地想讨好她的妈妈，在她妈妈眼中，她只是一个微不足道的人吧了。。

而我所谓的这个她，正对着电脑荧幕，一边打着字，一边的哭。。她（我）已经不知道要怎样了。。她（我）只能盼望明年的时间快到来，那么，她（我）就不用那么地痛苦了。。

谢谢，故事完毕。。

PS:听着林宥嘉-伯乐

Starbucks...

You know,I'm a loyal customer of Starbucks..hehe..

Left:Mocha Frappucino;Right:Caramel Frappucino(my favourite>.<)

BTW,
recommend you one of their desserts..
NICE!!!
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.
.
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Expresso Tiramisu(RM8.80)
It's worth b'cuz is nice!!!!!맛있다~

Today,I'm very happy..Why?
B'cuz one of my student,his math improved alot..alot...


BEFORE I taught or shouted at him..
The results is sucks!!You can see a simple multiplication,he can did all wrong!!

AFTER I taught him,
he show me he get all STAR for his math..I flip through,almost the whole book is full of STARS!!

CONCLUSION:I told them,maybe I should open a tuition class only for Maths!and this prove that-there's 3/4 of my brain contain NUMBERS!!hehe....

PS:Listening to B2ST new album-Mastermind..XD

2AM-바보처럼

This month strongly recommend you this song..my favorite song all the time for now...

2AM-바보처럼(Like a fool)

바보처럼 왜 몰랐느지
바보처럼 왜 그대를 보낸 건지
바보처럼 더디게 우는 가슴에
이제 이제야 알아요

내 사랑은 오직 그대 뿐인 걸
내 눈이 그댈 찾아도
가슴이 자꾸 조여도
사랑은 아니라 믿었죠
그냥 좀 외로워 기댔다 믿었죠

내 사랑은 오직 그대 뿐인걸
바보같이 굴지 말자
혼자 가슴 앓지 말자
아파서 눈물이 흐르면
야무지지 못한 맘을 꾸짖었죠

그대만이 내 사람인걸
그대만이 내 가슴을 채우는 걸
바보처럼 이제야 아는 나지만
그대 그대를 불러요
그대 없인 살 수 없으니까요

Translations:

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Even if my eyes look for you
Even if my heart pressures me
I didn't believe that it was love
I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Let's not act like idiots
Let's not heart ache alone
When tears fell because of the pain
I'd become upset with my heart for being so weak

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now

Do you know, that you are my love?
Do you know, that you fill my heart?
Like an idiot, I've just found out now
You, I call you

Because without you, I cannot live on

Download：_link_

PS:this song is so nice and heartbreaking..T_T...안녕~

I Love My Job~!!

You know what's good being a teacher?at least better than you work in service industry..
I had worked at hotel as a GSA(guest service assistant) for the past few months..and I realise that within this six months,almost everyday,especially until night time,I scolded alot of bad words!!and all these thanks to the China People who piss me off all the time!!unless I worked night shift,then I don't have to face them!Thank GOD!
I don't scold bad words frequently unless I get mad or angry..you know,I like to say MA DE whenever I'm happy or I'm telling someone's story...can't change..hehe..
and now I'm a teacher!believe or not,One week!I din scold any bad words for one week!!even when my friend calling me while I teaching,I don't scold too..because if you do so,all the students will look at you like one kind and they will start to scream:"Teacher,you scold bad word!!!!!!!no!!!!!!!"..you should see their expression,they are cute rather than over reacted!and thanks to them,I start to study..I mean I didn't touch the book or read any books for the past 6months(minus the manga part)..and if I not study now,I scared my brain will start to rust..and next year duno how to go uni d...so~~teehee...XD
and the best thing to be a teacher is student holiday,you also holiday!!!!and your holiday is with paid one..When public holiday,I get to rest..hehe...
If you worked in hotel,you must go to work too even you're sick or dying soon..
haiz..this is what life for...
at least I feeling great working in kindergarten..and I can pinch those kid's face!because they are toooooooooooooooo cute..
and thanks to this job,I get to spent my leissure time chasing my favourite drama and series,
my Damon Salvatore....hehe......
-Off to read my The Vampire Diaries book-

PS:I off again tomorrow because of the UPSR student!!listening to 王力宏-你不知道的事

他们的故事Part 2

一年后，他们毕业了。。间中，男方偶尔还会约女方出来见面，但是，他们的对话越来越少了。。
终于，他们没有再联络了。。女方很不了解，为什么男方要躲避她？为什么一次又一次地，男方对她视而不见？女方哭了，有好几次，女方都为男方找借口，可能他忙，可能他没有时间约她见面。
女方心里自己很清楚，那只是安慰自己的最好的借口。。男方甚至对所有和他接触的人，一刀两断。。这更让女方感到很迷惑。。
最后，女方放弃了。。放弃所有和男方的回忆。。女方只想把最好的他留在心里。。
现在，想起他的时候，偶尔她会掉眼泪，但是，她清楚知道，他们不会有结果。。就算让他们重逢，女方可能不会再像以前那样。。她能做的就是，和他形成陌生人。。


PS:听着林隆旋feat张芸京-怎么开始忘了

他们的故事

有些话，很难用言语形容。有些话，想告诉对方，但是会因此而怕他被伤害。。
有些话，如果说了出来，就没有什么秘密好隐瞒了。。我有很多话要说，但是我不知道要从何说起。。该以什么作为开头，再以怎样的情绪作为结束。。每一次，打开手机，对着某些人的号码，她都会发呆很久。。很久。。这个号码曾经好几次，出现在她的讯息箱。。这个号码，是他的主人开始拨给她的。。只为了一些琐碎的事情，就这样，他们开始传简讯，开始他们俩的秘密，开始一些他们不能面对面说的话，用这个号码来传达彼此想说的话。每个晚上，他们都会传简讯，一天至少十封。在朋友面前，他们尽量保持朋友的关系，在朋友后面，他们继续暧昧着。。开始的时候，女方只是纯粹把男方当成一位能聊心事的对象，但是，女方却不知道，男方对她的事了如指掌，她的一举一动，男方都知道她想表达什么。。有时候，当男人和女人太靠近的时候，换来的偶尔是别人的眼光，又或者是别人的冷言冷语。。一年后，。。。。

待续。。。。

PS:听着五月天-突然好想你

我又病了！！

我就快给病魔折腾直死了。。已经病了两个礼拜，好了，又再发作！妈的！生病的滋味真的很不好受！全身无力，还得自己驾车去看医生。肚子饿了，吃什么就吐什么。生病了，也没人在身旁照顾，整间家空荡荡的。想找个人诉苦一下我的病情，却没有人得空！真是快疯了！身体又忽冷忽热，要吃甜点，但是舌头没有味道，我根本就不能好好地睡一觉。。
医生说，如果这三天内，我的病情没有好转的话，我就要抽血了！为什么？因为我可能患上骨痛热征！！啊！！！！！是不是平时讲人家的坏话太多，报应啊！！告诉老爸这个消息，他显得很无奈，因为他工作快忙不过来了，没有多余的时间理会我这个病人！!天啊！！！我很想撞墙一了百了！！今年内，一共生病了六次，四次大病，两次小病！妈的！我来月经也没那么准啊！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

短暂的生命。。安息吧，我亲爱的学生。。

今天，照常的，去教书，来到幼儿园，老师告诉我一个坏消息。。我们其中一个学生死了。。我很惊讶，一时不能回过神来。。死了，一个十一岁的学生死了！真真确确地发生在我眼前！虽然我没有教过他，但是在我印象中，我好像有见过他。。院长告诉我，他长得很帅，很多女生很喜欢他，再加上他是班长，就读培二小学。。我问我的学生，他们认识他吗？答：是。。学生反问我：“老师，你有哭吗？”答：“老师又不认识他，怎么哭啊？”回到家，翻开报纸，读着报纸上叙述这件事情，读着读着。。我哭了。。我为这个学生感到很可惜，很遗憾。。就这样走了。。妈妈告诉我，死者的家人一定哭死了，养活十一年的孩子，被一场大火取走了生命。。
生命真的很短暂，虽然这个道理我很久以前就领悟了，但是，如果你不珍惜你活着的每一天，那么你和死有什么两样？所以，我很讨厌那些为了引起别人的注意，可以割手腕，声称自己很压力，然后把它post在FB或自己的blog里！我最瞧不起这些人了！以前，在高中的时候，就有这样的女生！真是妈的！受不了啦！
很久没有动笔写论文了，属于我自己的论文。。

10个为什么
为什么我们变得那么陌生
为什么你可以对我置之不理
为什么你忍心删除我们所有的回忆
为什么你要逃避眼前的事实
为什么你要孤独一个人
为什么你要假装快乐但其实你在痛苦着
为什么你的一切还在我脑海中形影不离
为什么要忘记你却很难
为什么对别人你能伸出友谊在手却对我漠不关心
为什么相爱的两个人不能在一起
100个为什么也解释不了我对你还存有着思念。。

PS：听着唐禹哲<放过你自己吧>。。晚安！国庆日快乐！

Bored Saturday..

Out to have a cup of coffee since I'm stress here..

Caramel Fraccupino at Starbucks..RM12.10 per cup..worth it..

another slice of cheese cake,cost RM9.90..not worth it,I rather go SR..

PS:I don't expect you to be perfect,but please don't be childish!

The Vampire Diaries..

I did a crazy things today!I went to MPH..thought of just goin and have a look on some storybook..and I found this!and I bought it!First time in my life,I bought a whole series of fiction book..and is in ENGLISH!never happen in my life before as you know I prefer reading in Chinese than English..so,again,swipe my card and get scolded by my mom when I reach home..T_T

whole series is here!and it's only cost RM79.90!

AND free one limited T-shirt!

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The cashier told me that it's suppose to buy two book of The Vampire Diaries and get one free shirt..but since I bought four,so FREE lor..they only got 10pieces of that shirt,5 black and 5 white..the shirt is cool!!Look at the shirt..
BOYS ARE WHATEVER,VAMPIRE ARE FOREVER!!

PS:can't get off this Damon Salvatore out of my mind!damn!XD

My next TARGET!!

You know..when you study Economic,there is a phrase stated that 'Human would never satisfy for what they have'!and it's true!As this phrase is now apply on me!So,Demands is always more than Supplies!XD
I wanted to change my handphone long long ago,I really don't like SE!I don't know why last time I choose this model and it's really sucks!as what my friend say,SE is specially design for those “SOFT"type people!I can't agree more with her!as you know,my handphone now sometimes like to play JAM-ing game with me!The screen will shut down automatically..In order to change a new phone,I have to seacrh for another to replace it!and I finally found it!is.........

BLACKBERRY CURVE 8900

I should have listen to my brother advise long ago..He allow me to change a new handphone(the current one is he buy for me) and he advise me to buy Blackberry..That time I don't really like blackberry and I know is expensive..So,I keep on force him to help me search for the touchscreen phone.He want me to think twice..So,now,without any thoughts,I COMFIRM BUYING THIS!but,I need money!!this phone cost RM1000~RM1100..I need my father pay for me half of the price..I know he will agree..so,what I need to do is WAIT!
Secondly,I need a camera badly!!I not a cam-whoring person but I like to take picture..and this I have target one..is...

Nikon coolpix S210

the reason I choose this camera because it is cheap!!!!compare to other nikon coolpix,I rather buying this..and is NIKON!most of the dslr is NIKON brand..so,I thought maybe buying Nikon one,the picture quality will be better..So,need money too..RM500!
Thirdly,I need a external hard disk..If I don't buy now,sooner or later my laptop will be playing LACK game with me as it's fully occupy by the DRAMA..maybe 640GB will be enough for me..teehee..So,this thing cost RM250..
Fourth,I need to change my laptop!I really can't stand for Acer laptop!Trust me,no matter what Acer model,they always and they will lack!maybe LACKING is one of their function..I want to buy VAIO,brother want to give me his friend's HP but i don't want..He is the one who told me HP brand not good and yet he want to give me!=.=!So,another RM4000!

Total I need

RM5100!!!

what I need to do now is SAVING!haiz..and this is the worst thing that will never happen in my life..when I know my card got money,I will swipe it without any second thought!screw me!!so,is impossible for me to save RM5100!
Nevermindlor,I buy camera 1st,then follow by handphone,then only external hard disk..
Ok,done with my demands..
You know,I always love to stalk and see handsome guy!and this time,I found one!He is not only handsome,sexy voice,perfect male figure and most important~ he had a pair of pretty eyes that enough to kill people!!who else if not him..

Ian Somerhalder

*Look at his eyes!*

Look familiar?yup..He is the one who play the role as Damon Salvatore in Vampire Diaries..
I guess you people did know about Vampire Diaries as you already know Twilight.. Robert Pattinson is ugly!Sorry to say that,no offend!I mean seriously,how come Ian is much more gorgeous that this Robert who play the role Edward which make his popularity increased and not Damon?why?haiz..this is call FATE!
aww....can't wait for The Vampire Diaries season 2 coming soon on September..!have to wait somemore...

PS:hope to see you in my dream,Ian Somerhalder!nights..muakks..

One day,I'll been to this country-ITALY

After all I had been watching the tv show,showing the beauty of this country,their food,their spaghetti,their pizza,their historical place,their ice cream,I finally had decided that I WANT TO GO TO ITALY!!I want to go to this city named Florence,is a beautiful place..



I don't know why,this thing come across my mind and tell me that HEY,YOU MUST GO TO ITALY BEFORE YOU DIE!YOU WILL REGRET IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE IF YOU NEVER BEEN TO THIS COUNTRY!so,I told someone,I will go this country after I owe 2 credit card..you know their currency is very high!1:4.06..gosh!means 1 euro=RM4++..T_T
Next year,I will go to Korea with someone as our 21st birthday present!
End of this year,might be going Taiwan with my family!hoho....Suai Ge,I'm Coming!
And hope that I will visit Italy when I'm 25years old!If I didn't manage to achieve what I wish,anyone,PLEASE!take a knife and KILL ME!

Posso Fare!Posso Fare!Posso Fare!!(Italian language)XD

PS:currently learning Korean and Italian language at the same time..I'm too free,you know~!

♥이선균♥

Ok..I'm so gonna blog about this drama and this actor!!argh!!!I'm so obsessed with this guy right now!!!!!!Gosh,I really HATE K-pop..why must there's always a handsome actor or a pretty actress?why why why?especially even they are married,they still look so hot and sexy!!!(i mean guy)*melted*..Just finished watching this drama..

PASTA

this drama not bad..I think..I continue chasing the episodes because of this guy..

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LEE SUN GYUN(이선균)

So what if he married and have a son d..I still like him lah..I love his voice soooo much...how good if my 남자친구 have this kind of voice...awwwwww.......(he look macho,don't you think so?)

PS:must hear this song!!is very nice..Kim Jung Ah-You're cute(Pasta OST)..>LINK<

보고싶다..

I know you're reading my blog now..I know you stalk my blog everyday..I know everything..
Just wanna tell you..I miss you..

Currently:listening to Two Is Better Than One by Boys like girls..XD

no title..just for fun..

Tonight the moon is so big,so yellowish and so bright..huhu..XD