There's an ass hole name Z..

There's a guy out there start with a capital Z who he think he know me very well and try to correct my behavior!what the fuck he think he is..

Let me tell you this Mr.Z who think he is very perfect in everything he do.He is very ego and he very proud of it.He is such a whore and pervert,watch porn in front of girl and never shamed for it!He is dumb ass photographer where he keep on use this excuse as his inspiration to watch porn.He like to see girl's tits. Everyday,every single moment,he sit down in front of his computer and browsing through those so call ARTISTIC photo!
I'm not really dislike him until he talk bad about me in front of my bff!Fucker!
He only know me less than a year,we are course mate and he can tell everyone how I react!Ass hole!If you were that understand me, you should be a psychologist rather than an ass hole pervert photographer!
Let me tell you something,Mr Z.Do you know that the entire of our housemate aka course mate hate you so much because you are a moron?
1st,you are a rubbish.Opps..too harsh..You say you are a responsible person,you hate dirty,so you will do anything to make sure is clean.Wtf?Who is the one who always bath at midnight?Who is the one keep his underwear from the last semester and wash it on the next semester?Can you imagine how many bacterial had been collected in that pant?ewww..
2nd,when come to assignment,you are really a fucking bitch!Why?you always submit to your group leader one day before the due date.You never be a leader before and you wont understand how much the burden.All you know is to talk ass there!and the work you done, is all copy and paste.what's the point of group assignment?
3rd, you are a petty guy!My friend who first time met you,she can already tell your attitude!Whenever we have our dinner or lunch,you will only order food.You seldom order drinks.Why?because you'll take other drink without any hesitation!Shame on you seriously!Not say you are poor or what,you are just an ass hole who like to take advantage on people!
Gosh..Seriously,I feel sorry for you.You have a ugly face plus your ugly attitude..Awwh..
Anyway,you are just a pathetic beggar who always beg people for something..*pats*

I'm just a women who don't like to fight.And I got my limit.For now,I endure all the sarcasm from you.One day,you will pay back for this.And hell ya,you know right?I'm good in payback!

PS:missing home so much!listening to Avril Lavigne-what the hell

女人的心，很难了。。

女人，好像天气预测，心情好的时候，来个猛烈的阳光：心情不好的时候，来个长命雨。
别人说，宁得罪小人，莫得罪女人。
女人，有时候很变态，她生气的时候，三字经都会倒念出来。她开心的时候，她会念圣字经给你听。
女人真的很可怕，善变，傲慢，任性，野蛮
可以的话，我下辈子要投胎做男人了。

PS:听着 Justin Bieber-That should be me

眼泪

如果我知道，认识你带给我那么多的眼泪，那我宁愿与你成为陌生人。
这样，我会比较好过点。。

PS:听着陈奕迅-淘汰

我有话说。。

很多事情，我不说，埋在心里，因为我不想伤害任何人，就因为这样，忍着忍着，终于，我不管啦！我今天就要把所有不爽的事情说出来。。

我以为每个人都和我一样，不会计较，随便，不自私，处处会替别人着想。

原来，我错了。还错得糊里糊涂。甚至因为这样，我伤害了我身边的人。

第一，搬来和同学住已经有三个月了，如果不是最近发生事情，我还没被点醒。因为三个没用的人，我伤害了一个我认识了四年，和我共同难关的朋友。这时第一次，我看到她那么地生气，那么地无助，对不起，已经很久没有像现在这样，你那么地大声骂醒我了。

第二，人是自私的。这句话一点都没错。当他们在你身上找到他们需要的好处时，他会讨好你，厚着脸皮也会对着你，围绕你，不停地帮你擦鞋。得到了，翻脸就好像翻书一样，那么快，那么不眨眼睛。

第三，我人生，第一次，从来没有见过那么邋遢，那么没有风度的男生！一个，第一次见面的时候，真的很有礼貌，很风度，相处久了，原来之前所做的东西，都只是为了要让我们觉得他很有风度罢了。第二个，口口生生说自己有洁癖，但其实最邋遢的是他，懒惰，懒到一个程度。最后一个，也就是最没有风度的男生，小我一岁，没礼貌，说话直接，不会让女生的一个男生，也不会主动。难听一点，就是废人一个。

第四，几乎每个同学都很虚伪。为什么？人前明明就很讨厌那个人，每一天，无时无刻都讲那个人的坏话，但却还能装的若无其事地和他笑不停。这就是名副其实的虚人其表。

我真的不知道，要怎样面对这一班人三年。

无谓的关心，只会换来无谓的敌人。。

忍。。

有时候，真的以为自己很坚强，什么事情都往自己的身上啃。明明知道自己一个人无法完成的事情，还是会不劳而辞地答应。都不知道自己其实在拼什么。别人都不会珍惜，不会了解，不会知道，自己的痛苦，只有自己了解。。肩膀的负担越来越来重，承受的压力就越来越大，脾气就越来越坏，讲话就越来越刺。因为这样，别人误解我的人格，我也懒得去解释，懂我的人，会体谅。。

忍，再忍。。。

PS：听着 谢霆锋－因为爱所以爱

Perception about ME!!

Today,I was hmm...Moderate mood..Having sore throat and flu at the same time.Not feeling good at all and my voice change..whatever..
In today Corporate Writing lecture,Ms Chew want us to write a feature writing.Meaning you don't write out a person's personality directly,you describe it.And then we guess..
Three guys in my class,they wrote about me.It makes my day as I can't stop laughing when I read their description.Here is the thing:

PS:Sorry for reading so many grammatical mistake.

First,by Raymond-the one who always quarrel with me in the class
"We can always get shocked and awake without any alarm clock.This is the most BEAUTIFUL sound that we had ever heard.Once again heard her sound is when we delayed out assignment's part.The sound is just like mosquito's concert with the complete set of instrument.Carefully,please buy AIA before enter her car because you might experience flying coaster in the moment."

Second,by Zact-the one who like to make the angry bird sound
"She went to a shop like a hungry tiger,slashing her card like no one will do.Promoter look at her and bow at her.Michael Schumacher nothing for her,even lion are scare of her."

Third, by Deyson-the one who like to joke and laugh
"She does a lot of work during spare time.Kids are playing,making noises and running around.She yelling at the kids.The house is messy,she tidy up everything while classic music is playing.Then she glows a cup of coffee and sitting on an imperted,luxury sofa and reading her favourite magazine.Carefully,she goes to the kid's room and put the blankets on.The cloud is getting darker."


See,how sweet of my three coursemate/housemate!haha..

PS:listening to 倪安东-散场的拥抱

Summary..

Yeah!After three months waiting,finally I bought this heels..cost me RM119.90..Nevermind,worth it!

People out there,my blog is not dead yet.Just that I don't have any time to update.

I'm load with assignment,no time to hangover!T^T

Let me summarize what I've done last month.For the first time in my life,I went to clubbing with my course-mate!And what I afraid the most,it's actually happened!I WAS DRUNK!totally drunk!wtf!you know why?

Mist,a club situated at Bangsar,that day which is on wednesday,they are having their 2nd anniversary celebration,free alcohol(my fav)!!So we reached there about 9.30pm as the promotion started at 9.30pm and ended at 10.30pm!Unfortunately,they bluff us!By the time they opened the entrance,it was already 10.45pm!No free alcohol and you've to pay for it!So,total 16 of us open 3 botols of Black Label.As your info,you can't just drink the alcohol without mixing it with other drinks.So,the bar tender mix it with coke!I was damn thirsty that time,so in shot,I drink 4glass of it.When come to the 5th glass,I know I'm kinda dizzy d.But still,drink non-stop!End up, my two friends carried me out from the bar and drag me into the car.haha..gosh!Anyway,I'm very excited as this is my first experience entering club.

Camwhoring before entered the Mist

PS:listening to J.Lo feat Pitbull-On the floor..

妈的！

如果能重来，那我宁愿自己是一个孤儿，至少我不必要担心什么时候会被骂。
如果能重来，那我宁愿我自己一个人养活自己，也不要靠你那一点施舍。
如果能重来，那我宁愿我有妈妈就好，我的生活不需要有你。
如果这一切能重来，我说真的，就算要我一个人挨饿，我也不会要你的一分钱，我不屑！
你这个顽固又死脑经的老头，几时才要反省？到底家人重要，还是你那所谓的江湖义气重要！不要以为自己是活菩萨,连家人都不管的人，还有资格帮助其他人吗？

Food again~!

Well,kinda busy for the past two weeks..Second semester just started and I just move in to a new house and stay with my coursemate..

And as I promised,first week of school,I went to Pasta Zanmai with my two lovely coursemate.Well,overall,I will rate EXCELLENT!The food is nice and the amount is huge..Not bad after all..

Pasta Zanmai

Location:One Utama

Chicken Katsu Spagetti

Comment:Even if you hungry till max,still I suggest you better share with your friend.Is damn big bowl lor!

Kinoko Onsen Spagetti

Comment:hmm..not bad lar..If you are creamy carbonara's lover,I bet you'll loved it!

Japanese Ice Coffee

Comment:Whenever the menu is in my hand,first drink I will consider is coffee.This coffee taste no much different with other coffee.Just the name different..(konon-nya Japanese)..aiks..>.<

Green Tea

Comment:normal..

Teri Chicken Pizza

Comment:Try this!Is big different with other pizza..Now I know why Japanese people are so healthy d...

Three of us paid for RM110.20..T_T..worth it anyway thou is expensive!

PS:Listening to Bruno Mars-The Lazy Song

Next post:My new house picture~!

我们都傻-杨丞琳

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
　　就代表我对我的心 撒了多少谎
　　但每次我都选择 选择相信
　　相信你是爱我的
　　倔强的以为我真的能改变你
　　看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
　　难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
　　还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹
　　你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
　　我说你傻 傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
　　我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
　　还在期待会有奇迹出现
　　你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
　　我说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
　　我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
　　还在期待会有奇迹出现
　　倔强的以为我真的能改变你
　　看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
　　难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
　　还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹
　　你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
　　我说你傻 傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
　　我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
　　还在期待会有奇迹出现
　　你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
　　我说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
　　我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
　　还在期待会有奇迹出现
　　谁没有为爱做过傻事
　　继续温习我会 讽刺也无所谓
　　我说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
　　你说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
　　我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
　　还在期待会有奇迹出现

无奈。。

最近从朋友的口中，听到关于另一个人的故事。

很惊人，很讶异，或许因为他和我很亲近，所以我一时不能接受这个事实。

我很了解自己，一旦我知道对方不好的东西，我会判断他。

就因为我把朋友看得太重，所以我很在意。我需要时间来适应这样的他。

别说我无情，我只是不知到要用怎么样的心情去面对他。。

情绪很烦

“每个人都缺乏什么
我们才会瞬间就不快乐
单纯很难 抱负很多
已经很勇敢 还是难过

许多事情都有选择
只是往往时候我才懂得
情绪很烦 说话很冲
任何人的沟通 有时候没有用”


-我只能用歌词来形容我现在的心情-
过不了自己的那一关
需要冷静一天

Zzzzzzzz.....

Dear Diary,

Is 1.40am now and I'm still awake.I must appreciate the moment where I can sleep at 3am and wake up the next day at 1pm afternoon.4more days and my 2nd semester is going to start soon.Can't wait to see my coursemate.Wonder they still remain the same..Just finish watching Justin Bieber-Never say Never movie..While,honestly speaking,I'm not a fans of Justin Bieber and I'm not having any Bieber Fever,BUT,after watching the show,woah~One word to describe-TOUCH!Can't believe he can be so passionate about his dream,his job bla bla bla..I wonder when is the last time I put on effort in pursueing my dream...
It's raining outside and I'm at here starving..
"When you are alone,you'll start to think a lot."-quote from my Mr.J(this is exactly what I am doing now)
Bye,off to read my novel..

PS:listening to 林宥嘉-想自由

DD...

Dear diary,

I'm not in good mood again!Emo..for nothing,I emo..Well,there's one thing that bothering me.My result is coming out this week!And eventually I don't know whether is Tuesday or Wednesday,Thursday or whatever shit is it,I just want it to come out as soon as possible.Just saw my senior posting something in Twitter saying that alot of people failed in Journalism.I'm start to worry that I might be one of them.Fuck!You know what?Is not easy to write an article where there is alot of thing you have to consider before you start to think and write.I don't want repeat the subject again!And I don't wish to fail!Gahhhhhh.....Feels sucks!This holidays is bored!Stay at home for the whole day,sitting in front of the computer screen and chasing drama,facebook-ing,twitting,downloading,aiks...I'm start to feel lazy whenever I trying to do something..Is this anything to do with my age?As you know,getting older getting lazier..This is what I always told my mom..
My dear today start his internship...hehe..XD..Wish him all the best...
Bye...

我不理了。

有时候，我沉默，我以为你会懂

有时候，我累了，我以为你会懂

有时候，我不说，我以为你会懂

有时候，我生气，我以为你会懂

有时候，我不解释，我以为你会懂

有时候，我很辛苦，我以为你会懂

很多的有时候，我真的以为你会懂

但是，原来，我错了，不是你不懂我，而是我连自己也不了解自己，我又怎能要求你懂我呢？

我真的不知道为什么我身边的人都不懂得体谅我;只会为了个人利益，而不乏地指责我。

做错了事，又不肯道歉，爱在我面前装模作样，显得你很委屈似的。

我很累了，不要再为我增加我的负担，我负荷不起。

我心淡了，因为我知道我不需要再扮好人了。

情可贵，珍惜身边的人。

从前，有一个女孩。她很活泼，她很诚恳地对待每一个对她好的人。就算是陌生人，她也会对他很好。她有一班数不清的朋友，就算她的家人对她爱理不理，但是，只要有这一班朋友，就算要她去死，她也在所不辞。今天，她生病了。生了一场连医生也束手无策的病。她得了心病。解铃还须系铃人。她知道，这一次的病，是没有药治了。就算问题解决，心里的那一个刺还在。她没有哭，她很坚强。她知道就算她哭了，也没有人会了解的。那一班所谓的朋友，根本不存在。需要的时候，才找她。不需要的时候，人影都没有一个。她有两个好朋友，同在一个地方，却不常见面。她也不知道她到底有没有朋友。有心事想要找人倾诉的时候，翻开笔记本，才发现到，其实她没有一个真正了解她的朋友。其实她要求的很简单，她不需要一个永远待在她身边的朋友，她只要一个偶尔会想念她，关心她，会找她聊心事的朋友就够了，不要让她觉得她是孤独的。。
故事完毕，谢谢阅读。

给正在阅读我的部落格的你，不要哭了！要记得，在一个社交圈子里面，交朋友很容易，但是相处难。
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

好咯！老娘放假咯！要去度假咯！
介绍大家一首新歌。很好听呢！
好的事情
演唱者：严爵

休息是为了走更长的路
你就是我的旅途
都是因为你 我一直漫步

想要跟你一起走到最后
但我遗失了地图
谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦
爱到深处才会领悟
好的事情 最后虽然结束
感动十分 就有十分满足
谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
痛 是以后无法再给你幸福
好的事情 也许能够重复
感动时分 就算纷纷模糊
（不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
爱 是为彼此祝福）-最爱这一句

听着：严爵-好的事情

I'm not a food lover,I just love to eat..

You know what?Ever since I came to KL and study,there are two bad things happened on me!
First,I had gain weight!!!This is one of the most unacceptable thing for me in my list!I used to have 25-inch waist,weight 45kg..Now,I don't even dare to stand on the weighing machine or used the measuring tape to measure my waist..I can't accept the fact!!
Second,I had spent alot in food!For me,this is bad!I mean I love to eat,but spent so much on it,nah~!It's not my style!Back in Malacca,I spent more on clothes,shoes etc..Food?I don't give a second thought.
It's almost six month I came to KL.Within this six month,I had tried Jogoya,Delicious,Full House,The Manhanttan Fish Market,IKEA food(they don't only sell furniture).For me,it's affordable except the Jogoya and Delicious!Worst thing,it tasted sucks and expensive!!
Let me introduce you one by one.

Delicious
Location:One Utama

Four Season Cheese
For cheese lover,you may like it BUT seriously,it is too cheesy!THINK before you order!
Guess how much it cost?
RM24++


I can't remember it's name.Perhaps you look for dry fry ham inside the menu.
I would rate it average!As the ham is as hard as the cardboard paper!
How much?RM24++

Conclusion:Me and another two friends had spent RM120++ for this meal!
Little tips:Don't go on weekdays,go on weekend because got promotion!

Full House
Location:Sunway Pyramid

Three of the drinks is nice!As usual,mine is Cappucino milkshake,other two is.....Can't remember!I think is peppermint and tea..


Dessert after the main dishes.5 pieces for only RM??..Can't remember thou but is cheap also..

Conclusion:We had spent RM80++ for it!Totally worth it!
Little tips: Go on weekdays!Is more cheap as they got the lunch promotion for RM16+ for main dish+drinks+dessert!No promotion on weekend and this explained why we spent so much on it!T_T

Jogoya
(Everyone's desire)

Is all about seafood,Haegan-Danz,what else?
I would rate average for it as the seafood is not really fresh and the Haegan Danz ice cream disappoint me as it was already melted.I accidentally took the one with alcohol in it and it taste like YAM MI JIU!(google urself if you don't know what it is)

Conclusion: I wouldn't step into this restaurant if there is no promotion!
Normal price is RM88+ per person.

IKEA
No pictures for it!BUT,the food there is nice and cheap!
Recommended: chicken wing,meatball,curry puff,bread with hotdog,muffin.

Went to IKEA just now and bought this!
Cappucino,my favourite!Anything to do with coffee is my favourite!
Nice thou,only RM4.90 and is baked in Sweden!BUT,it taste like the Marie biscuit with coffee favour..

That's all I think..
Need to back to study,3more papers to go
and then I'm
off
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.
to
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.
Sunway Lagoon!!
FUCK!

Next Semester,
I'm going to try
Chillis
Sakae sushi
Sushi Zanmai
TGIF
what else?
Name it,and I will go and try!
hahaha..XD

Bye~!

PS:listening to Justin Bieber-Pray

U-kiss-0330

Song of the month
Strongly recommend this song!!
U-kiss-0330

Download:

>Link<

Lyrics+Melody=AWESOME!!


U-kiss-0330
(Eli) Yo listen up, this is my tragic story, just to break into my heart (check it)

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Hoon) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(AJ) The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road
Because I couldn't do anything again,
I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,
I pray, I want you to be back.
I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you.
My tears are falling again.
Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ?

(Soohyun) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Soohyun) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kiseop) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli) I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep
Why did I turn on this love show
The distance between us has increased
I was the servant of this love
Why did we fight ? Why were we like that ?
Did you lose the sight ? We used to be in love.
Why am I stuck in this moment ? The one I need is you, silly.

(Dongho) You, drooping your shoulders
You, taking a rest on the ground
You, hitting your chest in frustration
You, praying to the heavens with your hands clasped
I think of you getting up. Let's forget and erase all our bad memories.
(I'm sorry) How would you ? I cannot say anything besides 'I'm sorry'.

(Kevin) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli, AJ, Dongho) You and I, don't cut our cord.
Don't deny our r²π
Come to me, everything is fine now.
We will start everything over, over again.

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you
I keep thinking about you
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night
(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart
The place that you left
I really miss you
(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

PS:credit to my beloved roomate who introduced this song to me..love ya~!XD
listening to Big Bang-Tonight

Unexplainable feeling..

You told me not to worry about money as you'll help me to settle it.
You told me you'll let me continue my study no matter how.
You told me that I'm your only daughter and you'll take whatever to fulfill my dreams.
You give me your word and you want I trust you.
I did whatever you told me and believe in you.
I never ask anything from you since I was a child.
I never beg you for anything that I always wanted.
All I want from you is only one thing.
I would never ever ask you again till the day I die.
It's hurt when you complaint to brother which I thought you'll never do that.
Perhaps I was wrong..

PS:listening to Simple Plan-Shut up

怀念旧曲。。

最近，不知道为什么，一直一直在听着老歌。。总觉得还是以前的调调好听，现在的也不赖啦!只是找不到我一直要的感觉。No feel,you know?好像听着MLTR-take me to your heart..听着听着，心里会不知不觉，莫名其妙地悲哀。它的旋律真的有够让我听几次都不会觉得烦。这首歌唱出老娘的心酸。再来就是周杰伦的歌，听回他以前的创作；安静，开不了口，外婆，发如雪等，感触良多。。
今天，一整天都在听张惠妹-如果你也听说。。在看她的演唱，眼泪不知不觉流下来了。。太感动了！
有些话，我很想对他说，但是我一言难尽。又不知道怎么开口，只好听着歌来麻醉自己咯！

所以，我想借此透过歌词，来告诉他一些永远都说不出的话。我的心情，你了解吗?

“好多好多的话想对你说，悬着一颗心没着落，要怎么负荷，舍不得，又无可奈何。。”

“Don't need too much talking,without saying anything.All I need is someone, who makes me wanna sing.."

“让我永远牵着你，把手给我。”

"思念太猖狂，一个冷不防，一想起你，忙碌的生活变得空荡荡。。”


PS:听着张惠妹-如果你也听说