Starbucks...

You know,I'm a loyal customer of Starbucks..hehe..

Left:Mocha Frappucino;Right:Caramel Frappucino(my favourite>.<)

BTW,
recommend you one of their desserts..
NICE!!!
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Expresso Tiramisu(RM8.80)
It's worth b'cuz is nice!!!!!맛있다~

Today,I'm very happy..Why?
B'cuz one of my student,his math improved alot..alot...


BEFORE I taught or shouted at him..
The results is sucks!!You can see a simple multiplication,he can did all wrong!!

AFTER I taught him,
he show me he get all STAR for his math..I flip through,almost the whole book is full of STARS!!

CONCLUSION:I told them,maybe I should open a tuition class only for Maths!and this prove that-there's 3/4 of my brain contain NUMBERS!!hehe....

PS:Listening to B2ST new album-Mastermind..XD

2AM-바보처럼

This month strongly recommend you this song..my favorite song all the time for now...

2AM-바보처럼(Like a fool)

바보처럼 왜 몰랐느지
바보처럼 왜 그대를 보낸 건지
바보처럼 더디게 우는 가슴에
이제 이제야 알아요

내 사랑은 오직 그대 뿐인 걸
내 눈이 그댈 찾아도
가슴이 자꾸 조여도
사랑은 아니라 믿었죠
그냥 좀 외로워 기댔다 믿었죠

내 사랑은 오직 그대 뿐인걸
바보같이 굴지 말자
혼자 가슴 앓지 말자
아파서 눈물이 흐르면
야무지지 못한 맘을 꾸짖었죠

그대만이 내 사람인걸
그대만이 내 가슴을 채우는 걸
바보처럼 이제야 아는 나지만
그대 그대를 불러요
그대 없인 살 수 없으니까요

Translations:

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Even if my eyes look for you
Even if my heart pressures me
I didn't believe that it was love
I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Let's not act like idiots
Let's not heart ache alone
When tears fell because of the pain
I'd become upset with my heart for being so weak

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now

Do you know, that you are my love?
Do you know, that you fill my heart?
Like an idiot, I've just found out now
You, I call you

Because without you, I cannot live on

Download：_link_

PS:this song is so nice and heartbreaking..T_T...안녕~

I Love My Job~!!

You know what's good being a teacher?at least better than you work in service industry..
I had worked at hotel as a GSA(guest service assistant) for the past few months..and I realise that within this six months,almost everyday,especially until night time,I scolded alot of bad words!!and all these thanks to the China People who piss me off all the time!!unless I worked night shift,then I don't have to face them!Thank GOD!
I don't scold bad words frequently unless I get mad or angry..you know,I like to say MA DE whenever I'm happy or I'm telling someone's story...can't change..hehe..
and now I'm a teacher!believe or not,One week!I din scold any bad words for one week!!even when my friend calling me while I teaching,I don't scold too..because if you do so,all the students will look at you like one kind and they will start to scream:"Teacher,you scold bad word!!!!!!!no!!!!!!!"..you should see their expression,they are cute rather than over reacted!and thanks to them,I start to study..I mean I didn't touch the book or read any books for the past 6months(minus the manga part)..and if I not study now,I scared my brain will start to rust..and next year duno how to go uni d...so~~teehee...XD
and the best thing to be a teacher is student holiday,you also holiday!!!!and your holiday is with paid one..When public holiday,I get to rest..hehe...
If you worked in hotel,you must go to work too even you're sick or dying soon..
haiz..this is what life for...
at least I feeling great working in kindergarten..and I can pinch those kid's face!because they are toooooooooooooooo cute..
and thanks to this job,I get to spent my leissure time chasing my favourite drama and series,
my Damon Salvatore....hehe......
-Off to read my The Vampire Diaries book-

PS:I off again tomorrow because of the UPSR student!!listening to 王力宏-你不知道的事

他们的故事Part 2

一年后，他们毕业了。。间中，男方偶尔还会约女方出来见面，但是，他们的对话越来越少了。。
终于，他们没有再联络了。。女方很不了解，为什么男方要躲避她？为什么一次又一次地，男方对她视而不见？女方哭了，有好几次，女方都为男方找借口，可能他忙，可能他没有时间约她见面。
女方心里自己很清楚，那只是安慰自己的最好的借口。。男方甚至对所有和他接触的人，一刀两断。。这更让女方感到很迷惑。。
最后，女方放弃了。。放弃所有和男方的回忆。。女方只想把最好的他留在心里。。
现在，想起他的时候，偶尔她会掉眼泪，但是，她清楚知道，他们不会有结果。。就算让他们重逢，女方可能不会再像以前那样。。她能做的就是，和他形成陌生人。。


PS:听着林隆旋feat张芸京-怎么开始忘了

他们的故事

有些话，很难用言语形容。有些话，想告诉对方，但是会因此而怕他被伤害。。
有些话，如果说了出来，就没有什么秘密好隐瞒了。。我有很多话要说，但是我不知道要从何说起。。该以什么作为开头，再以怎样的情绪作为结束。。每一次，打开手机，对着某些人的号码，她都会发呆很久。。很久。。这个号码曾经好几次，出现在她的讯息箱。。这个号码，是他的主人开始拨给她的。。只为了一些琐碎的事情，就这样，他们开始传简讯，开始他们俩的秘密，开始一些他们不能面对面说的话，用这个号码来传达彼此想说的话。每个晚上，他们都会传简讯，一天至少十封。在朋友面前，他们尽量保持朋友的关系，在朋友后面，他们继续暧昧着。。开始的时候，女方只是纯粹把男方当成一位能聊心事的对象，但是，女方却不知道，男方对她的事了如指掌，她的一举一动，男方都知道她想表达什么。。有时候，当男人和女人太靠近的时候，换来的偶尔是别人的眼光，又或者是别人的冷言冷语。。一年后，。。。。

待续。。。。

PS:听着五月天-突然好想你

我又病了！！

我就快给病魔折腾直死了。。已经病了两个礼拜，好了，又再发作！妈的！生病的滋味真的很不好受！全身无力，还得自己驾车去看医生。肚子饿了，吃什么就吐什么。生病了，也没人在身旁照顾，整间家空荡荡的。想找个人诉苦一下我的病情，却没有人得空！真是快疯了！身体又忽冷忽热，要吃甜点，但是舌头没有味道，我根本就不能好好地睡一觉。。
医生说，如果这三天内，我的病情没有好转的话，我就要抽血了！为什么？因为我可能患上骨痛热征！！啊！！！！！是不是平时讲人家的坏话太多，报应啊！！告诉老爸这个消息，他显得很无奈，因为他工作快忙不过来了，没有多余的时间理会我这个病人！!天啊！！！我很想撞墙一了百了！！今年内，一共生病了六次，四次大病，两次小病！妈的！我来月经也没那么准啊！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

短暂的生命。。安息吧，我亲爱的学生。。

今天，照常的，去教书，来到幼儿园，老师告诉我一个坏消息。。我们其中一个学生死了。。我很惊讶，一时不能回过神来。。死了，一个十一岁的学生死了！真真确确地发生在我眼前！虽然我没有教过他，但是在我印象中，我好像有见过他。。院长告诉我，他长得很帅，很多女生很喜欢他，再加上他是班长，就读培二小学。。我问我的学生，他们认识他吗？答：是。。学生反问我：“老师，你有哭吗？”答：“老师又不认识他，怎么哭啊？”回到家，翻开报纸，读着报纸上叙述这件事情，读着读着。。我哭了。。我为这个学生感到很可惜，很遗憾。。就这样走了。。妈妈告诉我，死者的家人一定哭死了，养活十一年的孩子，被一场大火取走了生命。。
生命真的很短暂，虽然这个道理我很久以前就领悟了，但是，如果你不珍惜你活着的每一天，那么你和死有什么两样？所以，我很讨厌那些为了引起别人的注意，可以割手腕，声称自己很压力，然后把它post在FB或自己的blog里！我最瞧不起这些人了！以前，在高中的时候，就有这样的女生！真是妈的！受不了啦！
很久没有动笔写论文了，属于我自己的论文。。

10个为什么
为什么我们变得那么陌生
为什么你可以对我置之不理
为什么你忍心删除我们所有的回忆
为什么你要逃避眼前的事实
为什么你要孤独一个人
为什么你要假装快乐但其实你在痛苦着
为什么你的一切还在我脑海中形影不离
为什么要忘记你却很难
为什么对别人你能伸出友谊在手却对我漠不关心
为什么相爱的两个人不能在一起
100个为什么也解释不了我对你还存有着思念。。

PS：听着唐禹哲<放过你自己吧>。。晚安！国庆日快乐！

Bored Saturday..

Out to have a cup of coffee since I'm stress here..

Caramel Fraccupino at Starbucks..RM12.10 per cup..worth it..

another slice of cheese cake,cost RM9.90..not worth it,I rather go SR..

PS:I don't expect you to be perfect,but please don't be childish!

The Vampire Diaries..

I did a crazy things today!I went to MPH..thought of just goin and have a look on some storybook..and I found this!and I bought it!First time in my life,I bought a whole series of fiction book..and is in ENGLISH!never happen in my life before as you know I prefer reading in Chinese than English..so,again,swipe my card and get scolded by my mom when I reach home..T_T

whole series is here!and it's only cost RM79.90!

AND free one limited T-shirt!

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The cashier told me that it's suppose to buy two book of The Vampire Diaries and get one free shirt..but since I bought four,so FREE lor..they only got 10pieces of that shirt,5 black and 5 white..the shirt is cool!!Look at the shirt..
BOYS ARE WHATEVER,VAMPIRE ARE FOREVER!!

PS:can't get off this Damon Salvatore out of my mind!damn!XD

My next TARGET!!

You know..when you study Economic,there is a phrase stated that 'Human would never satisfy for what they have'!and it's true!As this phrase is now apply on me!So,Demands is always more than Supplies!XD
I wanted to change my handphone long long ago,I really don't like SE!I don't know why last time I choose this model and it's really sucks!as what my friend say,SE is specially design for those “SOFT"type people!I can't agree more with her!as you know,my handphone now sometimes like to play JAM-ing game with me!The screen will shut down automatically..In order to change a new phone,I have to seacrh for another to replace it!and I finally found it!is.........

BLACKBERRY CURVE 8900

I should have listen to my brother advise long ago..He allow me to change a new handphone(the current one is he buy for me) and he advise me to buy Blackberry..That time I don't really like blackberry and I know is expensive..So,I keep on force him to help me search for the touchscreen phone.He want me to think twice..So,now,without any thoughts,I COMFIRM BUYING THIS!but,I need money!!this phone cost RM1000~RM1100..I need my father pay for me half of the price..I know he will agree..so,what I need to do is WAIT!
Secondly,I need a camera badly!!I not a cam-whoring person but I like to take picture..and this I have target one..is...

Nikon coolpix S210

the reason I choose this camera because it is cheap!!!!compare to other nikon coolpix,I rather buying this..and is NIKON!most of the dslr is NIKON brand..so,I thought maybe buying Nikon one,the picture quality will be better..So,need money too..RM500!
Thirdly,I need a external hard disk..If I don't buy now,sooner or later my laptop will be playing LACK game with me as it's fully occupy by the DRAMA..maybe 640GB will be enough for me..teehee..So,this thing cost RM250..
Fourth,I need to change my laptop!I really can't stand for Acer laptop!Trust me,no matter what Acer model,they always and they will lack!maybe LACKING is one of their function..I want to buy VAIO,brother want to give me his friend's HP but i don't want..He is the one who told me HP brand not good and yet he want to give me!=.=!So,another RM4000!

Total I need

RM5100!!!

what I need to do now is SAVING!haiz..and this is the worst thing that will never happen in my life..when I know my card got money,I will swipe it without any second thought!screw me!!so,is impossible for me to save RM5100!
Nevermindlor,I buy camera 1st,then follow by handphone,then only external hard disk..
Ok,done with my demands..
You know,I always love to stalk and see handsome guy!and this time,I found one!He is not only handsome,sexy voice,perfect male figure and most important~ he had a pair of pretty eyes that enough to kill people!!who else if not him..

Ian Somerhalder

*Look at his eyes!*

Look familiar?yup..He is the one who play the role as Damon Salvatore in Vampire Diaries..
I guess you people did know about Vampire Diaries as you already know Twilight.. Robert Pattinson is ugly!Sorry to say that,no offend!I mean seriously,how come Ian is much more gorgeous that this Robert who play the role Edward which make his popularity increased and not Damon?why?haiz..this is call FATE!
aww....can't wait for The Vampire Diaries season 2 coming soon on September..!have to wait somemore...

PS:hope to see you in my dream,Ian Somerhalder!nights..muakks..

One day,I'll been to this country-ITALY

After all I had been watching the tv show,showing the beauty of this country,their food,their spaghetti,their pizza,their historical place,their ice cream,I finally had decided that I WANT TO GO TO ITALY!!I want to go to this city named Florence,is a beautiful place..



I don't know why,this thing come across my mind and tell me that HEY,YOU MUST GO TO ITALY BEFORE YOU DIE!YOU WILL REGRET IN YOUR WHOLE LIFE IF YOU NEVER BEEN TO THIS COUNTRY!so,I told someone,I will go this country after I owe 2 credit card..you know their currency is very high!1:4.06..gosh!means 1 euro=RM4++..T_T
Next year,I will go to Korea with someone as our 21st birthday present!
End of this year,might be going Taiwan with my family!hoho....Suai Ge,I'm Coming!
And hope that I will visit Italy when I'm 25years old!If I didn't manage to achieve what I wish,anyone,PLEASE!take a knife and KILL ME!

Posso Fare!Posso Fare!Posso Fare!!(Italian language)XD

PS:currently learning Korean and Italian language at the same time..I'm too free,you know~!

♥이선균♥

Ok..I'm so gonna blog about this drama and this actor!!argh!!!I'm so obsessed with this guy right now!!!!!!Gosh,I really HATE K-pop..why must there's always a handsome actor or a pretty actress?why why why?especially even they are married,they still look so hot and sexy!!!(i mean guy)*melted*..Just finished watching this drama..

PASTA

this drama not bad..I think..I continue chasing the episodes because of this guy..

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LEE SUN GYUN(이선균)

So what if he married and have a son d..I still like him lah..I love his voice soooo much...how good if my 남자친구 have this kind of voice...awwwwww.......(he look macho,don't you think so?)

PS:must hear this song!!is very nice..Kim Jung Ah-You're cute(Pasta OST)..>LINK<

보고싶다..

I know you're reading my blog now..I know you stalk my blog everyday..I know everything..
Just wanna tell you..I miss you..

Currently:listening to Two Is Better Than One by Boys like girls..XD

no title..just for fun..

Tonight the moon is so big,so yellowish and so bright..huhu..XD

A letter to someone that I adore so much.

To:Fa***

Until when I gone,I start to realise that I not loving you or liking you..You are just someone that brighten up my life,make me feel that I'm not alone,you are more lonely than I am..
For me,You are part of my memory..Memory that can't be erased nor forget..
Anyway,I'm not regret..

PS:I love you..Bye and Take Care..XD

挣扎。。

直到今天，我才知道，其实，我爸是疼我的。。前天，我对着电脑哭了。。我哭是因为家人不支持我所要读的科系，我哭是因为我想到只有我一人被派到那么远的地方读书，而且读我不爱的科系。。去一个没有家人，没有朋友，没有亲戚的地方，一年只能回来一次，就算我再怎么逞强，我还是过不到我那一关。。当我开始订机票，开始接受事实的时候，我后悔了。。我真的后悔了。。
我哭着告诉我妈，我不要去那么远的地方，我不要一个人在人生地不熟的地方过着四年的生活。。妈心软了。。终于，她让我进私人大学。。但这半年，我会在新加玻工作，不想浪费时间。。昨天，我在烦着要怎么告诉我爸。。基于大哥的原素，爸很反对我们进私人学院。。他打来，告诉我，其实他也不要我去那么远的地方。。我告诉他，其实我要去私人大学读，只怕他会骂我，坚决反对我。。他问我，我有骂过你吗？如果你要读书，我哪会反对呢？说真的，他倒是没责骂过我，或许是因为我是唯一的女儿。。还好，现在，我所有的烦恼都没了。。
其实，当你做一个很难下定论的事情的时候，就算你身边的朋友再怎么支持你，少了那一份家人的鼓励，最终，你还是不能如愿地达成你的愿望。。这是今天，我所学到的一堂课。。

PS:爸，对不起，我误会你了。。

很烦啦！

六个月过去了。。直到我要辞职了，我才发现我好像喜欢上一个人了。。我在对的时间和他相遇，却在错的时间喜欢他。。朋友都说我见一个喜欢一个，我不否认。。因为当感觉来的时候，是很难拒绝的。。但是他们并不知道，在这么多我喜欢的人当中，只有两个，是我真心地喜欢他。。却因为某种理由，我必须默默地把这份心意藏起来。。这几天，我反反复复地在想着他，一想到待会儿工作会遇见他，我就很开心。。这就是为什么虽然我递上辞职信，我还想留下的原因，一方面是因为经理一直求我留下，我才答应的。。我不晓得我是同情他还是喜欢他，但我很肯定他是个孤独的人。。或许因为这样，我才想要接近他。。想说这个世界没有人是应该孤独的。。现在，我知道了，我从欣赏，到兴趣，到了解，直到喜欢他。。这些过程很不容易。。我很讨厌当我的桃花运来的时候，也意味着我即将要离开了。。哎哟！很烦啦。。一个人在家，就是很会胡思乱想!真的很讨厌一个人的时候..那滋味很不好受！

L for like,A for admire..so which one?

I think....I already falling in love with someone that I not suppose to...from admire to love..My friend told me that I'm just admire him,not love him..I think maybe..not love but like..How?

human human..

well...I got lots of thing to say..but I just don't know where to start and where should i end it..

WARNING!!

please don't read my post if you were a racist person..

I admit that sometime I had prejudices towards some dark skin people(you know who i mean)..no offend yeah..not because I'm chinese or what,I seriously don't like the way they acting,the way they handle matter,what make me most piss off is the way they dressing!!if you don't believe,one day,you go to Melaka Sentral,sit down there and watch the people there..they can wear a black shirt,blue skirt and green pants and walk around!wth!!come on lar,don't tell me this is fashion,I would rather naked than wearing like that..Is like a Christmas tree,don't you think so?although I don't like their wearing but it doesn't mean that I hate all the dark skin people!I don't have that kind of narrow thinking!MARK MY WORD!Recently,I told my friend that I admire one of the dark skin staff in our hotel..I admire him because he is a responsible person,I admire him because he is cool..I rephrase again,is ADMIRE,not LIKE!two different word..and they were giving me this kind of expression:"what??eh..you don't play play leh..you siao d meh?he is a *****,if you marry him,you have to wear ******,and you cant eat ****!!"wtf!!I was like..excuse me,I admire him not like him or love him yeah...can't we just be friend?I really don't understand what are they thinking..I told them,if i really like him and want marry to him,I myself will consider it too..because..if i do so...I cant eat my favourite BA GUA and BA HU d....so...people out there,can you all stop having that kind of mind not?haiz..I'm speechless..and yeah..one of my best friend,she is a dark skin people!and if I were to like a dark skin people,I don't mind what people think of me..as long as I'm happy..XD

PS:NO OFFEND TO ANYONE ELSE NEITHER WHITE SKIN NOR BLACK SKIN..YOU KNOW,I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!XD

回忆。。

你要走了，怎么办？我会流泪吗？还是我会把那份思念你的心永远埋在心里？这段时间，我告诉我自己，其实我不想你，我不喜欢你，我不想见你，我不想和你上网聊天。。可是，原来我错了。。
我想念你，我想见你，我喜欢你，我想永远和你有聊不完的话题。。
我很怀念我们在一起读书的回忆，你一副书呆子的样子，爱和我斗嘴，桌子下藏着我们俩的回忆，我最喜欢当别人误会我的时候，你永远都会站在我这边，我再也找不到像你这种不用我说，也能猜透我心思的男生。我喜欢你为了守护我的秘密，宁愿给人家挨打，挨骂，也不愿透露任何关于我的事情。。为什么你那么傻？那时候，是你让我相信，除了我最亲的朋友之外，不会再有背叛我的人了。。就因为这样，我开始相信，其实，男生也可以是个很好的听众。。你喜欢我吗？你是不是也有和我一样的感觉，因为你的好友告诉我，其实你也一样。。我能这样安慰自己吗？太迟了。。你要离开我了，这世界没有不散的筵席，只是已经出席的人还会回来吗？
你走了，我才发现，我有多么地喜欢你。。可是，你一次又一次地令我失望。。
这一走，也意味着，我会放弃你。。
别了，我爱的人。。